UPDATES HAVE BEEN MADE A first first draft; the start of a long interview

Her first interview ; where I disbelieved from the Beginning

I WILL BE ADDING AND EDITING DAILY

The interview; draft one

This will all be put in present tense. And hasn’t begun to touch the surface of where when what who and why

In short; why of all people would you be a liability or target for such extensive conduct on behalf of the entities you allege; I begin with rather a difficult one. I admit

I am a liability to the federal government and the state in the effect of the violations of my rights during a warrantless search and seizure in 2011. They suspected me of a form of domestic terrorism as well as were threatened by exposure of their conduct as they-noted i was looking up ‘hot sites’, or those websites the feds key in on should one be more pervasively inquisitive about the nature of their content. I am. And was. As they expose the actuality of the government not it’s fraudulent cover. Still, I believe it was more the words I was stating then and the fact I made and still make information public that kept me safe yet stoked the fires. They were going for me anyway…their indiscretions—; far too many of them… For me Not to be a liability. Should I choose to report id be heard. If I wasn’t a criminal. Defamed or done. Dead. By ‘accident’ of course. They had to ensure my word would be rendered useless. and my person incompetent. Over the years… The number of districts that became involved etc…either way, what followed was more horrific acts, not excluding solicited attempted murder. The last you’d expect from our government acting against one shown innocent after their thirteen-day sweep. As I WAS. As glorious as this sounds, it happens in this country every day to people like myself who are then stigmatized as who the Hell would believe them? I wasn’t

I can also respond like such, many different ways to explain what happened and do. I’m so used to relegating myself…

What made me such a liability? Was ongoing, pervasive criminality against me and by whom. Systematically they went about every avenue possible to destabilize them criminalize me. When a false arrest and incarceration was officially marked, their next act exceeded this last one by nearly again succeeding in taking my life, again by the car accident. The false incarnation, inducing after all the misconduct and shock and an HR OF 38 /which made me a liability should they transfer me, so they instead released me: each time God's grace. The one honest officer at the scene of 2015 said I had less than a 1% chance of surviving and only did because I lacked the instinct to react. I was and had been in shock for nearly six years at that lokmy? Untreated die to the falsified reported and lies about my person. Essentially what I can prove they did that puts me at a disadvantage because it doesn't mean I intended to. But now? Due to their actions? I HAVE TO

This will be an extension of the Interview though i do not know where it will go zzz

So, moving on from the broader picture. For a moment as I know you’ll go back and we need more clarification. A lot…

But aside from that…Where are you now? And how does it, if at all, relate to the past.

I had thought I was to move on from that. I fully intended to until the annulment comes up. I had survived the systematic process used on civilians like me and remained Free, alive, but to then be credible as well? That is too threatening. And they began what ill refer to and felt like, digging into me, my computer, and life in all ways, shapes and forms that in combination in no way could be denied. It was targeting. And it was happening again.

When it became undeniably clear was this past month when I was cut off from all medical services at DHMC, given three different reasons, and called by my neurologist five times in an attempt to warn me of what she in no way wanted herself to happen. So that right there knocked out two of the wrong reasons. So much of what I’ve been told are outright lies, while I’m made out not to be credible and affect the most? Is my health care.

So, what you are telling me is that the misconduct harassment and abuse is Still happening?

Most certainly. And most especially after I was asked to be on the KC Armstrong show. I will post a link to one of the six interviews, and I plan to do a few more in the future if not develop mine more fully. So much of my energy has been focused on my health. Each time I go in for a particular procedure, it seems I'm diagnosed with something else. So as opposed to going out into the world, clear of those horrific malicious charges and able to work, my body caught up with the onslaught of my mind. It was told several times I had been in ongoing shock. It had drastically affected my organs, including my heart, but Exeter. However, one was honorable enough, to be honest with me in person> would not repeat these things. When I brought his comments up with patient relations, I received a seven-page letter saying Different reasons. Hospitals and other establishments will never be hells accountable. 

Second or third interview with Armstrong

Was anyone you were acquainted with or knew involved in this….debacle

Unfortunately, yes. There were a lot of coconspirators and that isn’t Confabulated but DOCUMENTED facts such as my mother lying to the police to order with the DEA and after the first car accident three weeks after my release from the hold, based on what they suspected, my PCP. Medical provider of over twenty years also ‘signed on’ and literally was told not to help me ‘no matter what’. Also, now that I am thinking of it. The same officer who incarcerated me that night, Officer Goard, after in the two weeks thereafter had THREE WARRANTS signed by justice of the peace PATRIACK DONNELLY, and I am Proud that I also thereby, as I do of my PCP being my provider via Rx at that time, documentation.

Was there anyone that you knew involved in the beginning of this story.

…In 2011, in the small néw England town of Newmarket, NH, a young woman, 32, fresh out of graduate school, is subjected to a warrantless search and seizure based on informant misinformation alone. Wrong As they had been confident, they go about criminalizing an innocent civilian with no criminal history instead of taking accountability. She (nor I) can’t help but wonder what they perhaps would’ve done differently if they realized they had been and with whom they were contending. My guess was not

Just a touch of background, I gently probe. I hope she doesn’t catch the look in my eye as though seeing a rare species of creature for the first time. But she is. Timeless. Without bound or category. No matter how hard I try, I can not place her, neither idealizes nor devalue her, the complexity between her humble, simple transparency together with the sudden assertion which came up from a drive I would claim as instinctual as intentional. She couldn’t help the reactions driven into her that had saved her freedom and her life. Repeatedly, I recollected. IF what she was telling Was true, even her attorney turned corrupt come to the end of not all the way through …she was shaped very much by what happened psychologically and, as it turns out physically, the damage to her brain and organs in the end found to be quite extensive. It’s impressive what fighting got your life will do to your body

Nothing special... I always felt I hadn't anything to say, and everything others thought to be accomplishments I saw as that anyone could have accomplished. That wasn’t true. And I realized that without question. After the last decade when I was proven differently. But I can’t credit myself—too many coincidences to calm them such. And no( I’m not religious. Long and short? Before this all? grew up in Hanover, NH, all are good to have in class, never an incident. Before the incidents, I could never have predicted save a sense of intense dread major; we are to discuss, I had just gotten out of graduate school and entered the peace academy at KSU in OH. ... I mean, I still felt young and had no agenda other than to start working. I met up with a friend of a friend who asked me to do a collaborative internship to lead substance abuse groups. It was all planned out; my ducks were in a row. I wasn’t prioritizing marriage or a baby because it was the mind I wanted to use. It wasn’t until I hit my 40s the mourning indeed came... And it will come... It's there, and will he for a while now...am I she? Is she I? Who Knowz
So, is she a victim subject to the nearly implausible and has thus far survived it, or could she have for this long still fooling us, covering up her foibles and incompetence with stories of misconduct. She blames instead of take accountability for the losses she suffers? If I believe In II DX, I’d say if she is not telling the truth than she should be called out. But for ten years she destroys her reputation by speaking repeatedly of a highly complex subject matter where no matter the context, the details from those she has said before Always match. When you tell the truth, there are no variations, yet what happens and happened to her is not feasible to Me though she has a fan base who do believe her. I wanted an interview to see up close this evidence she kept alluding to and promised at long length she will post. She has gotten backlash from every attempt to voice what happened. Though she admits she was hesitant to go on a significant podcast show; though flattered, she has been asked
Interview  example

A perspective or opinion is that of a hypothetical character. But an idea or perspective backed by hard evidence>? That brings it into the legal arena TRUTH. And The Truth that happened was and is not what everyone else made it, but what ACTUALLY happened abd WHY.

Me:
Researching Law

I heard her for the first time on the KC Armstrong show, and I don’t believe a word. But there is something odd that belies what I assume to be her dishonesty. Suppose there is such a thing. Her complete for lack of effect. She interviewed as a professional life coach, and I am taken with her not needing to be noted a certain way. Her product belied someone struggling with demons large enough to snuff out any excitement of being heard by millions. Those are giant demons to take away that joy that hopefully people would finally hear the truth, and she would be credited with it. But she was numb. Or so she said. The on going defamation amidst severe federal disabilities caused by the causality of it all, made it a difficult maze to escape. Always circling back to the trauma, most especially when they began acting out against her again. It just kept happening

Like I said, I didn’t believe a word she Said but believer HER. Was that possible? Interviewed as a profressional life coach and I was taken with her complete lack of need to be seen a certain way. The next not so much flat affect as one which would belie someone struggling with demons large enough to snuff out any excitement of being heard by millions. Those are some pretty large demons to take away that joy, that hope that it meant people would listen to the truth and she had wanted that. The defamation kills her. And in a forum in which she would br validated as nothing But credible. After ten years of the polar opposite. And then some. On a dish. And that dish was dirty. The kind of grime that lies underneath a sheen, that is so convincing it is a counterfeit piece in a set of supposed heirloom China. Coming from the right people, No one would ever ponder fraud, though it should be with this group of individuals, the first thing suspected.

I understand it’s a lot to go over again. I state… And leave the bait… I didn’t expect this to be linear but it’s the documents I want in ON

Please remember this all happened over eleven years and continues. I got a call from the superior court today. Unless they do what I was told, she says…, pushing the complaint all the way forward, justice again will elude me as it did in 2015 when I was asked by an investigator as serious as it Was WHO would want to hurt me who would like me dead. Gar Decker, the lead agent of the 2011 warrantless search and seizure has taken over the property where I live, mainly I hadn’t seen him during the interrogations. At first, my statements countered, but then my sent emails in which she contradicted her statements to the board; and there is a reason for her fraudulent behavior, and I made it clear what it was: she did what was easy and collaborated with the state and DEA. Instead of reporting the illegalities against me, she chose to help them make it, so I could not have a life or be credible for over six years.

So when did you move here and what Were your plans…

2011, when my internship to become a MLADV began. She speaks matter of factly, as though she has no more emotion to breathe any longer, no one believed her. Why would they now her tone seemed to belie?.. Why was she not believed prior? Because the officer had falsified the report so he could bring her to jail as opposed to admitting her to ICU.

Uh... welp...First off...please forgive me if I do a run-around. Or go off on tangent and forget the question. Happens all the time. My memory is s***, and a bit was getting better but worse. The short-term is nearly gone. Epilepsy and damage make it challenging to manage. It Makes me realize in God's JG to have to explain all this a sin/ and so many things keys it was nothing short of. A fruitless endeavor the falsification on behalf of the state. And why would I be believed over them? When the entire population is conditioned to trust them. Honor them without question. So I suppose I get defensive when I talk about what happened, and well... Obviously a little ahead of myself.
  • Some facts simply fly in the face of any other disproving theory. But that’s what I’m here to do. Fix this. See what is what . See if Julie Assmus is for real or has this long attempted to fool us. Though the reason? I’m unable to find one. She isn’t some borderline histrionic gone wild Akd interviews with those close to her growing up confirm that we are not there yet . Maybe she decided to cover up her foibles with stories of misconduct and blame for the losses that she suffered on such extravagant details when she has no history of ever having made one story up at seems just as implausible!
She grew up in an upper class home I suggested. Not to mention Google is a first go to for journalists. For the first rough round of information. Nothing ok there can be taken as fact, unless verified by a credible source. Given she had lived the experience, she was it. 

Sounds as though there were a lot of expectations. That we met. But always felt otherwise than the person expected?

I didn’t realize I had two personas (as most of us don’t… until we do) until later in life, the gratuitous outside life in which I was forced to be more extroverted and the private life. One that was far more creative and alive than the former. The one in which I was me. But the expectations of upper class academic household often brings with it a need to split the person, between whom the parents need you to be and who you really are. For years I was lucky in that I was able to be myself and feel nothing but love. But somehow later life shakes away those assumptions that all parents are able to love their children when they feel they weren’t the best reflection. A latent narcissism reared it’s head at the least opportunities of times. Except for them. Acting out their anger. But this isn’t about them. The former world I grew up in on the outside was A somewhat deadened landscape that felt required. I was nearly enviable of those who grew up impoverished as they weren’t ever required to meet a standard that further required they split their self. 
I inquire into her rather off the beaten track meanderings. Or were they mine? Sometimes with time it’s difficult to differentiate, most certainly when the story that is shared becomes a part of you. Her to the extent she had no choice but continue engage in a level of stimulation never sought out before: not for frills; not for fun. But because it was what her automatic nervous system had become accustomed to together with the fact after what she lived through and knew, she could not say nothing. Because that’s how horrible things happen. As it is said, its when good people do nothing that horrible things happen . Not to self promote but I’ve always been one to step in for Whats right so I didn’t get this: but over time it made sense. But that’s taken a lot of forgiveness I didn’t have the capacity got when still being injured by the same parties . I’m not sure that’s feasible 

So … I take the opportunity to interject….that brings me perfectly to my first question ; Who Is Julie Assmus?

  • Are you referring to the one everyone knows and sees or the one they believe is you? I ask .

For 32 years I had the luxury of there not being a distinction between how I was perceived and who I was because I could handle my brain in all its normalcy: still well known for my known well for my transparency and honesty, I am just as human as you. No more no less. That all came in effect of the events of the last ten years. A lesser of the damage

So who I am known as is the same as I Was before whom no one here knows. Save the three months prior THR accident and anyone who met me THRN will tell you it’s night and day. So will my family. My ex fiancé. Those who are and were close, saw it up personal, they can attest to the damage done and when it happened. Issue with being where I wasn’t known before the accident is the tendency fir others to know me only as my disabilities…… today If there need be clarification , she was her moms best friendX she raised herself, an emotionally and physically absent father. She had all she needed but never what she wanted. So she stopped wanting for anything and made her own fun from whatever was around her. Namely nature. Later in life, She was the favorite babysitter. The one who would throw kids around but still he reasonably responsible. The girl who got all A good to have in class and had nothing to tell until events she would never herself have chosen to pass . In her 20s she attended undergrad and graduate studies and thoug had a stint in drinking no one seemed to notice. She worked with adults and kids with disabilities and never had an issue with the law save those brushes one had when involved with booze. She always had a strong affinity for animals and assumes everyone was so sensitive to as gaik awareness of others emotions. What she wouldn't learn is she did not need to read them. When she was herself, honest and humble she was her best but when tossed byher conditioning then hedges of what she didn't like about her pets in began showing. She was never allowed to express herself authentically at home as it was met with swift and terrifying reprisal. All denial of love to the degree we questioned whether it existed. My mom made a game of it. Her pathology made her do it

Is this how others perceive you?

My mother states, though will deny as she does every affirmation she’s made about the events taking place, she admired most about me my self-restraint. To have a mother whose pathology has disallowed her to be honest with others ABOIT my conditions or injuries has been near as disabling as my disabilities because I lack that support. But severely disabled, without treatment, seven years of pain abuse by the system only getting physically worse, years and years of this until one can’t handle much more… Until pushed to a point, I forgive myself knowing any animal, no matter how docile After years of probing, fear. Those it trusted betraying it one by one, that animal becomes angry and begins to lash out. And we are animals. And that I did. Verbally. That was my worsts, hopeful they were to get more. Pushing every button. Rear endings, entrapments you can’t even fathom how many there were… I’m sorry…So there is almost a division: between who I was and who I am. I have to continue to print mused I’m the SAME person…then again… She stops—no signs of continuing..as though she forgot midstream what she was saying. Plausible considering…

Epilepsy, tbi. Here I’ll show your she brings up a report. And I Do think what really did me in was the 2015 accidents the photos show I was rear ended as I was. At 95mph in 2015z they know I have every element to prove it a solicited bit. That’s why they won’t lay off the bit

Q2. Why would you be hesitant To be interviewed by one of the lead podcasters in the country ?

“Why? Because I fear the same retaliation, I’ve received after for every complaint or attempt to ask for help from the authorities before. But concerning the inquiry on behalf of Armstrong and the interview opportunity? I had no idea who PBN WAS WHEN they called me: nor did I learn Armstrong had attempted to directly IM ME months before. First, let me clarify what was important to me before all this has no relevance if we change this world for the worse or better; that matters at the end of the day. And I’m not trying to go all Nelson Mandala on everyone and create a stereotype, but it’s the truth. And matters regarding your question, as sure before all this I would have had a very different conversation section. But now!? Knowing the reality of this country: what’s up and what’s down because you’ve been criminally treated for years by those who are supposed to uphold the law together with your parents collating because people’s ugly nature comes to light when it comes to power. The DEA is well aware of that enough to flip them. I had no one. To help me or believe me. Often are American citizens falsely charged with crimes they didn’t commit. Far too many. We All know that. But we do not all know that what happens to African Americans in the 70s until now prevails: today, this isn’t exclusive to blacks. If the DEA & state messes up, they’ll make you pay? White, black, or blue. So they don’t have to.”

Duh

Before I forget let me ask what IS IT THAT IS HAPPENING ; why what when where and whom. That is all. She doesn’t seemed offended by the demand of the question. Almost relieved she needed explain more. How many times she had before I can’t imagine

  • Julie Assmus has alleged to have paid a steep price for the pervasive wrongs. And by all accounts from what I have seen thus far she has. But what Hasn’t come yet fully to fruition is the events placement and timing if them. How they all relate and tie into the other. This is where I intend to probe. Hard.

I am no drama queen and like to be clear I paid dearly for what happened and I’ll never be the same for it. And don’t know how much longer I have. What else I lost wasn’t material but opportunity, for marriage, kids… A life free from defamation. A life in which in KNOWN FOR ME WAS TAKEN. That is EVERYTHING

Isn’t THAT IRONIC those who Have victimized me make it out as though I can’t take accountability when their OWN INABILITY TO IS EXACTLY WHAT LED TO ALL THEIR FURTHER ILLEGALITIES…I won’t lie to be believed it if my story makes me sound like a sob story or victim then so be it

Julie Assmus

Cardiac dysfunction among other. The epilepsy sets off one thing than another. This is an example of how it gets stuck in dangerous rhythms and during these times I am doing… NOTHING. That’s what makes it scary

So…Was she a struggling subject to the corrupt system, subjected to the nearly implausible? Was she one in 100, according to the guesstimate of her attorney (denied now, of course), that had thus far survived over a decade of pervasive end enduring disabilities and misconduct, false arrests and surveillance, among others, due to a warrantless search and seizure? Or Had she spent ten years of her life, instead of work with her two Masters from KSU, deliberately become disabled and handed herself disability without applying?

I’ve never heard of this occurring let alone the possibility of it being handed to someone who didn’t apply . Yet it WAS her experience, and like all the other documents, she plans to post the proof she showed me of the disability she received signed by the NH commissioner. It’s far easier to keep believing what we knew, so we don’t have to change anything, so we can still stay comfortable and safe don’t; I think she had that option. She had to reconcile what was happening to her, as the facts were indisputable. Each incident her then fiancé insisted they obtain the report, Four boxes of original pieces, not reduced falsified or omitted entirely

May I ask why they gave that to you ? I suppose I understand to the degree you allege the stage was responsible but isn’t this proof they Would not want to give you? I ask

You would think. Was all she replied.

She waves the question away… DOESNT matter she says..:what does is it’s DONE and they are liable know it and know I hold every single element I need for criminal and civil case-. But way too far ahead here… already…

Today is not thirty years ago, and now? Given the courts are no longer equated with justice but control, we’re all in this together… well minus the DAs , prosecutors, corrupt public officials, polite & and judges, it’s no longer a black and white thing….. whereas 30 years ago it Was a race war. Why? Because those in power made it so. How? Be declaring a war on drugs, infesting impoverished black neighborhoods with a substance they couldn’t procure on their own then arresting them all for drug related charges. We have come a long way since the 70s when the questions pertained to what I co soldered premeditated murder. How many blacks were falsely charged despite the prosecutor and judge knowing their innocence would put them away if it inconveniences them or discredits/ and at worst, they’ll change some policies’, which is jargon for we won’t do jack shit. .. also, is the fact that every person incarcerated for crack cocaine is African-American went by statistic 2/3 of crack cocaine users were white, not cocaine users but crack cocaine users how do you explain that? It was War on race, not drugs.

Is this related? I ask, knowing the answer but not understanding how it Was so.

  • Without question. It’s all a political system. I was suspected of a form of domestic terrorism. Which they took very serious ten years ago most especially. Combined with my research into many ‘hot sites’ which informs government oops when someone’s honing in too close to the truth. I shit you not
The reason I decide to do a story about a somewhat controversial topic and a woman of uncertain sanity, Is the topic DIDNT jibe in the least With the affect she spoke about it with among with other details indicating credibility. She spoke in what seemed a most honest manner,m neither attempting to embellish nor upset nor angry. I wondered whether her rather robotic way of retelling the events was an indication of credibility and accuracy or not. 

It’s hard to think of more questions when her answers contain so much information and question themselves

I learn everything one does that isn’t for the greater good does came with a price but she hasn’t been guilty of the crime she was suspected, caused herself ir no one else harm and had no intention to. No intention other than to begin her six month internship after her graduate degree to become a MLADC. That allis short circuited. She quickly explained the three levels of trauma and their effects on the body. There is distress, then distress, then complete dysfunction. Due to the complexity of her story, it wasn’t easy to decipher what caused what and when. But the cardiologist informed her the negligence and shock had done her heart in.

Her medical issues are not what this piece is about but are the result of what happened and is heard, she would have the conditions she does. She now struggles with every cardiac, digestive and other issue resulting from being in a state of dysfunctional shock for far too long.

Despite the lack of relevance to her story she Methodically, she brings up her medical chart (as poster above) to prove to me her conditions though I didn’t want asl/.She was wise to do this because to loook at her no one would believe her given her age and appearance.

She reminds me she plans to scan Akd post. And I remind her I think that’s a great ideaS hard not to believe cold it’s facts that meet criminal standards let alone criminal.

Zac

QUESTION 1.I suppose I’ll do a quick background on you. Within the thirty years before all this ‘going down, who are you, where are you from, what did you do, why did you do it Essentially who Is Julie Assmus…

The reAom for that? Collaboration with the DEA. But we will get to that. She was told by a DHMC Sven years later when she finally git an MRI, she should Not be alive She should have died in that cell, And that night was just the beginning of her nightmare. One she began with a brain suddenly stripped of all defense mechanisms, ability to thing, recall or be as she had been and she was blamed for ALL OF IT. For seven years. ALl of it.

So instead how about a question….

Before I found research, and my calling of sorts, i was racing from one thing to another. When I was put on adhd medication And could focus those interests of hers became something more easily read about,., and the more she read about what she was interested in? THe more she became curious.

Granted before being able to focus she would have not lose interest but lost the ability to pursue the appeal further than her focus of the hour or day would allow her. Now?> she confessed , she was able to lean in, no matter where she dropped off. And she found herself winding into information on the internet she may not have been supposed to need privy to . 

But this isn’t about her interests, This is about what happened to her. It made her realize she wasn’t as she had constructed. But that those around her determined more her composition. It was only after some time she realized she was the same person as the one who had become devalued over the last five years due to circitmstaces beyond her control. But those which appeared to others as a criminal mark on her person that was unforgivable. What she had been charged with in her own home with an order placed on the neighbors below, was a mark on her character, to which she would have preferred murder.

We have heard too many stories of the inequality of incarceration rates when it comes to race, so to go out of their way and commit immense resources without warrent arrest a wealthy white woman? When the liability on their end is so great, that for a judge to hear the evidence which would prove the damage and incident as it occurred beyond a reasonable doubt would have the federal government charged with solicited attempted murder. There is no other explanation. ANd this isn’t her imaginative iOS, nor some rational yet unevidenced sensical happening after the fa, she incarceration the year before. That in and itself was merely ONE element to prove it did not happen as they had falsified. But they also had great motive, opportunity, concurrence, deliberately, the false incarceration Just the year before which was ruled AS FALSE BY A FEDERAL JUDGE HERSELF. All these elect together with the three years before of nothing, But a pervasive pattern of harassment and misconduct on the polices end> It was safe to say, She wasn’t jumping to any conclusions.

so systemically when I went to research this, the events that occurred to this young woman happened to coincide precisely with what happens to those who end up ‘disappearing’. To where? I researched further and came across what is referred to as black sites. To my horror, I realized that given what she had been suspected of without any evidence they could have brought her to a location in or outside this country in which her amendment rights would have been suspended. 

She would later not only tell but show me the report, as she did with several when they were handy. The four boxes were there. That was a lie. …On the document she reviewed with me, I saw where it ordered a second transfer even AFTER it was proven the problem was not her mental status but the fact the DEA had acted rashly a double transfer. Given she was already at NH State, the principal and only hospital for mental health commitments, and I was only designated to the first floor, so had Lots of room for crazy before going anywhere….Where would they have brought her had her fiancé not come every SINGLE day to ensure they knew they would be accountable. My parents had left the country after signing off on a prayer request. Many would later ask her how she could forgive her mother for this. She didn’t have an answer then and didn’t give me one. I didn’t push.

But the things we do not hear of often or ever Do sound unreasonable or impossible just like any new hypothetisis formulated after we have already become set on a former one does. But Einstein and all the others later deemed correct were told they were crazy at the time/ she says she knows the feeling. Being stigmatized. It’s far easier to keep believing what we knew, so we dont have to chance anything, so we can still stay comfortable and safel dont I think she had that option. She had to reconcile what was happening to her, as the facts were indisputable. Each incident her then fiancé insisted they obtain the report, Four boxes of original pieces, not reduced falsified or omitted entirely. That is evidence most never have at the end of a decade of what she alleges she wentthrohjgh

Eleven days after her mother did this, the judge ordered her to mandated therapy and discharged me with an absolute. And DX f NOTHING. She has said so many times she wishes to write this all out, then attaches the documents she generously shared with me, but for whatever reason, self-sabotage, or maybe deep down inside of her, she realized that what was happening to her now and had too many times before, would have had she said anything then,

Having been asked to be on a show for sixafter tie first episodes acted swiftly against her I’m the ONLY way they could, by going to her medical providers and making false claims so they would for op her or change her treatment to justify their own misconduct. This last time, she said she knew enough it having already occurred several times, to realize the reason he cal;ed on her;ast RX as he did was to ensure it appear she was in a state of mind and on drugs she was not. This would give EVIDENCE to mere OPINION sand a judge reason to grant a warrant.

Off the track a bit, but no one is perfect. Must you have had some issues with school or something? I inquire…

There’s always been a harmless mischievous side of me bit no, Actually? All As, good to have in class, 3.9gpa undergraduate and graduate and no-no issues on the outside but some anger here and there… and I mean, yeah, I got into some S.*** in my 20s, scuffles with the law when I was drinking at the time I went graduate school out in OH. A ritual. I was drinking to excess every other night, generally with her musician friend who didn’t drink at all. Yeah, one of those guys who would fall out of love if I ever fell In it.

I didn’t. I continued other routines, no pad that today keeps me from seeking further…getting a4.0…maintaining a perfect physique, and as she put it,’ perhaps punishing myself in hindsight for what hAd happened. The part that has been taken advantage of. Me underneath the shield I came to bear when my trust was twisted and broken Too many timesfor years she had tried to get medical help for a severe head injury obtain three weeks after she was released fro her elven day stint at NH state for the search and seize. They’d found nothing in , on Her nor in her apartment. Becuase she ad not association with the activity they had associated her with. Though she understood why they may have thought w2at they did. It didnt help that she tried to explain howrever, because it was what got her committed fro the ointerrpgation. The admission of knowledge of what they were referrrinh.

She though whe was being So wise

At least not to those whose truths threaten to shed a light on the myth of governmental infallibility / also it’s becoming increasingly known that court isn’t equivalent with justice. If anything it’s become an Avenue to incarcerate those we choose . Or those they choose. As the laws C the statue, the judges and all the variability in betweeen makes it so any judge can impose any sentence for any crime these days. As easy as it is to set someone up for life in jail. Three incidents in which you touched or assaulted someone whether you did or didntX , if they want you chargedZ 

And how fate intervened to safe her from a fraudulent transfer to federal where she would become a number with another ‘crazy story’.

‘Why to stay silent after youve beej f**** with by the government’

It wasn’t a simple question

Before she realized he government would take out its own people, even in learning their innocence if their own liability was involved.

Has it been an instance or two? Perhaps we could call her conspiratol but it was ofer a ten year period of whuch she began to research the systematic way one is taken out. Silenced . Snuffed out. For good. 

If ones physical constitution including the structure of their brain is no longer the same, is that person the same

She says she struggled with this question ondefinfntirly on some existential level until the answer stood starkly before her. She wasn’t her physical being. As Descartes woukd himself have had ir, I’m more comprised of my spirit in identification than my body as it is the ‘thing’ that has been passed on, that which has survived . And If such things are not authentic I decided whether she was or was not the same anymore didnt matter as nothing would to her in a world without God

A co founding statement coming from someone with a story which would onky push someone no longer to believe than to believe more. But it was in the details she says, not the larger picture that was always going to be embedded within her dates that she could not rscaoeD GodV allowed her to survive what those of the state and DES, those whom tried to take her life, were confounded by. 

 WHen I herd of this woman’s story i thought to interview her if only to see how i could catch her in lies or perhaps reveal a path to truth She had been online for years attempting t9 tell what had happened to her. If she was sensat9ojao9sa9jyntuej what she was saying needed not only to be heard. She needed to know she was not alone and that she Was heard, We all have a breaking point and it was clear she was close to hers., 

Where, when why, how, whom , what 

Who sky

What WARRENTLESS search and seizure that led to subsequent ongoing pattern of abuse and misconduct 

Where in the state of NH, mainly portsmouth

Why; due to suspicions raised by a young woman i told to leave me alonie

When in 2011 until today

In= the state of NH, un theb state of NH, Sky was subjected to a WARRENTLESS search and seizure that led to to a pervasive pattern of misconduct in the form of NH, due to susinionw firm 2011 until today 

I heard her on the KC Armstrong show 8in which she did a five part series and briefly went over what happened to her., But She skimmed quite a but and much of it simply wasn’t clear. I wanted to learn whether she was telling the truth 

I didnt even know what i liked to do until I was able to do one thing at a time;l Before then i was racing from one thing to another. When I was put on adhd medication And could focus those interests of hers became something more easily read about,., and the more she read about what she was interested in? THe more she became curious.

Granted prior to being able to focus she would have not lose interest but lost the ability to pursue the appeal further than her focus of the hour or day would allow her. Now?> she confessed , she was able to lean in, no matter where she dropped off. And she found herself winding into information on the internet she may not have been supposed to need privy to . 

But this isn’t about her interests, This is about what happened to her. It made her realize she wasn’t as she had constructed. But that those around her determined more her composition. It was only after some time she realized she was the same person as the one who had become devalued over the last five years due to circitmstaces beyond her control. But those which appeared to others as a criminal mark on her person that was unforgivable. What she had been charged with in her own home with an order placed on the neighbors below, was a mark on her character, to which she would have preferred murder. 

\

A new town after a year at home following a failed marriage an ironically genuine need to get an order on the other party whom it was alleged put me in prison in 2014. She mentions an accident the following year though um certain he is confused Guinean she has already mention one in 2011. The one obtained due to a falsified police report and not being in ICU where she by law belonged had the officer put the correct speed of 45..

But why would he do this? Becuase he had been solicited, she said., Now I was getting skeptical > The state is getting involved, I was on board with the false charges but,.,,I decide to listen. SHe seems unexictavble as though it is an unpleasant task to tell what happened. Again, That is what intruguiges me i supposes. The combination of her lack of sensationalism together with what sounds like an impossible story.

What was going on now?!?

Ivee just learned how to ensure this will transfer across devices /

This will be an extension of the Interview

So, moving on from the broader picture.

Where are you now? And how does it, if at all, relate to the past.

I had thought I was to move on from that. In fact, I fully intended to until the annulment come up. I had survived the systematic process used on civilians like me, and remained Free, alive but to then be credible as well? That is too threatening. And they began what ill refer and felt like, digging into me, my computer and life in all ways shapes and forms that in combination in no way could be denied. It was targeting. And it was happening again.

When it became undeniably clear was this past month when I was cut off from all medical services at DHMC, given three different reasons, and called by my neurologist five times, in attempts to warn me of what she in no way wanted herself to happen. So that right there knocked out two of the false reasons. So much of what I’ve been told are outright lies, while I’m made out to not be credible and what it is affecting the most? Is my health care.

So, what you are telling me is that the misconduct harassment and abuse is Still happening?

Most certainly. And most especially after I was asked to be on the KC Armstrong show. I will post a link to one of the six interviews, and I plan to do a few more in the future if not develop mine more fully. So much of my energy has been focused on my health. Each time I go in for a certain procedure, it seems I’m diagnosed with something else. So as opposed to go out into the world, clear of those horrific malicious charges and able to work, my body caught up with the onslaught of my mind. It was told several times I had been in ongoing shock. That it had drastically affected my organs including my heart. But Exeter, though one was honorable enough to be honest with me in person> would not say these things again, as when I brought his comments up with patient relations, I received a seven page letter saying Different reasons. Hospitals and other establishment will never be hells accountable. /

 

Was there anyone that you knew involved in the beginning of this story.

So yes, There were a lot of coconspirators and that isn’t Confabulated but DOCUMENTED facts such as my mother lying to the police to order with the DEA and after the first car accident three weeks after my release from the hold, based on what they suspected, my PCP. Medical provider of over twenty years also ‘signed on’ and literally was told not to help me ‘no matter what’. Also, now that I am thinking of it. The same officer who incarcerated me that night, Officer Goard, after in the two weeks thereafter had THREE WARRANTS signed by justice of the peace PATRIACK DONNELLY, and I am Proud that I also thereby, as I do of my PCP being my provider via Rix at that time, documentation.

But I learned later she knew, everything came with a price and she was so tired . She quickly explained the three levels of trauma and their effects on the body. There is distress then distress then complete dysfunction. Due to the complexity of her story she went into shock for so long while feeling defenseless., her bloody literally broke down while in a state OF DYSFUNCTION. SHE now struggles with every cardiac, digestive and other issues. Agai, she brought up her medical chart to prove to me her conditions though i didnt asl/ .She was smart to do this because to loook at her no one would believe she was serious. She knew even if in the Moët she was believed it wiuld be questioned if it wasn’t proven at a later date. But prior to me, she didnt show anyone, she told me. She had shut down nearly completely. Drawn into herself, nearly died from heart failure. 

What could do this to a perfectly healthy 32 year old who had just completed the peace academy after two masters degree out in OH at KSU, who had come in third place in the physical piece despite being a woman 32 to the boys in their early 20s. She was in unbelievable condition. Now she cant get her heart rate up, has severe anemia, kidney and liver dysfunction, lesions, cysts, stones, need reconstructive surgery in my feet, the accident took out my back and she developed severe emporal love epilepsy and atrophy along with brain bleeds due to lack of treatment. How could someone so hurt Not get help> ? 

Because, she said, matter of factly, as though she had no more emotion to breathe any longer,  no one believed her. Why? Because the officer had falsified the report so he could bring her to jail as opposed to admitting her to ICU. She was told by a DHMC Sven years later when she finally git an MRI, she should Not be alive She should have died in that cell, And that night was just the beginning of her nightmare. One she began with a brain suddenly stripped of all defense mechanisms, ability to thing, recall or be as she had been and she was blamed for ALL OF IT. For seven years. ALl of it.

We have heard too many stories of the inequality of incarceration rates when it comes to race so to go out of their way and commit immense resources to without warrent arrest a wealthy white woman? When the liability on their end is so great, that for a judge to hear the evidence which would prove the damage and incident as it occurred beyond a reasonable doubt would have the federal government charged with solicited attempted murder. There is no other explanation.

After seeing the report relative to the xbjroproqctor report j remaizrd no way such damage could have been done at 18mph. .

A perspective or opinion is that of a hypothetical character. But an opinion or perspective backed by hard evidence>? That brings it into the legal arena TRUTH. And The Truth that happened was and is not what everyone else made it, but what ACTUALLY happened abd WHY.

so systemically when I went to research this, the events that occurred to this young woman happened to coincide exactly with what happens to those who end up ‘disappearing’. To where? I researched further and came across what is referred to as black sites. To my horror, I realized that given what she had been suspected of without any evidence they could have brought her to a location in or outside this country in which her amendment rights would have been suspended. 

She would later not only tell but show me the report, as she did with several when they were handy. The four boxes were there. That was a lie. …On the document she reviewed with me, I saw where it ordered a second transfer even AFTER it was proven the problem was not her mental status but the fact the DEA had acted rashly a second transfer. Given she was already at NH State, the main and only hospital for mental health commitments, and I was only designated to the first floor, so had Lots of room for crazy before going anywhere….Where would they have brought her had her fiancé not come every SINGLE day to ensure they knew they would be accountable. My parents had left the country after signing off on a prayer request. Many would later ask her how she could forgive her mother for this. She didn’t have an answer then and didn’t give me one. I didn’t push.

Because not that she had, having been asked to be on a show for six episodes the state and feds acted swiftly against her I’m the ONLY way they could, by going to her medical providers and making false claims so they would for op her or change her treatment to justify their own misconduct. This last time, she said she knew enough it having already occurred several times, to realize the reason he cal;ed on her;ast RX as he did was to ensure it appear she was in a state of mind and on drugs she was not. This would give EVIDENCE to mere OPINION sand a judge reason to grant a warrant.

But as the episodes progressed I noted that’s not once, no matter the context or how it came up, did one detail she mentioned changed,. SHe told me how it was only after she learned that it was a Warrebtless search as opposed to Unwarrented but she figured thirty fgir grew necessary ,

SHe said she had hesitated to do rthwe show, almost as though she knew if she did she would have to brace herself for another i\mpact, explaining any and every com[lait about major violations or resulting injuries were met with unwarrented outside police harassment, whether it be two weeks of being told my tail light was out, to being stopped and given a sobriety test without reason. THere was a;was lash back and the more i spoke out? THe ore they heard i told? The more they made her pay. I realized as she spoke, her having to take sips of water and catch her breath every so often, that she reminded me of an elderly woman. One who appeared about 25 despite being 43. So I understood when she said that more disabling that her seven conditions over the past seven years was that she was treated as though she wasn’t telling the truth when she was. NO matter what. SHe had no reason to lie. 

SHe told me for seven years she had tried to get medical help for a severe head injury obtain three weeks after she was released fro her elven day stint at NH state for the search and seize. They’d found nothing in , on Her nor in her apartment. Becuase she ad not association with the activity they had associated her with. Though she understood why they may have thought w2at they did. It didnt help that she tried to explain howrever, because it was what got her committed fro the ointerrpgation. The admission of knowledge of what they were referrrinh. 

this at this time was because the pervasive pattern of abuse she suffered in effect of what happened to her, continues. People are aware of the 70s when it was routine to withhold evidence whuch wohkd have exonerated death row inmates?

Of course this galena to African American at a disproportionately erroneous rate relative to caucasuinsS equally is the cases. But pardon my objective factual disruptions. This story isn’t about keZ or them but I figure it may give some context. Or at the very least remind The American public that the system has been corrupt for a very long time.

But here’s the odd thingS the woman I interview is neither black ke poor: she is white, some would say weakthy, highly educated and an internship away from a MLADC licensure. To target this woman? The DEA, state, Feds had to be SURE of what they suspected which she alleged could have only been one thing judging from the interrogation and the fact she engaged in nothing but research writing biking and reading …

. It wasn’t a one stop shop and perhaps by airing the truth of her story, others will receal their own in like. Perhaps they do not have the case she does in regards to the DEA and state that make her the liability she is today. But she had planned to move on until this last year they made it clear , they wouldn’t allow it. And so she seeks jow formal closure after a decade of the false incarnations, charges, entrapments, even a solicited attempt on her life. Something I never would have believed if she hasn’t shown me the evidence which made it so I wasn’t able to not believe what I like many before me; chose not toZ because it’s far easier to believe what we are do dbtooned to than know the world is not the safe bubble it’s made out to be.

At least not to those whose truths threaten to shed a light on the myth of governmental infallibility / also it’s becoming increasingly known that court isn’t equivalent with justice. If anything it’s become an Avenue to incarcerate those we choose . Or those they choose. As the laws C the statue, the judges and all the variability in betweeen makes it so any judge can impose any sentence for any crime these days. As easy as it is to set someone up for life in jail. Three incidents in which you touched or assaulted someone whether you did or didntX , if they want you chargedZ 

Her example was telling. She was arrested in her own home for stalking she explained S how they accomplished this?

And how fate intervened to safe her from a false transfer to federal where she would become a number with another ‘crazy story’.

How did she have parents who said… when the jail called after a life of As good to have in class and not one issue all her life?

There is no hierarchy of humanity. There isn’t even one self or one way to be, or even two, but many. As many as there are yous and mes. As many as there are she’s. And what she went through split her in half ij more ways than one. She became like a walking slogan for 

Literally. The before and after was shocking and permeating from every cell: she wasn't the same person and yet she was. Constitutionally and psychologically. So should we ask to whom will I be speakingV that is irrelevant. What is? Is her story and the need for those in like situations to know others have been there and are speaking out . 
  • The identity She had become comprised of through genetics upbringing and integrated experiences was crashed by repeated traumas and severe brain damage had been shattered she said

But that took ten years of shock, realities too easily denied in favor of believing the world was still as safe as it was

As it was before what, I asked

It wasn’t a simple question

Before she realized he government would take out its own people, even in realizing their innocence if their own liability was involved.

Has it been an instance or two? Perhaps we could call her conspiratol but it was ofer a ten year period of whuch she began to research the systematic way one is taken out. Silenced . Snuffed out. For good.

If ones physical constitution including the structure of their brain is no longer the same, is that person the same. But I’ve been expected to be

She says she struggled with this question ondefinfntirly on some existential level until the answer stood starkly before her. She wasn’t her physical being. As Descartes woukd himself have had ir, I’m more comprised of my spirit in identification than my body as it is the ‘thing’ that has been passed on, that which has survived . And If such things are not true I decided whether she was or was not the same anymore didnt matter as nothing would to her in a world without God

A co founding statement coming from someone with a story which would onky push someone no longer to believe than to believe more. But it was in the details she says, not the larger picture that was always going to be embedded within her dates that she could not rscaoeD GodV allowed her to survive what those of the state and DES, those whom tried to take her life, were confounded by. 

Where, when why, how, whom , what 

I didnt even know what i liked to do until I was able to do one thing at a time;l Before then i was racing from one thing to another. When I was put on adhd medication And could focus those interests of hers became something more easily read about,., and the more she read about what she was interested in? THe more she became interested.

Granted prior to being able to focus she would have not lose interest but lost the ability to pursue the interest further than her focus of the hour or day would allow her. Now?> she confessed , she was able to lean in, no matter where she dropped off. And she found herself winding into information on the internet she may not have been supposed to need privy to . 

But this isn’t about her interests, This is about what happened to her. It made her realize she wasn’t as she had constructed. But that those around her determined more her composition. It was only after some time she realized she was the same person as the one who had become devalued over the last five years due to circitmstaces beyond her control. But those which appeared to others as a criminal mark on her person that was unforgivable. What she had been charged with in her own home with an order placed on the neighbors below, was a mark on her character, to which she would have preferred murder. 

\

A new town after a year at home following a failed marriage an ironically true need to get an order on the other party whom it was alleged put me in prison in 2014. She mentions an accident the following year though um certain he is confused Guinean she has already mention one in 2011. The one obtained due to a falsified police report and not being in ICU where she by law belonged had the officer put the correct speed of 45..

But why would he do this? Becuase he had been solicited, she said., Now I was getting skeptical > The state is getting involved, I was on board with the false charges but,.,,I decide to listen. SHe seems unexictavble as though it is an unpleasant task to tell what happened. Again, That is what intruguiges me i supposes. The combination of her lack of sensationalism together with what sounds like an impossible story.

But the things we do not hear of often nor hear of often often Do sound unreasonable or impossible just like new hypothetisis formulated after we have already become set on a former one. It’s far easier to keep believing what we knew, so we dont have to chance anything, so we can still stay comfortable and safel I dont believe she had that option. She had to reconcile what was happening to her, as the facts were indisputable. Each incident her then fiancé insisted they obtain the report, Four boxes of original reports, not reduced falsified or omitted completely. That is evidence most never have at the end of a decade of what she alleges she wentthrohjgh 

She begins , It happens. And I suppose it does. SHe mentions her attorney did say it does as well as the fact a couple employees whom worked for the state did mention the feds pay state employees big bucks sot white wash liabilities like her. And she confessed she was one of the biggest ones in the state. If only for the fact of the illegalities against her and the evidence she held that could prove it. SHe confessed in2015 there had been a hit on i her life. She offers this information a bit hesitantly almost knowing it w2ould make or break my skeptism for the rest of the interview. I was in between as she =

When where who what why 

In 2011,in the small née England town of Newmarket , NH, a young woman was subjected to a warrantless search and seizure based on informant misinformation alone. 

We have heard too many stories of the inequality of incarceration rates when it comes to race so to go out of their way and commit immense resources to without warrent arrest a wealthy white woman? When the liability on their end is so great, that for a judge to hear the evidence which would prove the damage and incident as it occurred beyond a reasonable doubt would have the federal government charged with solicited attempted murder. There is no other explanation,. ANd this isn’t her imaginative iOS, nor some rational yet unevidenced sensical happening subsequent to the fa,she incarceration the year before. That in and itself merely ONE element to prove they had motive and the incarceration was ruled AS FALSE BY A FEDERAL. JUDGE HERSELF , so systemically when i went to research this, the events that occurred to this young woman happened to i coincide exactly with what happens to those who end up ‘disappearing’. To where? I researched further and came across black sisters and to my horror i realized that given what she had been suspected of without any evidence they could have brought her to a location in or outside this country in which her amendment rights would have been suspended. 

Becuase not that she had, having been asked to be on a show for six episodes the state and feds acted swiftly against her I’m the ONLY way they could, by going to her medical providers and making false claims so they would for op her or change her treatment to justify their own misconduct. THis last time, she said she knew enough it having already occurred several ties, to realize the reason he cal;ed on her ;ast RX as he did was to ensure it appear she was in a state of mind and on drugs she was not. This would give EVIDENCE to mere OPINION sand a judge reason to grant a warrant. 

The reason I decided to do a story about a rather controversial topic and a woman of uncertain sanity, If i may. She spoke in what seemed a most honest manner,m neither attempting to embellish nor upset nor angry. In fact, I wondered whether her rather robotic way of retelling the events was an indication of credibility and accuracy or not. 

But as the episodes progressed i noted thats not once, no ,matter the context or how it came up, did one detail she mentioned changed,. SHe told me how it was only after she learned that it was a Warrebtless search as opposed to Unwarrented but she figured thirty fgir grew nwessafw,

SHe said she had hesitated to do rthwe show, almost as though she knew if she did she would have to brace herself for another i\mpact, explaining any and every com[lait about major violations or resulting injuries were met with unwarrented outside police harassment, whether it be two weeks of being told my tail light was out, to being stopped and given a sobriety test without reason. THere was a;was lash back and the more i spoke out? THe ore they heard i told? The more they made her pay. I realized as she spoke, her having to take sips of water and catch her breath every so often, that she reminded me of an elderly woman. One who appeared about 25 despite being 43. So I understood when she said that more disabling that her seven conditions over the past seven years was that she was treated as though she wasn’t telling the truth when she was. NO matter what. SHe had no reason to lie. 

SHe told me for seven years she had tried to get medical help for a severe head injury obtain three weeks after she was released fro her elven day stint at NH state for the search and seize. They’d found nothing in , on Her nor in her apartment. Becuase she ad not association with the activity they had associated her with. Though she understood why they may have thought w2at they did. It didnt help that she tried to explain howrever, because it was what got her committed fro the ointerrpgation. The admission of knowledge of what they were referrrinh. 

The here oremeidcaitrf murder and happened all the timeS as do narendra Still where peolle go to jail fir lifr when they didn’t do the The tie

But here’s the odd thingS the woman I interview is neither black ke poor: she is white, some would say weakthy, highly educated and an internship away from a MLADC licensure. To target this woman? The DEA, state, Feds had to be SURE of what they suspected which she alleged could have only been one thing judging from the interrogation and the fact she engaged in nothing but research writing biking and reading …

. It wasn’t a one stop shop and perhaps by airing the truth of her story, others will receal their own in like. Perhaps they do not have the case she does in regards to the DEA and state that make her the liability she is today. But she had planned to move on until this last year they made it clear , they wouldn’t allow it. And so she seeks jow formal closure after a decade of the false incarnations, charges, entrapments, even a solicited attempt on her life. Something I never would have believed if she hasn’t shown me the evidence which made it so I wasn’t able to not believe what I like many before me; chose not toZ because it’s far easier to believe what we are do dbtooned to than know the world is not the safe bubble it’s made out to be. 

At least not to those whose truths threaten to shed a light on the myth of governmental infallibility / also it’s becoming increasingly known that court isn’t equivalent with justice. If anything it’s become an Avenue to incarcerate those we choose . Or those they choose. As the laws C the statue, the judges and all the variability in betweeen makes it so any judge can impose any sentence for any crime these days. As easy as it is to set someone up for life in jail. Three incidents in which you touched or assaulted someone whether you did or didntX , if they want you chargedZ

Her example was telling. She was arrested in her own home for stalking she explained S how they accomplished this?

And how fate intervened to safe her from a false transfer to federal where she would become a number with another ‘crazy story’.

How did she have parents who said… when the jail called after a life of As good to have in class and not one issue all her life?

There is no hierarchy of humanity. There isn’t even one self or one way to be, or even two, but many. As many as there are yous and mes. As many as there are she’s. And what she went through split her in half ij more ways than one. She became like a walking slogan for 

‘Why to stay silent after youve beej f**** with by the government’

Literally. The before and after was shocking and permeating from every cell: she wasn’t the same person and yet she was. Constitutionally and psychologically. So should we ask to whom will I be speakingV that is irrelevant. What is? Is her story and the need for those in like situations to know others have been there and are speaking out . 

I asked her to speak after hearing her on a five part podcast series with KC Armstrong…

The identity She had become comprised of through genetics upbringing and integrated experiences was crashed by repeated traumas and severe brain damage had been shattered she said

Amd when that devaluation is based on assumptions akd lies, one is still reflected as they are not, and it gets to them. It takes character to realize you aren’t who others have made you

Before she realized he government would take out its own people, even in realizing their innocence if their own liability was involved.

Has it been an instance or two? Perhaps we could call her conspiratol but it was ofer a ten year period of whuch she began to research the systematic way one is taken out. Silenced . Snuffed out. For good. 

If ones physical constitution including the structure of their brain is no longer the same, is that person the same. She is not . But her soul stands.

She says she struggled with this question ondefinfntirly on some existential level until the answer stood starkly before her. She wasn’t her physical being. As Descartes woukd himself have had ir, I’m more comprised of my spirit in identification than my body as it is the ‘thing’ that has been passed on, that which has survived . And If such things are not true I decided whether she was or was not the same anymore didnt matter as nothing would to her in a world without God

A co founding statement coming from someone with a story which would onky push someone no longer to believe than to believe more. But it was in the details she says, not the larger picture that was always going to be embedded within her dates that she could not rscaoeD GodV allowed her to survive what those of the state and DES, those whom tried to take her life, were confounded by. 

WHen I herd of this woman’s story i thought to interview her if only to see how i could catch her in lies or perhaps reveal a path to truth She had been online for years attempting t9 tell what had happened to her. If she was sensat9ojao9sa9jyntuej what she was saying needed not only to be heard. She needed to know she was not alone and that she Was heard, We all have a breaking point and it was clear she was close to hers.,

What WARRENTLESS search and seizure that led to subsequent ongoing pattern of abuse and misconduct

Where in the state of NH, mainly portsmouth

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