And again

I do not doubt that this book and the truth of it will far exceed any reader’s previous expectations of what they believe they may learn, especially from truths as unbelievable as they happened. What mainly does the reader have to benefit from or instead learn from reading this book is a firsthand account of the experience with the underbelly of the government and the links they will go to cover up their crimes and liability even at the cost of completely silencing whom they know is innocent but that’s nothing new.

THIS is a journey of discovery. You will learn things that you will not discover elsewhere, and likely the material will make you feel uncomfortable. This is because you will be forced to change your conditioned thinking

My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation, what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. But hadn’t they know that. Because if she were credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are humans engaged in our desires AJD wants more than what is right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility, yet after the period in which you delude yourself, don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do. Does she? 

While the establishments that govern our country are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer over any innocent civilian. No matter if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost a clear their freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone.

I’ve begun this story over a thousand times, whether it attempts to document

what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out any ability for productive thought or non reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever. 

There is the argument why repeatedly write or what has discredited yoiZ because I’ve had to

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which come in part to shape our life, or is it instead what we make of them. How we interpret what happens to us.Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self love, we learn to interpret others deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in the face of open . If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps

It is All? The will of God

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven year span, one week, month, year at a time. Do i start in the middle and then go back in order to explain the hows and whys. So many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force again without my permission. 

So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations, permanent injuries, an attempt on my life and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in effect of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human rights violations and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer i not stand b enforce a judge. I won’t be able to do this sequentially as I know I’ll roll around, things will bring up the other thing that need be mentioned. Then I’d hop up to that last thing mentioned and forget the original * . Given I spelled out the issue, I suppose I could write this sequences but I want it to sound like me. So it will be whay it will be. The best format I could think of was an interview format in which I ask every possible question a true skeptic who doesn’t believe the actuality . A mock interview in which the interviewer is asking every question that any amazingly adept prosecutor would ask, and be able to answer, with evidence , likely. So that is another way i wrote it up. 

But till then many times I’ve cut and paste and the results is less of the same bit more of what is NOT

This isnt a story about my life, it is a story of survival, the Police, both local and state the very ones who had engaged in the very rights violations and other illegalities that then, in my innocence, made me a liability.

If I detailed every bit fr beginning to end it would sound nothing short of mechanical becuase I’ve been asked or told to tell it too many times . Or felt I’ve had to, to survive. Not to be believed so I have to tell it again: and again. It’s traumatizing now to tell a story of surviving a war no one believes you fought. A so mission you return from severely injured to be told by that same government you are not. And that you were not even there. Returning from these repeated nightmarish experiences embedded my system into fight or flight. 

And I have little protection….

Americans struggle to see reality clearly, even if it happening before their eyes they may go on to choose to deny it, in a time propaganda and delusions have overtaken the people’s minds. I write this book to give those who read it a shot if reality not based on evidence but direct experience alongside having to dig deep to comprehend the events that were occurring and why. Law wasn’t what I studied but I can assure you after these fourteen years I know it better than most. No questions 

There is more than ample scientific evidence that shows jow constant use of technology changes the brain, how technology has ‘enabled’ us to isolate more yet still have the illusion they are in ‘touch’ by means of hundreds of Apps which allow contact without the effort. 

I am by nature a skeptic. I have Always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another while invariably talking into lassitude.!easy to do when every one else

 premise of this book is less so autobiographical as it is an exploration into the actuality of the American governmental system, the ‘war on drugs’, then subsequently and as ‘serious’ the war on terror. Given it was only in effect of all I survived and learned in hindsight through my attorney the attorney general DOJ & other sources, most notably the four boxes of original documents obtained directly after any insult, before they would, as they in fact were, redacted, deleted or otherwise falsified.

The inciting incident was a warrantless search and seizure , or perhaps it truly began with mu voracious curiosity, my only offense.

Any doubt I had had been in greater being evaporated the more I experienced grace that was otherworldly and beyond my own doing. I live now today with the utter conviction that I will not go before my time. Because my time had been up far more times than I am meant to be here and he Alive 

But this isn’t about what if these events are not only out of our control, but we are able to live no other choices of my own volition. My choice to work, be credible, not disabled, repeatedly harassed by the same entities meant to protect me, those who had Already injured me severely ? I’ve never been one to play victim; but when you can honestly find no fault in your own intention and conduct except for curiosity and the desire to explore it l, it is difficult to not run on resentment, permanently injuries a constant reminder to the truth of what was done to you

truth is truth

And if I could change it , I would

If I could instead assume all responsibility as oppose to simmer in an anger I’ve jeher asked for or yet in life experienced? You’d Prefer it.

Infinitely 

et me start a little closer to the beginning. For the time being at least . 

I never was an angry person. Let things roll right off me.

I became angry. An animal caged too long, poked and prodded for years repeated b tenfold. 

They say to look and see where you are responsible. I am responsible for continuing to believe a truth that had I not spoken abojt could have landed me in a hell I could not have escaped or could have allowed this to slowly unfurl in other ways they had planned. What seemed better to me. What would I do differently. Nothing. Each move I made was out of defense in effect of on of their actions, whether a third time that week again pull over, to a full on false arrrst without telling me the charges. None .to be later declared a false incarceration and the changes that day dropped. Yet slapped back on my record three weeks later  for five years . My public defender ran from any possibility of fulfilling her role and literally ran from my fiancé asking her help than failed to answer any questions regarding why a change she witnessed he deemed false was still there? To take all employment pops etc away from me. And this was after five years of their having tried everything. Well then again the next year I’d learn everything includes murder. 

I moved back here with A Masters in Counseling from Kent State, I was prepared to begin an Internship with a local therapist who was already situated in the area. We had planned to implement a drug and alcohol counseling wing to the Seacoast Mental Health Center, a local counseling center.  Three months before we were going to begin, i was in a major car accident following an amendment violating search and seizure. But first things first.

XXX

I stayed on in OH TO take a few extra classes prior to moving back and also entered the pd academy for fun. Honestly. It was. Very easy. I figured, why not.

All for a reason. There is a God.

When the  indiscriminate illegal things began occurring, I learned ten times more law then i knew from the police academy thirteen years prior. And they as well. Fellow officers , to realize exactly what they were up to. 

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what i have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in effect of rampart defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, us that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as oppose to redeem the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed in order to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has ade a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. And does except most don’t talk about it. I made the mistake of saying yes to being on an international six series broadcast, and decided it was time for the truth to be told. Had I known the consequences that year ago I would have said no. I had no idea how threatened they would be at my telling the truth despite the fact all they had done tI and about me was lie. Repeatedly… I’m asked on the show tell it once and the DEA.l went to my DHMC Manchester medical providers and lied knowing I have severe conditions and al due for four surgeries. They were waylaid due to the fact my heart is weak and they worry about it and the effects of anesthesia.

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…

A book concerning these truths has not yet been written about though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such … my last attempt to make what happened to meet Public was met with my providers being told falsities so I was cut off of all help when I need it for surgery

I hesitate to reveal such Headey information early on given its gravity but the fact of the matter is I can ever since all of this and I will in the back of the book which will end up being hundreds of pages give and I wrote these first 200 in the last four days

I have either stated or written about what has happened to me to keep myself safe or otherwise document it so many times I cannot tell you if I were to put all of it together it would be tens of thousands of pages and that is not a not an overestimation

This isn’t a story about my life, it is a story of survival, the Police, both local and state, the very ones who had engaged in the very rights violations and other illegalities that then, in my innocence, made me a liability.

If I detailed every bit fr beginning to end it would sound nothing short of mechanical because I’ve been asked or told to tell it too many times . Or felt I’ve had to, to survive. Not to be believed so I have to tell it again: and again. It’s traumatizing now to tell a story of surviving a war no one believes you fought. A mission you return from severely injured to be told by that same government you are not. And that you were not even there. Returning from these repeated nightmarish experiences embedded my system into fight or flight.

And I have little protection….

I am by nature a skeptic. I have Always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another while invariably talking into lassitude.!easy to do when everyone else

 premise of this book is less so autobiographical as it is an exploration into the actuality of the American governmental system, the ‘war on drugs’, then subsequently and as ‘serious’ the war on terror. Given it was only in effect, I survived and learned in hindsight through my attorney, the attorney general, the DOJ & other sources, most notably the four boxes of original documents obtained directly after any insult, before they would, as they in fact were, redacted, deleted or otherwise falsified.

The inciting incident was a warrantless search and seizure, or perhaps it truly began with my voracious curiosity, my only offense.

I’ll admit 

I’m well adept at pointing out the very truths that make most uncomfortable. I wasnot know how

else to be. . I’ve written an immense amount of material mainly on what I’ve gone through these

last thirteen years. Though I wore quite abut before that as well, mainly about enlightenment and

how other cultures were able to gain it. That is where the filling point of the investigation began I

believe. The informant using my interests against me. A borderline pathology who daddy

happened to be the ex chief of PD. But the stalling has to shop; she had to leave and the least

thing she said is

I’m going to tell my daddy on you

I wasn’t concerned.

I knew I hadn’t dont qmuthing wrong nor planned to.’

I was wrong in my assumptions that unless they had a warrent or evidence or some form of proof

they couldn’t act. But they decided to. Stomped on my fourth and fourteenth and not once but for

fourteen days I was held against my will, a third transfer ordered . And where I would be taken

from a staye hospital it was clear I did not belong. I could tell you Amd you wouldn’t believe it.

So fine then; tell me where that third transfer would have taken me… tell me

I grew up as a tomboy, still am in many ways, with a woman for seven years and married to a man for ten. A narcissist just like dad. Soft soul at least he had. The latter. Not the sociopath a judge ordered an order again. DD as his friends eloquently called him. The surfer crew from Hampton. For three years we lived above the bagel shop right along the ocean strip, waking up every morning to the smell of surf suntan lotion breast bagels, coffee and given the situation harrassment a bail bondsman who knew me sat downstairs to protect me from when it was realky bad. 5am-12pm for two weeks straight. He likely saved my life . And must have heard what their plans had been the last time they had tried to arrest me when I had called them. When I tell them I posted what had been occurring then and previous they suddenly rake me back out the back door they had brought me in. No finger printing or any of what they generally would do/ neither the next year when I was falsely arrested and incarcerated. I was never officiated into the system and they planned that I disappear. My attorney even admitted this is what does happen. I’ll be sure to put the relevant emails in the back for fact of evidence .

 Today having had the carpet pulled on the chance at work family , my health down the tubes due to severe battery. I am now severely disabled now due to misconduct on the end of those I can not prosecute. I do plan to worn again AMD if I regain my health have a child via in vitro.

Today, I am a professional in research & Development , a signature away from an official private investigators license , am a freelance content, profressional, blog, and non fiction

writer.She has been working closely with B2B and B2C businesses offering content that gains

great search engine visibility and reader attention…. Average 300k a month all together 

This book will invariably surprise any reader that has not directly been through this experience

or does not work for the state, the feds or within a state or federal complex. What is ironic is I

have always hated politics to the extent that I never even picked up a newspaper or read an

article but I have learned that the less you read of the propaganda the farther away you are as

to what is actually going on . when the come to realize it is all true, The evidence in the back

disallowing any other conclusion they will most certainly be grateful for the rest them about the

actuality of our system

. If you are looking for a book where the protagonist overcomes what she should not

have have but did too after a decade find a reason to be to share it for all those whose

voice was taken and mine certainly should have been as well it is almost as though I do

not have a choice but to tell the story. And it is mine to tell. I cannot say I am not proud of

that

And when she did try to tell about the illegalities about her because she was

threatened…? ALWAYS A CONSEQUENCE. but it has been ten years . She spoke out.

The consequences were quick in coming. But at least unlike before She now has some

form of protection… people who know what is happening and did to the extent I was told

to move to a different state and not tell anyone where I am. Please let me tell you how I

got here. Let me tell you how she (I) got here And I promise you won’t be disappointed . It

is a story of one who is now living controlled by outside constructions and

circumstances she didn’t choose or want. It’s made her realize how many people feel this

way from the moment they come unto this earth

And what Of all those African Americans the prosecution deliberately withheld evidence

which would have exonerated them

I think that’s called premeditated murder. This book examines the ways in which the government systematically attempts to ensure the silence and keep the silence of those they have violated lest stories of their direct assaults be exposed as their criminality and fraudulaiance.

I’ve never been one to play victim; but when you can honestly find no fault in your own intention

and conduct except for curiosity and the desire to explore it l, it is difficult to not run on

resentment, permanently injuries a constant reminder to the truth of what was done to you

truth is truth

And if I could change it , I would

If I could instead assume all responsibility as opposed to simmer in an anger I’ve jeher asked for

or yet in life experienced? You’d Prefer it.

Infinitely

let me start a little closer to the beginning. For the time being at least .

I never was an angry person. Let things roll right off me.

I became angry. An animal caged too long, poked and prodded for years by those whom I’d

been conditioned to. Always I ended up more damaged

See

I Moved here with A Masters in Counseling from KentState, I was prepared to being an

Internship with a local therapist who was already situated in the area and interested in working

with me. We had planned to implement a drug and alcohol counseling wing to the Seacoast

Mental Health Center, a local counseling center. THree months before we were going to begin,

i was in a major car accident. But first things first.

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a

united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to

protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has ade a grievous mistake and if it will cost an

innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. In my

instance I was indicted on murder, or grand theft ardently, but on Disticution of Research

Cheimcals, which, in 2011, following the World Trade Center Bombings ten years prior, was

deemed not only a federal offense but a threat on. Domestic welfare, thereby labeling me a

domestic terrorist.

I will indulge the details of exactly why they not only suspected this, but had nothing else To

suspect. But the irony lies in the fact, that was the point. I had created a profile…..

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven year span, one

week, month, year at a time. Do i start in the middle and then go back in order to explain the

hows and whys. So many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force

again without my permission.

So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations,

permanent injuries, an attempt on my life and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in effect

of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human

rights violations and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer i not

stand b enforce a judge. The last Tim this occurred, three officers were suspended and two

were put on leave. They are aware, I have what i need even to show they were complicit in the

2015 attempt on my life, that the state falsified the report and that more than easily proven,

would enforce, they then explain why. This would ensure many, too many, officials would be

facing federal charges, such as solicitation to murder, and well, they will do anything to avoid

this. And they did. But perhaps i was just a better strategist than the entire state and local

officers over the span of five years, or perhaps, i was meant to slide out this other side and be j

voice for those who were silenced for the same reasons they attempted to silence me. To avoid

dire consequences of their intensely illegal actions.

So what is my story

Where does it start

Where does it end

I don’t think it has ended

In the interview type form I share what happened. Also there are podcasts, for example to be on

the KC Armstrong show for a six episode series. I should have known better. After the firsr they

began going to my medical providers former to that attempting to get NO trespass orders or

ANYTHING POSSIBLE even against the well wishes of the establishment. This was to

    My ex fiance went to the jail every day and pled that he never filed any domestic abuse charges on me, that I was arrested in my own home for stalking and the order he filled out was in regards to the neighbors down below. Not to mention I owned the residence I was arrested in and in which we cohabited. It is difficlt to ‘Stalk’ someone who wont let you go, is obsessive in that regards, and whom you LIVE with. How is that possible. Despite his pleas, they had finally goltten me where they needed me and as soon as I was transferred to federal tney all well knew the DOJ no longer would be involved, it would likely just be a sadistic warden. And given the insidious lengths that he had already witnessed she was spared only in accordance with some divine intervention and his will several times as well. Had it not been for my ability to surrender completely in the fact of severe amger amd amtagonism together with the will of his and my own to make right what had been so wrong. Amd all of it had been. I was after the ‘accident’, one year later afforded disablity without any application. 

The answers you seek about the actual ality of the governing forces are all here I say that with full competence knowing had I not had that experienced what I did I would not apprehend the degree of insidiousness. Or lengths the federal government will go to to cover their miconduct.

Of course half of you all already are consideribg that what I write is simply too fantastical to be trye and then there are those of you who KNOW , what I say is as true as saying the sky is blye. Those who work for the state, or the federal government, attornies, those who had several times been up close and personal with state miscondict and the reason for it. Despite the fact the officers can legally lie, and despite the fact the have the least educatiom, there is not a one of them within our prison system. NOT ONE OFFICER IS WITHIN OUR PRISONS> they are immune from any type of prosecution. And many do commit offenses. NO one will tell me they do notr. Most especiallly with what I went through

You can choose to believe what I write. Look at the evidence I provide, click on the links I will ensure is on any online platform….

This hasn’t ended and it never will. I will always be considered a liability to the federal government in so much that I hold immense amount of evidence of their ongoing maleficeance, falsifications, false incarcerations, an attempt to take my voice for good. 

I never wanted to tell this story, yet when I attempt to tell another, or right of something else, always I come back to what has occurred within the last 14 years of my life. His story is true as you will invariably doubt it. He had by the end of the book, I guarantee you will your skepticism will yield into belief. If this isn’t true for you I will amend this personally. Asking your doubt and providing specific evidence is needed. Years of obtaining every document related so the pervasive misconduct attempt on my life false incarcerations attempts on my freedom and to take away my voice. I have no doubt this will all sound as conspiratorial as it is true, but I cant way abpit let that stop me from telling the truth. 

A perspective no longer is merely a perspective when it is backed repeatedly by evidence logic and fact. Then it becomes. Even in the eyes of the law, TRUTH. The evidence I will provide at the back of the book may be what ends up fully persuading you. 

Conspiracy by definition means two or more people collaborating to achieve a certain objective in other words conspiracy so often used as a criminal term is actually a common way that people achieve things and do things productively together. We the people repeat our histories American struggle for transparency in a time of technology and systematic warfare. Ever more and increasingly we are becoming programmed to the extent we can no longer connect on a human level. I thought the science biology this would be very well known to scientists and we have to ask ourselves this is deliberate. 

    I speak of this because there are many things that are going on

This is a journey of discovery  that will lead you into the underbelly of the government. You will learn things that you will not learn elsewhere and likely of the material will make you feel uncomfortable. This is because you will be forced to change your conditioned thinking

My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. But hadn’t they know that. Because if she was credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are human engaged in our desires AJD wants more than what is right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility. Yet after the period in which you delude yourself; don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do. Does she? 

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what i have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in effect of rampart defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, us that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as opposed to redeeming the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has ade a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone.

Ive begun this story over a thousand times, whether in attempts to document

what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out any ability for productive thought or non reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever. 

There is the argument why repeatedly write or what has discredited yoiZ because I’ve had to 

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which come in part to shape our life, or is it instead what we make of them. How we interpret what happens to us.Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self love, we learn to interpret others deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in the face of open . If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps

It is All? The will of God

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven year span, one week, month, year at a time. Do i start in the middle and then go back in order to explain the hows and whys. So many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force again without my permission. 

So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations, permanent injuries, an attempt on my life and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in effect of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human rights violations and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer i not stand b enforce a judge. I won’t be able to do this sequentially as I know I’ll roll around, things will bring up the other thing that need be mentioned. Then I’d hop up to that last thing mentioned and forget the original * . Given I spelled out the issue, I suppose I could write this sequences but I want it to sound like me. So it will be whay it will be. The best format I could think of was an interview format in which I ask ebery possoble question a true skeptic who doesn’t believe the actuality . Below that is another way i wrote it up. 

The international podcast I had great hesitation to be on, but who had called and asked me to do the show was named after the second episode and told to shut me down, or they would be. Why? They did not want the information I was sharing exposed. I knew this 

but not the lengths they would again go to ensure my silence. If the American public were aware

of the techniques meant to disarm, disables, cripple, incriminate, defame, they would be as

horrified as I felt subjected to it,

PBN initially didn’t honor the request. They had asked me to do the Show then requested not to

expose the defamation while acting it out. The past, forever haunting me, is a part of

my story no matter how much I attempt to escape t. Once you are a liability because they acted

upon you as they did upon me in 2011, the horror does not end until you do. And so long as I I

amended, not I will speak. It is my obligation/ God’s grace. Or hate. I haven’t been able to

distinguish at times,. …but this isn’t what the story is about, It’s About a truth that brings out the

reality of the underbelly of the American government and the horrors that rest within it.

So MANY TIMES I HAVE TRIED TO TELL…

Ive begun this story over a thousand times, whether in attempts to document

what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out

any ability for productive thought or non reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a

whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which

come in part to shape our life, or is it instead what we make of them. How we interpret what

happens to us.Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self love, we learn to

interpret others deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in

the face of open . If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense

that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And

genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps

It is All? The will of God

Many are unaware that 1983 laws bring the potent defense of immunity to officers if it can be shown that they acted as another reasonable officer would. The second act against me was an attempt to get me on a false felony drug charge

Such a wrong gift would grant them immunity from the rights violations three weeks former in a warrantless federal investigation into what was a suspected form of terrorism.

And allow them to arrest or intend for a crime never thought of or planned to commit.

I understand why they suspected what they did but acting on information alone, even if it’s the ex-chief of police’s daughter, is not a Good idea.’ but they haven’t and won’t simply admit that. .’

Published by julieassmustheword

I Am. Many things. As many as you. All work and words are BY ME from my own opinions based on upbringing, genetics, experience and internalization of it among many other things, known and unknown. We are all a mystery. Really.

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