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The defamation has taken all from me

People are people and automatically project. Any opportunity

I have lost so much of my life because you hurt instead of helped me and now you do this?!! The evidence for malicious prosecution? Undeniable & two very viable motives given the timing. CONCURRENCE. The fact it was exactly when the state learned I held evidence against it & when a voicemail had negative implications for Susan’s career given it was the truth & no truth or mine causes consequences. It’s been the defamation . False charges reiterated by a corrupt attorney..

The day the hearing was held wasn’t even legit. IS that WHAT YOU WANT AS OPPOSED TO MY MERELY SPELLING IT OUT. Rent 2400 downstairs get a lawyer today so was it Retaliation because of legit complaint? Or them finding out I held al the evidence your wouldn’t be able to explain with out having to explain all your illegalities and the states as well.? KEEP CALLING AND THREATENING CHARGES MERELY TO TRY AND SHUT ME UP OR EMAILS WILL BE POSTED THAT WILL INVARIABLY DISCREDIT EVERYTHING YOUVE STATED to me over the years z . Very different than you alleged. If you weren’t in alliance with the cops you couldn’t get away with charges on such based on such and those isn’t to you . It’s my FREEDOM OF SPEECH, a choice and it isn’t YOURS

MMOTION FOR RELIEF from many parties.

Motive

After being my attorney for seven years and stating she understood certain disabilities and their appearance at times of trauma she alleged Fear. The order was based on a PHONE CALL, ir was likely the when the state knew for sure I held plenty of evidence against her which prove she lied to the stars of the board. That a judge would question and she would invariably only be able to explain by truth

(If ir wasjt thst ir was the phone call that led to justified consequences for her person; she is A DANGER TO HER CLIENTS; are you KIDDING ME? All she did was go along with the entrapments and lie . She never reported the illegalities against me or tried to protect me as any GOOD ETHICAL ATTORNEY SHOUD

MAYBE initially she tried but ended up somehow justifying it to herself she did not need to held me but those who had ruined my credibility and health. After time ir was just easier but like with doig the moment she gave the stare a Little something they wanted to take it to the fair and used it to the degree that before she could reneg it? It was already out of her hands/ this happened with my mother when she lied and reported me : same with douf and with Susan who only later realized it was supposed to end up with me incarcerated FOR LIFE

FOR A PHONE CALL CALLING HER OUT ON HER ILLEGALALTIES

I never went to see her once

They had waited si long I see now in hindsight but only now: and I have thek nothing. They do not know me AT ALL

AND NONE ID THEM? Gifen what they assumed I would do, woukd have had the wherewithal to find out they’d been ducked by their attorney for the past seven years and DO nothing about it whej she worked theee miles away. 

Not a visit

That is restraint when you are told the First year all you needed to do was sign a petition and it wound have been over

The woman is a disgrace. Disgusting. 

And the state and feds do NOT WANT THAT

SO CAREY OUT ORDERS based on straight up lies

But that is legal because cops are allowed to lie 

SHE WAS DEFENDED BY THE DISTRICT PROSECUTOR 

THE JUDGE MADE IT CLEAR FROM THE START HIS HANDS WERE TIED BUR JESUS DID THEY TRY TO ANTAGONIZE TO THE END THE ATTORNEY GOT UPSET

THE WHOLe hearing was held on a date it legally should never have BEEN GIVEN THE FRAUD ON WHICH ANY ER ORDER WAS CAREIED OUT

SHE committed fraud and perjury before she even walked into that courtroom and then still has an attorney 

And they had attempted to try it in district based on lies 

Any points I’m missing?!? Below I mean

And so much to add to this . Unfortunately 

I’m sure several elements are missing here but this is a good start and took two hours to summarize, a complete fool I’d be to publicize what ISNT TRUE

THERE WOULD BE NO REASON NOT TO COMTINUE TO PURSUE MY SAFETY FROM FURTHER DAMAGE AND HORROR INFLICTED BY THE STATE AND FEDERAL POLICE RESPONSIBLE, not excluding those likes of Stephen MCcauely, Gary Decker, a Wilbur whom are the type of cop of comply with fraud and further discrimination against me; Mike Frost & such corrupt of like 

THIS MALICIOUS PROSECUTION was begun and served after they learned of the evidence I held against am attorney who I found too late had collaborated with the state. That led to the board then blackmailing me, my annulled record being Re exposed and charges that were not present added. 

Defamation , major health issues, loss of respect and relationships and a host of other damage to occur within the six years my record could have been annulled the first year by petition. There were no convictions. Only charges.

The other motive may also have been retaliation as She was angry her ILLEGALITIES WERE EXPOSED to the board ofattorneys and instead of be accountable, she gave the state just enough to move forward with allegation they alleged piggy backed off a charge that had never existed and been ruled a false charge by a federal judge 

In a court of law in front of several competent witnesses

Malicious prosecution through state Commissioner will be first

I request the following relief in the amount of? for the ongojng defamation, false statements given, ger direct collaboration with state misconduct & malicious prosecutions, tgis last one going so far as to base an alleged second one on a first one AHE was well aaafd had been ruled false by a federal judge. She attempted to hand over certain emails and false allegations to the state OUT OF RETALIATION DIRECTLY AFTER MY HAVING FILED A COMPLAINT WITH THE STATE

Susan Lowry never reported any illegalities against me nor my federal disability status. She instead made repeated false allegations on 

JUNE 15th, 2022 in regards to my person And in alliance with federal and state misconduct that began in 2011 after a need for them to cover up many illegals aNd human rights violations on their end

I became severely disabled ♿ n the process and to learn my attorney had been worming against me. I said many things. Yet never went to her office. 

WERE IT NOT but FOR HER REPEATEDLY PROMPTING ME TO ASK HER LEGAL QUESTIONS after that last trial, charges only dropped in effect of a last minute call j made to the attorney general…AND TELLING ME OF HER GREAT RESPECT FOR WHAT I WENT THROUGH, her essentially stating the opposite of what she alleged in court June 15, 2022. 

I’ll make sure to post that email

She lied, perjury in court and out, the prosecutor who had planned to prosecute this and decide it ended up defending her in small claims

Despite the fact all my communication was for the purpose of legal matter or understanding where she WAS, it was all covered by first amendment . Desperately tried to make me look like a dangerous stalker

Uhhh good luck when all you have is a voicemail after five months and not once did I ever go to her office. And man they wanted me to go. 

Second she NEVER acted out of fear having stated her in an email she understood my anger but not to scare people with my words . Indicating she was not one of them? Having this awAreness of my disabilities.

First the hearing was held on a day it would not have been had the pla tiff not lied about the grounds for which the emergency order was based in that she well knew the first charge was ruled false by a federal judge, the alleged plaintiff everyday coming to the jail begging for the release of gis fiancé, only to be threatened on the seventh day and Told if he continued to attempt to help me get out THE CONSEQUENCES woukd be that what 

WOULD HAPPEN TO ME WOULD HAPPEN TO HIN 

And the officer did not identify himself.

The facts? Had it not been for near heart failure given I was in shock and when it was tKeb it was 36; you all had already injured me severely and then the state made it impossible to get held by falslfying the report 

You ask why would they do all this?

It ALL BEGAN IN 2011 with the feds DEA and state then subsequently several local police officers violating my rights on an insane level. I almost died in jail . Because the report was falslfied. The notice? Incriminate the one who was violated when it was without a warrant or any judges permission or anything which permitted them to do all they did , UNLESS I WAS GUILTY AND THEY WERE SO HELL bent on proving what they were wrong abojt ybdy subjected my person to what was undeserved in All ways. I never had trouble with the law former to calling in one RX in OG TO BE MEDICALLY safe prior a psychiatric appointment and tAper from benzos. I wanted to be physically safe and he wouldn’t help me until j sA bin. I didn’t want to drink and we were out of options. That was what that charge was about. Unless the judge wants to make an example of you and desire NO CRIMINAL MOTIVE AND ONE OVCURANCE? I was charged ten times As though tbis was. Repressed occurrence. Then All that should not be is still on my record.

NOW YOU KNOW THE CONTEXT

WHY DID I GET CHARGED TEN TIMES FOR A FELONY? Because I called in once as my vetonarian for the exact amount needed to be physically safe before a planned taper with a psych I HADNT met and would not help me until we did. I was out of options

There was no criminal intent and as OPPOSED TO HURTING MYSELF OR OTHERS, I WAS TRYINF TO BE MEDICALLY SAFE AND NOT DRINK AND BREAK MY SOBRIETY

ITS HARD TO BE SORRY FOR WHAT I HAD TO DO

AND IN REGARDS TO THE S CHARGE

LITERALLY SUSAN LOWRY Damn well knew it was false and tried to use it to uo this to a district level where the state prosecutor who ended up defending her in small claims would have put me AWAY. From what he was emphasizing and the fact they had wanted to indict me and find any reason. AND THEY HAVE TRIED, continue to. And I feel nothing but harrassed by them. As though the cops have the liberty to do that and we don’t have the right to call them on it when they are in fact harrassing. I have EVIDNCE OF THE KITTERY CHIEF HAVING BEEN VERY FRAUDULENT UPON MEETING ME. And I have it all recorded. I did nothing wrong and had the chief not been attempted to entrap me,  I would not hold evidence by way of dashdam that he soz

THIS MALICIOUS PROSECUTION was begun and served after they learned of the evidence I held against am attorney who I found too late had collaborated with the state. That led to the board then blackmailing me, my annulled record being Re exposed and charges that were not present added. 

Defamation and a host of other damage to occur within the six years my record could have been annulled the first year by petition. There were no convictions. Only charges. 

The other motive may also have been retaliation as She was angry her ILLEGALITIES WERE EXPOSED to the board ofattorneys and instead of be accountable, she gave the state just enough to move forward with allegation they alleged piggy backed off a charge that had never existed and been ruled a false charge by a federal judge 

In a court of law in front of several competent witnesses

Please contact me for ANY NEEDED INFORMATION AS NONE OF WHAT I STATE IS PERJURY, most of what she alleged in the malicious prosecution was and they had truky thought I’d be indicted based on making me out as a bad seed though I am the opposite, all As grad sxhool 4.1, etc, 

They had a large investment in it as this was what they have wanted desperately for a long long time

To SILSNCE ME

THE LIABILITY TO THE STATE DUE TO SEVERE HUMAN RIGHT VIOLATIONS 

(Ive been interviewed for international podcasts and other shows, etc) 

My complaints regarding Susan Lowry were justified she acts out like a child and gave the state exactly what it needed. Something. Anything. RO hold against me. She like me did not l if it would Leandro mg life behind bars they intended to piggyback it on a charge ruled false and was. In a district where the public defender would have had 70% weight in the decision and from the way he was defending her, I would have been institutionalized based on his falsified account completely leaving out the severity of my struggles with my disabilities, how I’m dealing with several health issues, and so much that was in every way contrary to what they alleged. 

I CAN EASILY PROVE THEY LIED. And why. Like the board of the emails in which she TELLS ME TO ASK HER any legal questions, especially if someone is trying to steal my identity which was odd considering that’s exactly what happened next. 

So many messages saying YOUR PHONE NUMBER IS NOW BEING USED ON A NEW IPHONE. And there isn’t a hell of a lot I can do about it you know? 

No option to. Then people call and ask me not to text them when I’ve never contacted them before… Tell them this, go to the number under text and ass I’ve already texted them I haven’t texted, and please not call me with the same complaint again. So I just cut and paste it so it proves the person called twice. Just annoying.

I’ve been told by Verizon AMD other to change my number and identify its entirety. Thars scary. 

Motive; retaliation as well as planned; 

The antagnism

concurrence

EVIDNCE: tons

How the plaintiff directly contributed to the crime; direct entrapment, repeated, alliance with state and other. 

State collaboration ; motive; too difficult to NOT

We’re it NOT BUT FOR THE BEHAVIOROF THE PLANTIFF AND WORDSDIRECTLY CONTRARY TO THE PERJERY AHE PFFETED IN COURT, u would not have made the statementaI did

Also LET IT BE NOTED THAT I never went down to her office

Not even as her client and I have or had enails to prove it

Also please let it be noted that she acknowledged AFTER SHE ALLEGED SHE CUT OFF CONTACT THAT MY cloud accounts had been hacked. 

I read that one email in court to cross examine the statement she made about the alleged email in March and how she couldn’t have told me that if she wrote me so casually several times thereafter including to tell me she was still my attorney and to feel free to ask her any question; ESPECIALLY IF I FELT THE STATE WAS EVER ATTEMPTING TO STEAL MY IDENTITY 

Fraud; ger emailing confirming my iCloud accounts were hacked

I never mentioned I cloud 

But she was right . She knew. She set me up for much of what she subsequently charged me on.

We’re it NOT BUT FOR HET HAVING WRITTEN EMAILS DIRECTLY SHOWING her having stated to me the opposite of what she alleged on client, my communication would have ceased. But I had no reason to believe I should reach out to anyone BUT HER should any legal issue arise. Even in the Alleged September email. We’re it sent? It still didjt express that. 

AFTER I OFFERED THIS EVIDENCE IN COURT FROM AN EMAIL ACCOUNT I thereafter found out that the several dozens of rest of them had been deleted but NOT THE ONES SENT TO THE OTHER ACCOUNTS which led me further to beldodcs that she gave the state just enough for them to file and press a charge as they attempted the first time, yet y like that time this time I was NOT INDICTED

Felnonious reporting; fraud & perjury 

THEY USED A FALSE FIRST CHARGE IN ATTEMPTING TO ALHAVE ME indicted a second time, despite the fact she was well aware of was false, ; the state took the complaint to a level have wanted and needed AMD attempted to indicate to me based on what they were WELL AWARE was a false primary stalking charge official typed false by a federal judge in a courtroom in front of five credible witnesses my public defender included. So this proves a strong desire to act out against me in the same illegal manner they have innumerable times before. The first charge The state took Over despite the local Of protests and arrested me for stalking based on an order a judge placed on the neighbors below is, my own the house we were renting. Arrested in my own home for stalking every person will stay was obsessed with ME to the degree the next year I needed. PD 

scort to get out of there safely Nd assures them he WOULDNT conspire with the PD to help them then find out what was truly in store. An express to federal without a hearing which souls have proved what it did. THE ALLEGED PLAINTIFF NEVER FILED CHARGES DIRECTLY against me. NOTHING LIKE BEING ACCUSED OF WHAT IS OCCURRING TO YOU WITH REGARDS TO YOUR FIANCÉ AND PD. harassment and stalking behavior. I had NONe. And would not change a thing or I’d be dead. The local cops came to visit after I got out, the two that helped were suddenly absent from the department, and their fate was not disclosed. So while Goard was promoted to STATE PD FROM EXETER PD FOR ALL HIS FEDERAL ILLEGALITIES WITHOUT ANY RECOURSE NOT EVEN 1893. Because his thee warrants after keeping me in jail instead of ICU based on his falsified report… he tried to kill me once and wanted me in his cursory again in such a vulnerable state. And that animal was promoted. While the two who did what was ETGICllt MORLLLT AND LEGALLY IN THE RIGHT WERE SOMEHOW LET GO. How is that going to make the PD safer? When those who justifiably helped me were punished and that abo nearly killed or severely injuries me promoted/ and Exeter hospital. Wentworth Douglas AMD all their liabilities: THERE is NO STATUTE OF LIMITATIONS FOR FLASLFIED STATEMENTS AND THAT IS ALL THEY HAVE!!! no evidence. Just bullshit false allegations they can’t prove for shit as much as they have set me up and tried/ even n trying to put me away for life on an alleged second charge based on a PHONE CALL. That was very much warranted. What I said to that woman, Lowry? Was accurate. Not sorry! She the fuck should be for all her fraud and lies and the damage that did to me for years, the defamation, this malicious prosecution. She will be prosecuted. I do not care what they try. I won’t allow this to continue ringing in my life. A charge that again disallows me to be functional in society and is based on a JUSTIFIED PHONE MESSAGE CALLING &Susan Lowry on her shit. She deserved every good damnEd word. I did NOT deserve what she did. Until she apologizes for conduct that nearly destroyed my life I have no incentive to be apologetic towards her for my REACTION TO REPEATED BETRAYALS, every statement made to the board was a lie and when I evidenced to them they proceeded to threaten me. Because they state-affiliated. When the state learned of the evidence I had against Susan Lowry they panicked as if she was prosecuted and questioned perhaps their part in  WHY SHE BETRyed my confidence on every level would be EXPOSEDConcurrence

; THIS MALICIOUS PROSECUTION was begun and served after they learned of the evidence I held against am attorney who I found too late had collaborated with the state. That led to the board then blackmailing me, my annulled record being Re exposed and charges that were not present added. 

Defamation and a host of other damage to occur within the six years my record could have been annulled the first year by petition. There were no convictions. Only charges. 

The other motive may also have been retaliation as She was angry her ILLEGALITIES WERE EXPOSED to the board ofattorneys and instead of be accountable, she gave the state just enough to move forward with allegation they alleged piggy backed off a charge that had never existed and been ruled a false charge by a federal judge 

In a court of law in front of several competent witnesses

Please contact me for ANY NEEDED INFORMATION AS NONE OF WHAT I STATE IS PERJURY, most of what she alleged in the malicious prosecution was and they had truky thought I’d be indicted based on making me out as a bad seed though I am the opposite, all As grad sxhool 4.1, etc, 

They had a large investment in it as this was what they have wanted desperately for a long long time

To SILSNCE ME

THE LIABILITY TO THE STATE DUE TO SEVERE HUMAN RIGHT VIOLATIONS 

(Ive been interviewed for international podcasts and other shows, etc) 

My co-prints were warranted and justified she acts out like a child and gave the state exactly what it needed. Something. Anything. RO hold against me. She like me did not l if it would Leandro mg life behind bars they intended to piggyback it on a charge ruled false and was. In a district where the public defender would have had 70% weight in the decision and from the way he was defending her, I would have been institutionalized based on his falsified account completely leaving out the severity of my struggles with my disabilities, how I’m dealing with several health issues, and so much that was in every way contrary to what they alleged. 

I CAN EASILY PROVE THEY LIED. And why. Like the board of the emails in which she TELLS ME TO ASK HER any legal questions, especially if someone is trying to steal my identity which was odd considering that’s exactly what happened next. 

So many messages saying YOUR PHONE NUMBER IS NOW BEING USED ON A NEW IPHONE. And there isn’t a hell of a lot I can do about it you know? 

No option to. Then people call and ask me not to text them when I’ve never contacted them before… Tell them this, go to the number under text and ass I’ve already texted them I haven’t texted, and please not call me with the same complaint again. So I just cut and paste it so it proves the person called twice. Just annoying.

I’ve been told by Verizon AMD other to change my number and identify its entirety. That’s scary. And it’s very upsetting to have the reality verified to later be told by those same people you’re crazy. And be defamed bu them too when I’d they had done what was rhght ir never would have been like that 

I’d my parents and SUSAN LOWRY HAD HELPED NONE OF THIS WOULD BE

For example ; On Thu, Jun 25, 2020 at 5:50 PM Susan Aileen Lowry <slowry@uptonhatfield.com> wrote: Hi Julie, I am doing pretty well. Our offices are still closed except in emergency situations, and the courts are still closed for the next few week to in-person proceedings. Jury trials have grinded to a sharp halt, and no one is sure when they will start again. So, lots of uncertainty, but I and my family/friends have so far been very lucky to have avoided the virus. I hope you are doing equally well or better. It’s a weird time to be alive. Thanks. Susan

SUSAN AILEEN LOWRY

UPTON & HATFIELD, LLP

10 Centre Street

P.O. Box 1090

Concord, NH 03302-1090

T: 603-224-7791

F: 603-224-0320

slowry@uptonhatfield.com

www.uptonhatfield.com

 

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Or due to compliance wit the state? Whatever the reason you don’t do it for the right ones. After doing nothing but taking advantage of my trust abusing it all your illegalities not reporting all of those against me which incurred in my disabilities as such will be evidenced as well as the malicious prosecution to avoid ramifications from the board given I evidenced everything against you and the state realized I had itand the reasons why the concurrence the evidence of the perjury and fraud . All she did was lie to me and justify it to herselfand how else could you have gotten away with all that other than compliance with You are a monster Susan LOWRY. After all you know I went through and you doing the opposite of what you should have done you actually tell yourself this is OK you are really a s*** person my dear and that’s putting it nicely

I’m just so TIRED of you and your illegalities Susan Lowry. Then playing victim because of an in advertently sent emailI have SUFFERED AND AM TIRED NOW. You who filed charges on NO FIRM GROUND, the judge not happy, ALL based on a voicemail that led to her being questioned by the board and others, acting out of retaliation and in alliance with the state, not once having orotected me or helped with my injuries incurred by all the illegalities. She did what was easy.

Completely. The malicious prosecution z . I know at one point she was good. Playing the victim. All four pints she hit and motive concurrence with the state learning of all the evidence I held against her. I’m tired of being seen and treated as I’m not as SHE HURT ME INSTEAD OF DID HER DUTY BY LAW THEN AFTER FILING HAS THE NERVE TO CALLED THE PD TO THREATEN CHARGES BASED ON AN EMAIL I had inadvertently sent her

But the fact it would have been tried in district had I not informed the pD there had never been a legit former and she was well aware of this. She lied . And the date was set for a time it should not have been based on this lie not allowing me to get a proper defense. Not ok.

Defamation before I began to do anything productive and god damn them.

The DAY THE HEARING WAS HELD WAS ON FALSE BASIS, one she had well known was false as did her attorney. HOW COME THAT WAS NOT ACKNOWLEDGED OR NOTED FROM FHE START? It was obviously a corrupt hearing

Was the purpose. That was and is the purpose: because it’s all they had. And it was based on a phrase of speech after so many illegalities on Susan Lowry’s end @upton&hatfield. And there were no elements met except for her playing the victim after not relaying all the horrible illegalities that were occurring to me over the years. This was the ultimate way to say to ALL OTHERS. JULIE YOU truly are not credible and instead are exactly in the way that I’ve said and they need you to stay. They have some EVERYTHING IN THEIR POWER TO DEFAME ME _’s and all I have is my voice to protect me. The PD ARE actually 60% understanding realizing this isn’t quite right. Nothing criminal yet nothing was. And still charges were pushed forward on a date they never should have been given the fact their was not primary charge, Doug Dalke rushing to the ER THE DAY I had to get a PD escort and restraining order on him. Have that to this day. That was the only legitimate one. I will file a motion for malicious prosecution on her end, like I said all the perjury and all else is too much for me and for her to call the cops based on an email. Next she will make up an account and say that it was me who created and wrote her from it. Given they have control of my phones likely they could easily make it appear as though it came from me/ maybe. That is my main concern given I didn’t go see her for the six years I was her client let alone the three I was not despite the fact she wasn’t calling me back and I was rear end four times; a letter JUST yesterday came in the mail, settling after the man was demanding I make a false statement and incriminate myself. Commit perjury, which is all she did. The more she acts out towards me, the more evidence here I will place. The kind emails. The one announcing her profound respect. I printed several out.

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MOTION FOR RELIEF from many parties.

Any points I’m missing?!?

I’m sure there are several elements I’m missing but this is a good start and took two hours to summarize, a complete fool I’d be to publicize what ISNT TRUE. But to say what is, I don’t have anything to lose . Except what they keep taking any how. My credibility and repeated attempts at my freedom.

THERE WOULD BE NO REASON NOT TO CONTINUE TO PURSUE MY SAFETY FROM FURTHER DAMAGE AND HORROR INFLICTED BY THE STATE AND FEDERAL POLICE RESPONSIBLE, not excluding those likes of Stephen MCcauely, Gary Decker, a Wilbur whom are the type of cop of comply with fraud and further discrimination against me; Mike Frost & such corrupt of like . To say Nothing is what led them to use a voicemail to file a stalking charge against me. So they lost their chance at that. Now no more anonymity.

THIS last pArticular MALICIOUS PROSECUTION was begun and served after they learned of the evidence I held against my attorney of late, Susan Lowry, who I found too late had collaborated with the state. That led to the board , state sanctioned, then blackmailing me when they realized I held the evidence needed to charge her. They threatened to re expose my annulled record of false charges being Re exposed and charges that were not present added.

I take responsibility for the s*** I’m my 20s but not what I have no association with. Nope . Can’t do it!

Defamation and a host of other damage to occur within the six years my record could have been annulled the first year by petition. There were no convictions. Only charges. 

The other motive may also have been retaliation as She was angry her ILLEGALITIES WERE EXPOSED to the board ofattorneys and instead of be accountable, she gave the state just enough to move forward with allegation they alleged piggy backed off a charge that had never existed and been ruled a false charge by a federal judge

In a court of law in front of several competent witnesses

Malicious prosecution through state Commissioner will be first

I request the following relief in the amount of? for the ongojng defamation, false statements given, ger direct collaboration with state misconduct & malicious prosecutions, tgis last one going so far as to base an alleged second one on a first one AHE was well aaafd had been ruled false by a federal judge. She attempted to hand over certain emails and false allegations to the state OUT OF RETALIATION DIRECTLY AFTER MY HAVING FILED A COMPLAINT WITH THE STATE

Susan Lowry never reported any illegalities against me nor my federal disability status. She instead made repeated false allegations on

JUNE 15th, 2022 in regards to my person And in alliance with federal and state misconduct that began in 2011 after a need for them to cover up many illegals aNd human rights violations on their end

I became severely disabled ♿ n the process and to learn my attorney had been worming against me. I said many things. Yet never went to her office. 

WERE IT NOT but FOR HER REPEATEDLY PROMPTING ME TO ASK HER LEGAL QUESTIONS after that last trial, charges only dropped in effect of a last minute call j made to the attorney general…AND TELLING ME OF HER GREAT RESPECT FOR WHAT I WENT THROUGH, her essentially stating the opposite of what she alleged in court June 15, 2022. 

I’ll make sure to post that email

She lied, perjury in court and out, the prosecutor who had planned to prosecute this and decide it ended up defending her in small claims

Despite the fact all my communication was for the purpose of legal matter or understanding where she WAS, it was all covered by first amendment . Desperately tried to make me look like a dangerous stalker

Uhhh good luck when all you have is a voicemail after five months and not once did I ever go to her office. And man they wanted me to go. 

Second she NEVER acted out of fear having stated her in an email she understood my anger but not to scare people with my words . Indicating she was not one of them? Having this awAreness of my disabilities.

First the hearing was held on a day it would not have been had the pla tiff not lied about the grounds for which the emergency order was based in that she well knew the first charge was ruled false by a federal judge, the alleged plaintiff everyday coming to the jail begging for the release of gis fiancé, only to be threatened on the seventh day and Told if he continued to attempt to help me get out THE CONSEQUENCES woukd be that what

And her. Playing victim? Oh yes. Especially after all the damage she did to me. I did nothing illegal. She did. Repeatedly then dated press false charges based on a FRAUDULENT FIRST CHARGE against me. All the other elements As well from lying etc she met the criteria for: easily: and easily proven. They had one STATEMENT ON ME. Nothing done. A phrase of speech they used to get a stalking charge?!? How?!

WOULD HAPPEN TO ME WOULD HAPPEN TO HIN 

And the officer did not identify himself.

The facts? Had it not been for near heart failure given I was in shock and when it was tKeb it was 36; you all had already injured me severely and then the state made it impossible to get held by falslfying the report

You ask why would they do all this?

It ALL BEGAN IN 2011 with the feds DEA and state then subsequently several local police officers violating my rights on an insane level. I almost died in jail . Because the report was falslfied. The notice? Incriminate the one who was violated when it was without a warrant or any judges permission or anything which permitted them to do all they did , UNLESS I WAS GUILTY AND THEY WERE SO HELL bent on proving what they were wrong abojt ybdy subjected my person to what was undeserved in All ways. I never had trouble with the law former to calling in one RX in OG TO BE MEDICALLY safe prior a psychiatric appointment and tAper from benzos. I wanted to be physically safe and he wouldn’t help me until j sA bin. I didn’t want to drink and we were out of options. That was what that charge was about. Unless the judge wants to make an example of you and desire NO CRIMINAL MOTIVE AND ONE OVCURANCE? I was charged ten times As though tbis was. Repressed occurrence. Then All that should not be is still on my record.

NOW YOU KNOW THE CONTEXT

ITS HARD TO BE SORRY FOR WHAT I HAD TO DO to stay safe from severe state and federal corruption. Unless you’ve faced of you have no idea

AND IN REGARDS TO THE S CHARGE

LITERALLY SUSAN LOWRY Damn well knew it was false and tried to use it to uo this to a district level where the state prosecutor who ended up defending her in small claims would have put me AWAY. From what he was emphasizing and the fact they had wanted to indict me and find any reason. AND THEY HAVE TRIED, continue to. And I feel nothing but harrassed by them. As though the cops have the liberty to do that and we don’t have the right to call them on it when they are in fact harrassing. I have EVIDNCE OF THE KITTERY CHIEF HAVING acted out FRAUDULENT UPON MEETING ME.

What did he do? Stopped Dead center on a highway on ramp and pulled over. Unmatked car. I passed and his lights went on. Pulled over but glad I continued on. It wasn’t until other cops got involved that I felt safe and he had to explain what he wasn’t able to without lying.

And I have it all recorded. I did nothing wrong and had the chief not been attempted to entrap me, I would not hold evidence by way of dashdam that he soz

THIS MALICIOUS PROSECUTION was begun and served after they learned of the evidence I held against am attorney who I found too late had collaborated with the state. That led to the board then blackmailing me, my annulled record being Re exposed and charges that were not present added. 

Defamation and a host of other damage to occur within the six years my record could have been annulled the first year by petition. There were no convictions. Only charges. 

The other motive may also have been retaliation as She was angry her ILLEGALITIES WERE EXPOSED to the board ofattorneys and instead of be accountable, she gave the state just enough to move forward with allegation they alleged piggy backed off a charge that had never existed and been ruled a false charge by a federal judge 

In a court of law in front of several competent witnesses

Please contact me for ANY NEEDED INFORMATION AS NONE OF WHAT I STATE IS PERJURY, most of what she alleged in the malicious prosecution was and they had truky thought I’d be indicted based on making me out as a bad seed though I am the opposite, all As grad sxhool 4.1, etc, 

They had a large investment in it as this was what they have wanted desperately for a long long time

To SILSNCE ME

THE LIABILITY TO THE STATE DUE TO SEVERE HUMAN RIGHT VIOLATIONS 

(Ive been interviewed for international podcasts and other shows, etc) 

My complaints regarding Susan Lowry were justified she acts out like a child and gave the state exactly what it needed. Something. Anything to hold against me. She like me did not l if it would Lead my life behind bars they intended to piggyback it on a charge ruled false and was. In a district where the public defender would have had 70% weight in the decision and from the way he was defending her, I would have been institutionalized based on his falsified account completely leaving out the severity of my struggles with my disabilities, how I’m dealing with several health issues, and so much that was in every way contrary to what they alleged.

I CAN EASILY PROVE THEY LIED. And why. Like the board of the emails in which she TELLS ME TO ASK HER any legal questions, especially if someone is trying to steal my identity which was odd considering that’s exactly what happened next. 

So many messages saying YOUR PHONE NUMBER IS NOW BEING USED ON A NEW IPHONE. And there isn’t a hell of a lot I can do about it you know? 

No option to. Then people call and ask me not to text them when I’ve never contacted them before… Tell them this, go to the number under text and ass I’ve already texted them I haven’t texted, and please not call me with the same complaint again. So I just cut and paste it so it proves the person called twice. Just annoying.

I’ve been told by Verizon AMD other to change my number and identify its entirety. Thars scary. 

Motive; retaliation as well as planned; 

The antagnism

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EVIDNCE: tons

How the plaintiff directly contributed to the crime; direct entrapment, repeated, alliance with state and other. 

State collaboration ; motive; too difficult to NOT

We’re it NOT BUT FOR THE BEHAVIOROF THE PLANTIFF AND WORDSDIRECTLY CONTRARY TO THE PERJERY AHE PFFETED IN COURT, u would not have made the statementaI did

Also LET IT BE NOTED THAT I never went down to her office

Not even as her client and I have or had enails to prove it

Also please let it be noted that she acknowledged AFTER SHE ALLEGED SHE CUT OFF CONTACT THAT MY cloud accounts had been hacked. 

I read that one email in court to cross examine the statement she made about the alleged email in March and how she couldn’t have told me that if she wrote me so casually several times thereafter including to tell me she was still my attorney and to feel free to ask her any question; ESPECIALLY IF I FELT THE STATE WAS EVER ATTEMPTING TO STEAL MY IDENTITY 

Fraud; ger emailing confirming my iCloud accounts were hacked

I never mentioned I cloud 

But she was right . She knew. She set me up for much of what she subsequently charged me on.

We’re it NOT BUT FOR HET HAVING WRITTEN EMAILS DIRECTLY SHOWING her having stated to me the opposite of what she alleged on client, my communication would have ceased. But I had no reason to believe I should reach out to anyone BUT HER should any legal issue arise. Even in the Alleged September email. We’re it sent? It still didjt express that. 

AFTER I OFFERED THIS EVIDENCE IN COURT FROM AN EMAIL ACCOUNT I thereafter found out that the several dozens of rest of them had been deleted but NOT THE ONES SENT TO THE OTHER ACCOUNTS which led me further to beldodcs that she gave the state just enough for them to file and press a charge as they attempted the first time, yet y like that time this time I was NOT INDICTED

Felnonious reporting; fraud & perjury 

THEY USED A FALSE FIRST CHARGE IN ATTEMPTING TO ALHAVE ME indicted a second time, despite the fact she was well aware of was false, ; the state took the complaint to a level have wanted and needed AMD attempted to indicate to me based on what they were WELL AWARE was a false primary stalking charge official typed false by a federal judge in a courtroom in front of five credible witnesses my public defender included. So this proves a strong desire to act out against me in the same illegal manner they have innumerable times before. The first charge The state took Over despite the local Of protests and arrested me for stalking based on an order a judge placed on the neighbors below is, my own the house we were renting. Arrested in my own home for stalking every person will stay was obsessed with ME to the degree the next year I needed. PD 

scort to get out of there safely Nd assures them he WOULDNT conspire with the PD to help them then find out what was truly in store. An express to federal without a hearing which souls have proved what it did. THE ALLEGED PLAINTIFF NEVER FILED CHARGES DIRECTLY against me. NOTHING LIKE BEING ACCUSED OF WHAT IS OCCURRING TO YOU WITH REGARDS TO YOUR FIANCÉ AND PD. harassment and stalking behavior. I had NONe. And would not change a thing or I’d be dead. The local cops came to visit after I got out, the two that helped were suddenly absent from the department, and their fate was not disclosed. So while Goard was promoted to STATE PD FROM EXETER PD FOR ALL HIS FEDERAL ILLEGALITIES WITHOUT ANY RECOURSE NOT EVEN 1893. Because his thee warrants after keeping me in jail instead of ICU based on his falsified report… he tried to kill me once and wanted me in his cursory again in such a vulnerable state. And that animal was promoted. While the two who did what was ETGICllt MORLLLT AND LEGALLY IN THE RIGHT WERE SOMEHOW LET GO. How is that going to make the PD safer? When those who justifiably helped me were punished and that abo nearly killed or severely injuries me promoted/ and Exeter hospital. Wentworth Douglas AMD all their liabilities: THERE is NO STATUTE OF LIMITATIONS FOR FLASLFIED STATEMENTS AND THAT IS ALL THEY HAVE!!! no evidence. Just bullshit false allegations they can’t prove for shit as much as they have set me up and tried/ even n trying to put me away for life on an alleged second charge based on a PHONE CALL. That was very much warranted. What I said to that woman, Lowry? Was accurate. Not sorry! She the fuck should be for all her fraud and lies and the damage that did to me for years, the defamation, this malicious prosecution. She will be prosecuted. I do not care what they try. I won’t allow this to continue ringing in my life. A charge that again disallows me to be functional in society and is based on a JUSTIFIED PHONE MESSAGE CALLING &Susan Lowry on her shit. She deserved every good damnEd word. I did NOT deserve what she did. Until she apologizes for conduct that nearly destroyed my life I have no incentive to be apologetic towards her for my REACTION TO REPEATED BETRAYALS, every statement made to the board was a lie and when I evidenced to them they proceeded to threaten me. Because they state-affiliated. When the state learned of the evidence I had against Susan Lowry they panicked as if she was prosecuted and questioned perhaps their part in  WHY SHE BETRyed my confidence on every level would be EXPOSEDConcurrence

; THIS MALICIOUS PROSECUTION was begun and served after they learned of the evidence I held against am attorney who I found too late had collaborated with the state. That led to the board then blackmailing me, my annulled record being Re exposed and charges that were not present added. 

Defamation and a host of other damage to occur within the six years my record could have been annulled the first year by petition. There were no convictions. Only charges. 

The other motive may also have been retaliation as She was angry her ILLEGALITIES WERE EXPOSED to the board ofattorneys and instead of be accountable, she gave the state just enough to move forward with allegation they alleged piggy backed off a charge that had never existed and been ruled a false charge by a federal judge 

In a court of law in front of several competent witnesses

Please contact me for ANY NEEDED INFORMATION AS NONE OF WHAT I STATE IS PERJURY, most of what she alleged in the malicious prosecution was and they had truky thought I’d be indicted based on making me out as a bad seed though I am the opposite, all As grad sxhool 4.1, etc, 

They had a large investment in it as this was what they have wanted desperately for a long long time

To SILSNCE ME

THE LIABILITY TO THE STATE DUE TO SEVERE HUMAN RIGHT VIOLATIONS 

(Ive been interviewed for international podcasts and other shows, etc) 

My co-prints were warranted and justified she acts out like a child and gave the state exactly what it needed. Something. Anything. RO hold against me. She like me did not l if it would Leandro mg life behind bars they intended to piggyback it on a charge ruled false and was. In a district where the public defender would have had 70% weight in the decision and from the way he was defending her, I would have been institutionalized based on his falsified account completely leaving out the severity of my struggles with my disabilities, how I’m dealing with several health issues, and so much that was in every way contrary to what they alleged. 

I CAN EASILY PROVE THEY LIED. And why. Like the board of the emails in which she TELLS ME TO ASK HER any legal questions, especially if someone is trying to steal my identity which was odd considering that’s exactly what happened next. 

So many messages saying YOUR PHONE NUMBER IS NOW BEING USED ON A NEW IPHONE. And there isn’t a hell of a lot I can do about it you know? 

No option to. Then people call and ask me not to text them when I’ve never contacted them before… Tell them this, go to the number under text and ass I’ve already texted them I haven’t texted, and please not call me with the same complaint again. So I just cut and paste it so it proves the person called twice. Just annoying.

I’ve been told by Verizon AMD other to change my number and identify its entirety. Thars scary.

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My art of the last ten years I’ve never sold or hung being severely disabled, being knocked off by #Todd Bonita & his galleries alongside #Gretchen Desautels who will also be sued for due distress and damages, copyright fraud, selling my art and keeping full commission , fraudulently using my signature and these are facts. #Pleasant Shoppe . If my art is there it should NOT BE V

STEALING my work of years and betraying my trust for hears as an attorney are the only two federal crimes of dozens committed against me that I am choosing to pursue unless anyone else would like to try and intervene and be added to the list. I understand the complications of my suit against SUSAN, but her directly AIDING THE PARTY THAT WRONGED ME TOGETHER with lack of reporting and neglect and failure to adhere to the gee legal obligations as duties…is TOO HEAVY FOR ANY WRONGED CLIENT WHOSE PAID A MAJOR PRICE.

Among several other things I was most recently SET UP FOR AN EXPRESS qay TO FEDERAL PRISON BASED ON AN ORDER LATER RULED FRAUDULENT AS IT WAS BASED OFF AN ATTORNEY SJE WAS vet well aware hr only was not true vt literally ruled false by a judge… so they could feed off am alleged bad seed theory; in district would have of ‘me’ could have landed me in federal without being heard or anyone hearing or seeing the evidence of her perjury ; they HER, even knowing it was not a second charge. And prosecution knows, okcs you are in jail its no longer sit-in the government governments duties. In other words the only word in there that goes is not the law? But the warden. And do you think they would set me up for a warden understanding of my situation or convinced I was planning what they shape fed originally. As he could not believe I rid what he would know by law I sis nor but could tell hik self to rationalize me presence and his pubijtovdkeaurea upon it had they not intervened I would have done whatever they had thought that was. I am still not sure exactly what to this day/ Anyways…

The more reverse image searches I do of my older work, the sicker I feel, as BONITAS has officially committed copyright fraud as has Desautels. It’s something that will see the light of a courtroom, and with an SD CARD UNLOCKED in an inactive iPhone? And the hundreds of shots of the same shot that is a good one I’ve ever used? It won’t be hard to prove the art is mine
I got sloppy or lazy and stopped being so diligent about watermarking
That along with the fact it’s TEN YEARS OF MY WORK IVE NEVER GOTTEN OUT DUE, TO MY DISABILITIES, it’s pretty devastating and will be amended and settled.

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There are three accounts. Only one is correct. Also as I’ve tried to inform the PD, I’ve received several messages and texts stating that my number is being used on a new iPhone. Then actual strangers calling angry because they infer I’ve texted them given it’s coming from my number , allegedly. And apparently whomever has hacked my accounts and phone now, has not had pleasant things to say to these strangers who calls whose number I don’t know and there is no record of my having texted on my phone which if I had there definitely would be. I need to report this ASAP before it is assumed I’ve said what I never did.

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The Matter at HAND

Free speech

Yes what was said concerned legal

IN this matter Susan attempts to use a past charge she knows was ruled false by a federal judge in 2014 against me in this case which is misleading and fraudulent. She also lied to the board which when I evidenced they then blackmailed me given their alignment with the state incentives at this time & she Will lie to you in order to show me as she well knows I am not/

There’s no way she can explain her conduct in a sense that seems legal s as it was not/ 

SHE WANTED THIS ORDER TO ENSURE MY Onmg time to give you an impression of myself is 30 minutes whereas most admit I’m well liked and other positive things she doesn’t want you to see, having painted the picture of a ‘bad seed’ by not calling me back in regards to one of the accidents except try one BEFORE THE ANNULMENT THAT would have taken it off the table: I NEVER HAD LEGAL ISSUES BEFORE. Never had a no a no trespass or ANYTHING OF SUCH A NATUE issued

For Susan Lowry to attempt to make me out as the opposite is the last and worst betrayal most especially after acknowledging it all happened and how brace I was to get through it. Of course I can’t find the email for it now..:

She says I wanted to she the state for conspiracy and the damages associated? We far as I AM AWARE there is no evidence of that nor her stating on One OCCASION SHE MAY HE WILLING TO SUE FOR DAMAGES ONCW THE ANNULLMENT WAS COMPLETE

I HAVE A many emails FROM her, which given they contradict her words to everyone else, would make anyone suspicious. She was supposed to have my back but instead ENACTED the kind attorney to not act as one in far more ways than one

OF EMAILS IN WHICH indicates THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT SHE INDICATED TO OTHERS, such as the board

Such HERE FOR EXAMPLE IS EVIDENCE of ACKNOWLEDGING THE SERIOUSNESS OF BEING HACKED AND THAT SHE WELL KNEW IT WAS HAPPENING OR WOULDNT HAVE WRITTEN IT AS SHE DID

She would never just acknowledged it as opposed to questiom my competence or whether I was being ‘paranoid’….instead she has verified the truth

YET LIKE ALL OTHER PREVIOUS MISCONDUCT SHE SAID SOMETHING IN NOT RESPONSE UT NEVER REPORTED THE MAJOR ILLEGALTKES

INVESTIGATED AS A SOLIITED ATTEMPTED MURDER by estimate of the first question the agent asked me

HERE IS EVIDENCE I TOLD HER OF A MAJOR ACCIDENT AS YOU FAN HERE see, and her acknowledgment: GIVEN WHAT WAS RULED A FALSE INCARCERATION THE YEAR BEFORE, she had every reason to report it yet she didn’t. The YEAR AFTER THE ANNULMENT I WAS REAR ENEED SEVERAL TIMES WHICH WOUKD AND COULD HAVE REVERSED IT.

He said it we a miracle I survived. I know !

‘…:/..’

But then subsequently spoke with Susan and the state whom made me out as competent ivcometent 

THOUGH I HAVE PROOF HER SHE FAILED TO DISMISS A MOTION TO

ALSO she alleged she couldn’t amnill the debate u tol 2020 to my parents yet to me her is evidence she is stating we shoukd attempt to file the petition in 2017. And as far as I know there was No good reason we couldn’t file it first thing , espeiday given it was the plentiff himself who defended me that day, had gone to the jail and pled he never filed the charges, to my to he threatened on the seventh .

Playing the victim? Yet bet

Susan is playing the victim so as to not have to face consequences for all her illegalities and role in conspiring with the state as opposed to aiding me. As was her legal obligation. I found out six years in she had been betraying me the entire time.

In the email below she is Telling me how to plead to my compete detriment. Ok a case I WAS REAR ENDED THAT SAME YEAR I WAS REAR ENDED AGAIN FOUR TIMES.

Is she bluffing? I wish I didn’t have so much evidence of it

The evening prior the last trial I called the nh attorney general and that may have been the only reason the false charges were drilled. So they literally tried the exact same thing thee time again. i tried to tell Susan-of tgis if o my to have a record I was TRying to do what WAS RIFYT AND CONTACT HET Rather than try and handle it. Had I not called him I would have ended up losing my license after losing everything else. For her to KNOW THIS and still lie to me and everyone else instead of help me get JUSTICE. It made it so I wasn’t beleoce and nearly worse still was her acknowledgement j was likely part of o my 5% sho got through what I did, Dre and alive: she will never admit to this Now. And she knows when NOT When to keep record

Susan never explained anything to me. And I am federally disabled but certainly able, with a masters degree and a ton of life experience. As far as I am aware she conspired with the state & their defamation. Otherwise she would have filed the petition for my annulment the first year she was hired not the fifth given they were all charges. No convictions . They want to charge me.

I am a liability given what was done to me in 2011. 

Charges were dropped in effect of my calling the NH attorney general AMD explaining the situation thrn and how it had been pervasive repeated and ongoing misconduct and abuse with motive . And I learned Susan, my own attorney , had been apart of that, as opposed to reporting any of the illegalities that were happening to me.

Had she I would have been spared an infinite amount of damage distress pain & injury. She was HIRED IN 2014 for a record annulment. And didn’t accomplish this until she filed the petition five years into my case, her excuse always the same. She said the prosecution was to blame. But they were just charges. No evidence ever of any crimes. Because none were committed. 

It wasn’t until the last hearing that I realized she had tried to set me up. Several times. I can explain and describe exactly how if you’d like me to.

The delay of annulling my record was repeatedly emphasized in her emails after I was rear ended in Hampton then literally blackmailed by the civil attorney to admit to being there or be sued for a million. And though she could have achieved that in the six years prior to it she is going along with the states agenda as she had always been

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What a judge needs to know; they will do anything for an indictment

SL INTENDS TO USE what she is aware is a charge ruled false by a federal judge. Along with UNWARRENTED BASELESS other accusations over the years in att

A lot of work to get ready

The state needed something.. ANYTHING THEN I CALLED SUSAN. Someone Who was my attorney for seven years until a few months ago. And she gave them something to use abaiShe acts out of Retaliation or it was something and they used it. Baseless in legal arena so I’m guessing they PLAN TO INDICT ME BASED ON AN ALLEGED PATTERN OF BAD CHARACTER & behavior. After legit report to the attorneys association, given they work for tue state they subsequently attempted to blackmail me should go forward with the case.

It took me a few, but slowly it comes together, all the false NPs,completely baseless orders that never pan out, haggard eyes officers generally serving them, carrying out orders it is clear they’d prefer not to carry out… how recent this all is to DHMCand their recent call for me to have another MRI on an ailing liver be told it was cancelled. I would have otherwise left and never called, showing up and

Giving them reason to arrest me. Easily alleging they tried to warn me not to come, havi g the officers review the message left. But they wouldn’t need to. It

Dog would be al

D tol said and do

She never reported any of the major illegalities that occurred to me, a repeated and pervasive pattern of misconduct becuase she was complicit

Went on to collaborate for five more years as opposed to annull my record in one through a petition. My being disabled we had a legal obligation to point it out . She didn’t file it for five years blaming prosecutors each year for not pushing through a perfectly reasonable case.

Attempting to INDICT ME based on false information… charges she is well aware were literally ruled as false before four competent witnesses by a federal judge on 2014 prior to the attempt ahaon on my person in 2015. Just a more drastic form *•. This can be evidenced as can the fact the state falsified the report. They were involved.

I’m a liability given the human rights violations committed upon my person in 2011 in Rockingham country, Newmarket, Hampton, Stratham, Exeter & Portsmouth, NH. I’ve moved several times in effect of the pervasive and ongoing harrassment on the state and feds end.

Also important is the fact these allegations that she are BASELESS; no actions which constitute this crime were taken; baseless like all the attempts to defame my character; just words to ensure seem as the problem. The one of bas character. 

The cops tell me just two weeks; no social media; why would that be when all I’ve written is true. So she can defame me in the a sense OF IT? That is the opposite of just. Shame on you Susan.

No social media so the EXIGENT CIRCUMSTANCES CANT BE KNOWN. As dojt jusges check social media prior to issuing something that would be on the case not only reckless but due to my medical conditions and lack of medical care of medications there must heart wouldn’t last more than three days. The epilepsy would have it. Along withthe major withdrawals from needed seizure and heart meds/ not only do they know this , they are counting on it. The measure the government takes when they want you silekt are insidious .

And am I obscene

By layman’s mind , yea

With my f*** this and that 

HOWEVER

Not legally 

As by law it’s defined by fraudulence and dishonesty. 

Susie Q KNOWS that last charge was false, and will try and use this against me, as FACT, RULED AS SUCH BY A FEDERAL JUDGE IN FRONT OF THREE WITNESSES

She alleged to me the exact opposite I’m emails as she did to the board AJD when I proved I was able to science this through her emails? I was subsequently blackmailed • literally

Told if I chose to follow through with this case? All my info, including my SS number etc would be exposed.

Just ridiculous stuff

But definitely

Ed across state likes as local PD refused to become involved

Obvious collaborations make them as guilty of the crimes as those who initially committed or are committing them.

And the repeated lying on the end of them and Susan and well everyone that is saying differently than I? Have some weong & need to cover it

It’s that simple 

Delay or Neglect

Perhaps the most common kinds of complaints against lawyers involve delay or neglect. This doesn’t mean that occasionally you’ve had to wait for a phone call to be returned. It means there has been a pattern of the lawyer’s failing to respond or to take action over a period of months. In some instances, this may result in your losing a case or losing the right to bring a case where there are time limits involved.

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This is part One; all others HACKED. I mean that.

I do not doubt that this book and the truth of it will far exceed any reader’s previous expectations of what they believe they may learn, especially from truths as unbelievable as they were. What the reader mainly has to benefit from or instead perhaps learn from reading this book is knowledge of the actuality . Not what the government wants you to see, propaganda it’s first weapon of choice. Then comes technology. Then the pharmaceutical industry stigmatizing people whom before they DSM came out a few decades ago there was no name for certain oddities, though now we do And ensure we have a medication for every disorder we have name that.

Is this country better since we have increased medicated and incarcerating it’s people? I’m going to have to say no, not in the least. In fact set in a never ending cycle of narcissism and egoism we will not forever repeat the past, the g
Hate Of those not like us, the wars. Just because we dress it all up differently doesn’t it is different at its core.

Cause really is it more than a mere word now? Do we mean it when we say it? Are we better people or just better liars

This is a firsthand account of an experience with the underbelly of the government and the insidious lengths they will go to cover up their crimes and liability; even at the cost of completely silencing whom they know is innocent. that’s nothing new, ever since the war on drugs deliberately withholding evidence they knew would exonerate an African-American on death row if you ask me that’s premeditated murder not to mention 2/3 of crack cocaine users or Caucasians yet every single person incarcerated for crack cocaine was African-American can somebody please explain that to me,?, you can’t but those numbers say it all.. The number said all this was not a war on drugs this was a war on blacks. And so it is again

History repeats until we beat the cycle of egoism which we won’t until we are aware we exist within it

THIS is a journey of discovery. You will learn things that you will not discover elsewhere, and likely the material will make you feel uncomfortable. This is because you will be forced to change your conditioned thinking
My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation, what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. But hadn’t they know that. Because if she were credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are humans engaged in our desires AJD wants more than what is right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility, yet after the period in which you delude yourself, don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do. Does she?

While the establishments that govern our country are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer over any innocent civilian. No matter if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost a clear their freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone.

I’ve begun this story over a thousand times, whether it attempts to document
what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out any ability for productive thought or non reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever. All I had was my voice. My attorney never ecen spoke up for me

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which come in part to shape our life, or is it instead what we make of them. How we interpret what happens to us.Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self love, we learn to interpret others deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in the face of open . If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps
It is All? The will of God

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven year span, one week, month, year at a time. Do i start in the middle and then go back in order to explain the hows and whys. So many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force again without my permission.
So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations, permanent injuries, an attempt on my life and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in effect of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human rights violations and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer i not stand b enforce a judge. I won’t be able to do this sequentially as I know I’ll roll around, things will bring up the other thing that need be mentioned. Then I’d hop up to that last thing mentioned and forget the original * . Given I spelled out the issue, I suppose I could write this sequences but I want it to sound like me. So it will be whay it will be. The best format I could think of was an interview format in which I ask every possible question a true skeptic who doesn’t believe the actuality . A mock interview in which the interviewer is asking every question that any amazingly adept prosecutor would ask, and be able to answer, with evidence , likely. So that is another way i wrote it up.
But till then many times I’ve cut and paste and the results is less of the same bit more of what is NOT

This isnt a story about my life, it is a story of survival, the Police, both local and state the very ones who had engaged in the very rights violations and other illegalities that then, in my innocence, made me a liability.
If I detailed every bit fr beginning to end it would sound nothing short of mechanical becuase I’ve been asked or told to tell it too many times . Or felt I’ve had to, to survive. Not to be believed so I have to tell it again: and again. It’s traumatizing now to tell a story of surviving a war no one believes you fought. A so mission you return from severely injured to be told by that same government you are not. And that you were not even there. Returning from these repeated nightmarish experiences embedded my system into fight or flight.
And I have little protection….

Government corruption has been long throughout the ages. It didn’t just stop

Americans struggle to see reality clearly, even if it happening before their eyes they may go on to choose to deny it, in a time propaganda and delusions have overtaken the people’s minds. I write this book to give those who read it a shot if reality not based on evidence but direct experience alongside having to dig deep to comprehend the events that were occurring and why. Law wasn’t what I studied but I can assure you after these fourteen years I know it better than most. No questions
There is more than ample scientific evidence that shows jow constant use of technology changes the brain, how technology has ‘enabled’ us to isolate more yet still have the illusion they are in ‘touch’ by means of hundreds of Apps which allow contact without the effort.

I am by nature a skeptic. I have Always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another while invariably talking into lassitude.!easy to do when every one else
premise of this book is less so autobiographical as it is an exploration into the actuality of the American governmental system, the ‘war on drugs’, then subsequently and as ‘serious’ the war on terror. Given it was only in effect of all I survived and learned in hindsight through my attorney the attorney general DOJ & other sources, most notably the four boxes of original documents obtained directly after any insult, before they would, as they in fact were, redacted, deleted or otherwise falsified.
The inciting incident was a warrantless search and seizure , or perhaps it truly began with mu voracious curiosity, my only offense.

Any doubt I had had been in greater being evaporated the more I experienced grace that was otherworldly and beyond my own doing. I live now today with the utter conviction that I will not go before my time. Because my time had been up far more times than I am meant to be here and he Alive

But this isn’t about what if these events are not only out of our control, but we are able to live no other choices of my own volition. My choice to work, be credible, not disabled, repeatedly harassed by the same entities meant to protect me, those who had Already injured me severely ? I’ve never been one to play victim; but when you can honestly find no fault in your own intention and conduct except for curiosity and the desire to explore it l, it is difficult to not run on resentment, permanently injuries a constant reminder to the truth of what was done to you
truth is truth
And if I could change it , I would
If I could instead assume all responsibility as oppose to simmer in an anger I’ve jeher asked for or yet in life experienced? You’d Prefer it.
Infinitely
et me start a little closer to the beginning. For the time being at least .

I never was an angry person. Let things roll right off me.
I became angry. An animal caged too long, poked and prodded for years repeated b tenfold.

They say to look and see where you are responsible. I am responsible for continuing to believe a truth that had I not spoken abojt could have landed me in a hell I could not have escaped or could have allowed this to slowly unfurl in other ways they had planned. What seemed better to me. What would I do differently. Nothing. Each move I made was out of defense in effect of on of their actions, whether a third time that week again pull over, to a full on false arrrst without telling me the charges. None .to be later declared a false incarceration and the changes that day dropped. Yet slapped back on my record three weeks later for five years . My public defender ran from any possibility of fulfilling her role and literally ran from my fiancé asking her help than failed to answer any questions regarding why a change she witnessed he deemed false was still there? To take all employment opportunities etc away from me. And this was after five years of their having tried everything. Well then again the next year I’d learn everything includes murder. Didn’t matter that I was so agoraphobic I never left my home due to the harrassment on their end. They ended up arrested me In it despite the pleas from the local police that that was my home

I moved back here with A Masters in Counseling from Kent State, I was prepared to begin an Internship with a local therapist who was already situated in the area. We had planned to implement a drug and alcohol counseling wing to the Seacoast Mental Health Center, a local counseling center. Three months before we were going to begin, i was in a major car accident following an amendment violating search and seizure. But first things first.

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I stayed on in OH TO take a few extra classes prior to moving back and also entered the pd academy for fun. Honestly. It was. Very easy. I figured, why not.
All for a reason. There is a God.
When the indiscriminate illegal things began occurring, I learned ten times more law then i knew from the police academy thirteen years prior. And they as well. Fellow officers , to realize exactly what they were up to.

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what i have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in effect of rampart defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, us that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as oppose to redeem the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed in order to ensure they are safeguarded,
While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has ade a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. And does except most don’t talk about it. I made the mistake of saying yes to being on an international six series broadcast, and decided it was time for the truth to be told. Had I known the consequences that year ago I would have said no. I had no idea how threatened they would be at my telling the truth despite the fact all they had done tI and about me was lie. Repeatedly… I’m asked on the show tell it once and the DEA.l went to my DHMC Manchester medical providers and lied knowing I have severe conditions and al due for four surgeries. They were waylaid due to the fact my heart is weak and they worry about it and the effects of anesthesia.

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…
A book concerning these truths has not yet been written about though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such … my last attempt to make what happened to meet Public was met with my providers being told falsities so I was cut off of all help when I need it for surgery
I hesitate to reveal such Headey information early on given its gravity but the fact of the matter is I can ever since all of this and I will in the back of the book which will end up being hundreds of pages give and I wrote these first 200 in the last four days

I have either stated or written about what has happened to me to keep myself safe or otherwise document it so many times I cannot tell you if I were to put all of it together it would be tens of thousands of pages and that is not a not an overestimation

This isn’t a story about my life, it is a story of survival, the Police, both local and state, the very ones who had engaged in the very rights violations and other illegalities that then, in my innocence, made me a liability.
If I detailed every bit fr beginning to end it would sound nothing short of mechanical because I’ve been asked or told to tell it too many times . Or felt I’ve had to, to survive. Not to be believed so I have to tell it again: and again. It’s traumatizing now to tell a story of surviving a war no one believes you fought. A mission you return from severely injured to be told by that same government you are not. And that you were not even there. Returning from these repeated nightmarish experiences embedded my system into fight or flight.
And I have little protection….
I am by nature a skeptic. I have Always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another while invariably talking into lassitude.!easy to do when everyone else
premise of this book is less so autobiographical as it is an exploration into the actuality of the American governmental system, the ‘war on drugs’, then subsequently and as ‘serious’ the war on terror. Given it was only in effect, I survived and learned in hindsight through my attorney, the attorney general, the DOJ & other sources, most notably the four boxes of original documents obtained directly after any insult, before they would, as they in fact were, redacted, deleted or otherwise falsified.
The inciting incident was a warrantless search and seizure, or perhaps it truly began with my voracious curiosity, my only offense.

I’ll admit
I’m well adept at pointing out the very truths that make most uncomfortable. I wasnot know how
else to be. . I’ve written an immense amount of material mainly on what I’ve gone through these
last thirteen years. Though I wore quite abut before that as well, mainly about enlightenment and
how other cultures were able to gain it. That is where the filling point of the investigation began I
believe. The informant using my interests against me. A borderline pathology who daddy
happened to be the ex chief of PD. But the stalling has to shop; she had to leave and the least
thing she said is
I’m going to tell my daddy on you
I wasn’t concerned.
I knew I hadn’t dont qmuthing wrong nor planned to.’
I was wrong in my assumptions that unless they had a warrent or evidence or some form of proof
they couldn’t act. But they decided to. Stomped on my fourth and fourteenth and not once but for
fourteen days I was held against my will, a third transfer ordered . And where I would be taken
from a staye hospital it was clear I did not belong. I could tell you Amd you wouldn’t believe it.
So fine then; tell me where that third transfer would have taken me… tell me
I grew up as a tomboy, still am in many ways, with a woman for seven years and married to a man for ten. A narcissist just like dad. Soft soul at least he had. The latter. Not the sociopath a judge ordered an order again. DD as his friends eloquently called him. The surfer crew from Hampton. For three years we lived above the bagel shop right along the ocean strip, waking up every morning to the smell of surf suntan lotion breast bagels, coffee and given the situation harrassment a bail bondsman who knew me sat downstairs to protect me from when it was realky bad. 5am-12pm for two weeks straight. He likely saved my life . And must have heard what their plans had been the last time they had tried to arrest me when I had called them. When I tell them I posted what had been occurring then and previous they suddenly rake me back out the back door they had brought me in. No finger printing or any of what they generally would do/ neither the next year when I was falsely arrested and incarcerated. I was never officiated into the system and they planned that I disappear. My attorney even admitted this is what does happen. I’ll be sure to put the relevant emails in the back for fact of evidence .

Today having had the carpet pulled on the chance at work family , my health down the tubes due to severe battery. I am now severely disabled now due to misconduct on the end of those I can not prosecute. I do plan to worn again AMD if I regain my health have a child via in vitro.
Today, I am a professional in research & Development , a signature away from an official private investigators license , am a freelance content, profressional, blog, and non fiction
writer.She has been working closely with B2B and B2C businesses offering content that gains
great search engine visibility and reader attention…. Average 300k a month all together

This book will invariably surprise any reader that has not directly been through this experience
or does not work for the state, the feds or within a state or federal complex. What is ironic is I
have always hated politics to the extent that I never even picked up a newspaper or read an
article but I have learned that the less you read of the propaganda the farther away you are as
to what is actually going on . when the come to realize it is all true, The evidence in the back

disallowing any other conclusion they will most certainly be grateful for the rest them about the
actuality of our system
. If you are looking for a book where the protagonist overcomes what she should not
have have but did too after a decade find a reason to be to share it for all those whose
voice was taken and mine certainly should have been as well it is almost as though I do
not have a choice but to tell the story. And it is mine to tell. I cannot say I am not proud of
that
And when she did try to tell about the illegalities about her because she was
threatened…? ALWAYS A CONSEQUENCE. but it has been ten years . She spoke out.
The consequences were quick in coming. But at least unlike before She now has some
form of protection… people who know what is happening and did to the extent I was told
to move to a different state and not tell anyone where I am. Please let me tell you how I
got here. Let me tell you how she (I) got here And I promise you won’t be disappointed . It
is a story of one who is now living controlled by outside constructions and
circumstances she didn’t choose or want. It’s made her realize how many people feel this
way from the moment they come unto this earth
And what Of all those African Americans the prosecution deliberately withheld evidence
which would have exonerated them
I think that’s called premeditated murder. This book examines the ways in which the government systematically attempts to ensure the silence and keep the silence of those they have violated lest stories of their direct assaults be exposed as their criminality and fraudulaiance.

I’ve never been one to play victim; but when you can honestly find no fault in your own intention
and conduct except for curiosity and the desire to explore it l, it is difficult to not run on
resentment, permanently injuries a constant reminder to the truth of what was done to you
truth is truth
And if I could change it , I would
If I could instead assume all responsibility as opposed to simmer in an anger I’ve jeher asked for
or yet in life experienced? You’d Prefer it.
Infinitely
let me start a little closer to the beginning. For the time being at least .
I never was an angry person. Let things roll right off me.
I became angry. An animal caged too long, poked and prodded for years by those whom I’d
been conditioned to. Always I ended up more damaged
See
I Moved here with A Masters in Counseling from KentState, I was prepared to being an
Internship with a local therapist who was already situated in the area and interested in working
with me. We had planned to implement a drug and alcohol counseling wing to the Seacoast
Mental Health Center, a local counseling center. THree months before we were going to begin,
i was in a major car accident. But first things first.

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a
united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to
protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has ade a grievous mistake and if it will cost an
innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. In my
instance I was indicted on murder, or grand theft ardently, but on Disticution of Research
Cheimcals, which, in 2011, following the World Trade Center Bombings ten years prior, was
deemed not only a federal offense but a threat on. Domestic welfare, thereby labeling me a
domestic terrorist.
I will indulge the details of exactly why they not only suspected this, but had nothing else To
suspect. But the irony lies in the fact, that was the point. I had created a profile…..

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven year span, one
week, month, year at a time. Do i start in the middle and then go back in order to explain the
hows and whys. So many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force
again without my permission.
So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations,
permanent injuries, an attempt on my life and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in effect
of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human
rights violations and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer i not
stand b enforce a judge. The last Tim this occurred, three officers were suspended and two
were put on leave. They are aware, I have what i need even to show they were complicit in the
2015 attempt on my life, that the state falsified the report and that more than easily proven,

would enforce, they then explain why. This would ensure many, too many, officials would be
facing federal charges, such as solicitation to murder, and well, they will do anything to avoid
this. And they did. But perhaps i was just a better strategist than the entire state and local
officers over the span of five years, or perhaps, i was meant to slide out this other side and be j
voice for those who were silenced for the same reasons they attempted to silence me. To avoid
dire consequences of their intensely illegal actions.
So what is my story
Where does it start
Where does it end
I don’t think it has ended
In the interview type form I share what happened. Also there are podcasts, for example to be on
the KC Armstrong show for a six episode series. I should have known better. After the firsr they
began going to my medical providers former to that attempting to get NO trespass orders or
ANYTHING POSSIBLE even against the well wishes of the establishment. This was toMy ex fiance went to the jail every day and pled that he never filed any domestic abuse charges on me, that I was arrested in my own home for stalking and the order he filled out was in regards to the neighbors down below. Not to mention I owned the residence I was arrested in and in which we cohabited. It is difficlt to ‘Stalk’ someone who wont let you go, is obsessive in that regards, and whom you LIVE with. How is that possible. Despite his pleas, they had finally goltten me where they needed me and as soon as I was transferred to federal tney all well knew the DOJ no longer would be involved, it would likely just be a sadistic warden. And given the insidious lengths that he had already witnessed she was spared only in accordance with some divine intervention and his will several times as well. Had it not been for my ability to surrender completely in the fact of severe amger amd amtagonism together with the will of his and my own to make right what had been so wrong. Amd all of it had been. I was after the ‘accident’, one year later afforded disablity without any application.

The answers you seek about the actual ality of the governing forces are all here I say that with full competence knowing had I not had that experienced what I did I would not apprehend the degree of insidiousness. Or lengths the federal government will go to to cover their miconduct.

Of course half of you all already are consideribg that what I write is simply too fantastical to be trye and then there are those of you who KNOW , what I say is as true as saying the sky is blye. Those who work for the state, or the federal government, attornies, those who had several times been up close and personal with state miscondict and the reason for it. Despite the fact the officers can legally lie, and despite the fact the have the least educatiom, there is not a one of them within our prison system. NOT ONE OFFICER IS WITHIN OUR PRISONS> they are immune from any type of prosecution. And many do commit offenses. NO one will tell me they do notr. Most especiallly with what I went through

You can choose to believe what I write. Look at the evidence I provide, click on the links I will ensure is on any online platform….

This hasn’t ended and it never will. I will always be considered a liability to the federal government in so much that I hold immense amount of evidence of their ongoing maleficeance, falsifications, false incarcerations, an attempt to take my voice for good.

I never wanted to tell this story, yet when I attempt to tell another, or right of something else, always I come back to what has occurred within the last 14 years of my life. His story is true as you will invariably doubt it. He had by the end of the book, I guarantee you will your skepticism will yield into belief. If this isn’t true for you I will amend this personally. Asking your doubt and providing specific evidence is needed. Years of obtaining every document related so the pervasive misconduct attempt on my life false incarcerations attempts on my freedom and to take away my voice. I have no doubt this will all sound as conspiratorial as it is true, but I cant way abpit let that stop me from telling the truth.
A perspective no longer is merely a perspective when it is backed repeatedly by evidence logic and fact. Then it becomes. Even in the eyes of the law, TRUTH. The evidence I will provide at the back of the book may be what ends up fully persuading you.

Conspiracy by definition means two or more people collaborating to achieve a certain objective in other words conspiracy so often used as a criminal term is actually a common way that people achieve things and do things productively together. We the people repeat our histories American struggle for transparency in a time of technology and systematic warfare. Ever more and increasingly we are becoming programmed to the extent we can no longer connect on a human level. I thought the science biology this would be very well known to scientists and we have to ask ourselves this is deliberate.
I speak of this because there are many things that are going on

This is a journey of discovery that will lead you into the underbelly of the government. You will learn things that you will not learn elsewhere and likely of the material will make you feel uncomfortable. This is because you will be forced to change your conditioned thinking
My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. But hadn’t they know that. Because if she was credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are human engaged in our desires AJD wants more than what is right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility. Yet after the period in which you delude yourself; don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do. Does she?

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what i have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in effect of rampart defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, us that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as opposed to redeeming the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed to ensure they are safeguarded,
While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has ade a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone.

Ive begun this story over a thousand times, whether in attempts to document
what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out any ability for productive thought or non reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.

There is the argument why repeatedly write or what has discredited yoiZ because I’ve had to

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which come in part to shape our life, or is it instead what we make of them. How we interpret what happens to us.Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self love, we learn to interpret others deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in the face of open . If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps
It is All? The will of God

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven year span, one week, month, year at a time. Do i start in the middle and then go back in order to explain the hows and whys. So many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force again without my permission.
So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations, permanent injuries, an attempt on my life and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in effect of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human rights violations and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer i not stand b enforce a judge. I won’t be able to do this sequentially as I know I’ll roll around, things will bring up the other thing that need be mentioned. Then I’d hop up to that last thing mentioned and forget the original * . Given I spelled out the issue, I suppose I could write this sequences but I want it to sound like me. So it will be whay it will be. The best format I could think of was an interview format in which I ask ebery possoble question a true skeptic who doesn’t believe the actuality . Below that is another way i wrote it up.

The international podcast I had great hesitation to be on, but who had called and asked me to do the show was named after the second episode and told to shut me down, or they would be. Why? They did not want the information I was sharing exposed. I knew this
but not the lengths they would again go to ensure my silence. If the American public were aware
of the techniques meant to disarm, disables, cripple, incriminate, defame, they would be as
horrified as I felt subjected to it,
PBN initially didn’t honor the request. They had asked me to do the Show then requested not to
expose the defamation while acting it out. The past, forever haunting me, is a part of
my story no matter how much I attempt to escape t. Once you are a liability because they acted
upon you as they did upon me in 2011, the horror does not end until you do. And so long as I I
amended, not I will speak. It is my obligation/ God’s grace. Or hate. I haven’t been able to
distinguish at times,. …but this isn’t what the story is about, It’s About a truth that brings out the
reality of the underbelly of the American government and the horrors that rest within it.

So MANY TIMES I HAVE TRIED TO TELL…

Ive begun this story over a thousand times, whether in attempts to document
what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out
any ability for productive thought or non reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a
whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.
But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which
come in part to shape our life, or is it instead what we make of them. How we interpret what
happens to us.Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self love, we learn to
interpret others deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in
the face of open . If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense
that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And
genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps
It is All? The will of God

Many are unaware that 1983 laws bring the potent defense of immunity to officers if it can be shown that they acted as another reasonable officer would. The second act against me was an attempt to get me on a false felony drug charge
Such a wrong gift would grant them immunity from the rights violations three weeks former in a warrantless federal investigation into what was a suspected form of terrorism.
And allow them to arrest or intend for a crime never thought of or planned to commit.
I understand why they suspected what they did but acting on information alone, even if it’s the ex-chief of police’s daughter, is not a Good idea.’ but they haven’t and won’t simply admit that. .’

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What A JUDGE SHOULD SEE ; the truth . I realize the state would prefer to shut me up already having told me No ‘social media’. Can they do that? That is very unsafe. They put me and my safety in danger. I’ll not speak of certain people but my life in general I most certainly will. Law is neither fair nor just. She has committed too many felines against me to play victim now

…when my NOW PAST attorney of six years told me MAKING WHAT WAS HAPPENING TO ME PUBLIC was likely the only means that kept me safe, free and Alive unlike the other 95%…. When I’m not threatened by an order in which I hadn’t even gone to or seen or spoken with the person more than a permissible amount given the exigent circumstances…

I’ll no longer feel the need to state what the actuality of what is happening when my attorney doesn’t betray me as she did, when my phone is no longer repeatedly hacked and my accounts aren’t either. That is what keeps me from barking on this stuff, … you…’men’ who came to my home

But THE TRUTH NOT CORRUPT LINKS WILL BE POSTED AND SCHEDULED TO POST DAILY FROM 6/15 out. From multiple accounts. Many unknown about. Freedom of speech, especially when it involves what is occurring to ME. No one can shut me down for stating my reality. Doesn’t everyone do that daily? Why are the rules different for me? Especially when not to say anything could mean my life , freedom. No more. … on here .. this site…when I go through the links I realize the extent to which the document has been hacked making me appear completely illegitimate , incompetent, borderline, not credible. All they would need me to appear in CASE A JUDGE HAPPENS RI LOOK ME UP. She won’t see the MASTERS DEGREE, the fact I went through the police academy * won’t have it. Perhaps I can’t speak of certain things and people at this time but I can certainly say I do NOT APPRECIATE MY GMAIL AND ALL DOCS ETC ASSOCIATED HACKED TEN MILLION TIMES. That’s why the posts ARE NOW IF POSSIBLE written out instead. So SUCH hacking is avoided

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My research so far on evolution of ego & consciousness

My research thus far on evolution of consciousness

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The international podcast I had great hesitation to be on, but who had called and asked me to do the show was named after the second episode and told to shut me down, or they would be. Why? They did not want the information I was sharing exposed. I knew this

I’ll throw some fun photos j took in there in my neighborhood of Ogunquit, maine

but not the lengths they would again go to ensure my silence. If the American public were aware

of the techniques meant to disarm, disable, cripple, incriminate, and defame, they would be as

horrified as I felt subjected to it,

PBN initially didn’t honor the request. They had asked me to do the Show and then requested not to

expose the defamation while acting it out. The past, forever haunting me, is a part of

my story no matter how much I attempt to escape t. Once you are a liability because they actedupon you as they did upon me in 2011, the horror does not end until you do. And so long as I

amended, not I will speak. It is my obligation/to God’s grace. Or hate. I haven’t been able to

distinguish at times, …but this isn’t what the story is about; it’s About a truth that brings out the

reality of the underbelly of the American government and the horrors within it.

So MANY TIMES I HAVE TRIED TO TELL me…

I’ve begun this story over a thousand times, whether it attempts to documentwhat happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding outany ability for productive thought or non-reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a

whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which

comes in part to shape our lives, or is it instead what we make of them. How do we interpret what

happens to us? Others reactions. How we are conditioned. How self-love is taught, or nor, we learn to interpret others’ deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in the face of open. If we know to self-loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sensethat it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And

genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or maybe

It is All? The will of God

Many are unaware that 1983 laws bring the potent defense of immunity to officers if it shows that they acted as another reasonable officer would. The second act against me was an attempt to get me on a false felony drug charge

Such a wrong gift would grant them immunity from the rights violations three weeks former in a warrantless federal investigation into what was a suspected form of terrorism.

And allow them to arrest or intend for a crime never thought of or planned to commit.

I understand why they suspected what they did but acting on information alone, even if it’s the ex-chief of police’s daughter, is not a Good idea.’ but they haven’t and won’t simply admit that. .’

This truth I dare share is truly a journey of discovering what I never expected to find nor was ever seeking. Likely what will make you feel uncomfortable? What you will want to deny. I wasn’t and am still not allowed such luxury despite being the one injured and traumatized, disbelieved and former to it all happening, never having made a complaint, asked for help, or my word doubted. Perhaps then, because my truth wasn’t less believable than any fallacy, I could concoct, and yet still blaming the victim is what makes the world feel safe for all those ‘spectators’ out there in the world. My father from a land where to stand out meant certain death. Perhaps that’s why instead of seeking justice and being transparent regarding the actuality of the misconduct, he outright lied. Like my mother, sentenced to therapy as opposed to q felony. The judge said she was lucky. he just somehow wanted to hide me.

This book is FOR

I AM THE ONE TO WRITE IT BECAUSE it is solely due to the direct experience I had together with rampant research in the effect of it that you will Herein learn things that you will not discover elsewhere.

Exceptionally will be willing to write about what I will lay bare, my reasons applying in the fact I have already publicly exposed the truth on the advisement of the products have nothing to lose as I’ve already made it public for years then explicitly after being asked to him on an international podcast

And as in the other times, the consequences of so doing after made beyond apparent…but I’m getting ahead of myself. This discomfort you may feel as you reveal the reality behind certain veils is because you are forced to change your conditioned thinking

My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation, what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. Br of the Howard Stern show, until they were told to shut it down. They did. But hadn’t they know that? Because if she were credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are human, engaged in our desires, AND want more than right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility, yet after the period in which you delude yourself; don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do.

Why READ this Book?

I do not doubt that this book and the truth of it will far exceed any reader’s previous expectations of what they believe they may learn, especially from truths as unbelievable as they happened. What mainly does the reader have to benefit from or instead learn from reading this book is a firsthand account of the experience with the underbelly of the government and the links they will go to cover up their crimes and liability even at the cost of completely silencing whom they know is innocent but that’s nothing new.

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…

A book concerning these truths has not yet been written though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such …r

I have either stated or written about what has happened to me to keep myself safe or otherwise document it so many times I cannot tell you if I were to put all of it together it would be tens of thousands of pages and that is not a not an overestimation

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…

A book concerning these truths has not yet been written though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such … my last attempt to make what happened to meet the Public was met with my providers being told falsities so I was cut off of all help when I need it most. I would love to post a list outlined by DHMC Of the disabilities but will save it for the appendix.

I hesitate to reveal such Headey information early on given its gravity but the fact of the matter is I can ever since all of this and I will in the back of the book which will evidence the major events or smaller ones as factually outlined.

PERSPECTIVE VERSUS TRUTH

A perspective is just that until it is back pervasive by evidence and logic, then even in the eyes of the law, it IS TRUTH.

A book that sells fills a gap in the market. This one does. It fills the American public in on what happens to those falsely judged in this country and the systematic way their lives are destroyed. Their person indefinitely. Defamed. Not only is the topic interesting and riveting This is A book that has a huge market at this time, given its political relevance; how it directly proves government liability and how no accountability is taken, it will be a needed shock to the American system, a true wake up call.

Perhaps we can say it is not within our government exclusively but throughout them and their constituents, the highly wealthy, the relevancy of this story politically, woven in where there once was an actual system to protect the American Citizens. Four years ago I developed an App that was subsequently patented entitled Safety for Citizens. It was developed by me for those who had been and are in the position I was and still am prone to be given I am a liability in the effect of their offense against me.

It would have allowed And will not, someone who is in the position I was in to contact one from internal investigations without alerting the very authorities which are anything from harassing to attempting to full out silencing a particular individual, namely a liability. And one becomes as such when they have been acted upon illegally by governing forces. A member of the team THEN uses the unique ID NUMBER TO ensure that citizens’ safety and an investigation BEFORE A DEPARTMENT CAN BE INFORMED. What I went through made me need to think I’m such measures

Why do I TELL!? After already being made public I have NOTHING TO LOSE

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what I have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in the effect of rampant defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, is that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as opposed to redeeming the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. In my instance, I was indicted on murder, or grand theft ardently, but on Distribution of Research Chemicals, which, in 2011, following the World Trade Center Bombings ten years prior, was deemed not only a federal offense but a threat. Domestic welfare, thereby labeling me a domestic terrorist.

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The international podcast I had great hesitation to be on, but who had called and asked me to do the show was named after the second episode and told to shut me down, or they would be. Why? They did not want the information I was sharing exposed. I knew this

but not the lengths they would again go to ensure my silence. If the American public were aware

of the techniques meant to disarm, disable, cripple, incriminate, and defame, they would be as

horrified as I felt subjected to it,

PBN initially didn’t honor the request. They had asked me to do the Show and then requested not to

expose the defamation while acting it out. The past, forever haunting me, is a part of

my story no matter how much I attempt to escape t. Once you are a liability because they acted

upon you as they did upon me in 2011, the horror does not end until you do. And so long as I

amended, not I will speak. It is my obligation/to God’s grace. Or hate. I haven’t been able to

distinguish at times, …but this isn’t what the story is about; it’s About a truth that brings out the

reality of the underbelly of the American government and the horrors within it.

So MANY TIMES I HAVE TRIED TO TELL me…

I’ve begun this story over a thousand times, whether it attempts to document

what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out

any ability for productive thought or non-reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a

whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which

comes in part to shape our lives, or is it instead what we make of them. How do we interpret what

happens to us? Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self-love, we learn to

interpret others’ deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in

the face of open. If we know to self-loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense

that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And

genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or maybe

It is All? The will of God

Many are unaware that 1983 laws bring the potent defense of immunity to officers if it can be shown that they acted as another reasonable officer would. The second act against me was an attempt to get me on a false felony drug charge

Such a wrong gift would grant them immunity from the rights violations three weeks former in a warrantless federal investigation into what was a suspected form of terrorism.

And allow them to arrest or intend for a crime never thought of or planned to commit.

I understand why they suspected what they did but acting on information alone, even if it’s the ex-chief of police’s daughter, is not a Good idea.’ but they haven’t and won’t simply admit that. .’

This is truly a journey of discovering what I never expected to find nor was ever seeking. Likely what will make you feel uncomfortable? What you will want to deny. I wasn’t and am still not allowed such luxury despite being the one injured and traumatized, disbelieved and former to it all happening, never having made a complaint, asked for help, or my word doubted. Perhaps then, because my truth wasn’t less believable than any lie, I could concoct, and yet

This book is FOR

I AM THE ONE TO WRITE IT BECAUSE it is solely due to the direct experience I had together with rampant research in the effect of it that you will Herein learn things that you will not discover elsewhere.

Exceptionally will be willing to write about what I will lay bare, my reasons applying in the fact I have already publicly exposed the truth on the advisement of the products have nothing to lose as I’ve already made it public for years then explicitly after being asked to him on an international podcast

And as in the other times, the consequences of so doing after made beyond apparent…but I’m getting ahead of myself. This discomfort you may feel as you reveal the reality behind certain veils is because you are forced to change your conditioned thinking

My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation, what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. Br of the Howard Stern show, until they were told to shut it down. They did. But hadn’t they know that? Because if she were credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are human, engaged in our desires, AND want more than right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility, yet after the period in which you delude yourself; don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do.

Why READ this Book?

I do not doubt that this book and the truth of it will far exceed any reader’s previous expectations of what they believe they may learn, especially from truths as unbelievable as they happened. What mainly does the reader have to benefit from or instead learn from reading this book is a firsthand account of the experience with the underbelly of the government and the links they will go to cover up their crimes and liability even at the cost of completely silencing whom they know is innocent but that’s nothing new.

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…

A book concerning these truths has not yet been written though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such …r

I have either stated or written about what has happened to me to keep myself safe or otherwise document it so many times I cannot tell you if I were to put all of it together it would be tens of thousands of pages and that is not a not an overestimation

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…

A book concerning these truths has not yet been written though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such … my last attempt to make what happened to meet the Public was met with my providers being told falsities so I was cut off of all help when I need it most. I would love to post a list outlined by DHMC Of the disabilities but will save it for the appendix.

I hesitate to reveal such Headey information early on given its gravity but the fact of the matter is I can ever since all of this and I will in the back of the book which will evidence the major events or smaller ones as factually outlined.

PERSPECTIVE VERSUS TRUTH

A perspective is just that until it is back pervasive by evidence and logic, then even in the eyes of the law, it IS TRUTH.

A book that sells fills a gap in the market. This one does. It fills the American public in on what happens to those falsely judged in this country and the systematic way their lives are destroyed. Their person indefinitely. Defamed. Not only is the topic interesting and riveting This is A book that has a huge market at this time, given its political relevance; how it directly proves government liability and how no accountability is taken, it will be a needed shock to the American system, a true wake up call.

Perhaps we can say it is not within our government exclusively but throughout them and their constituents, the highly wealthy, the relevancy of this story politically, woven in where there once was an actual system to protect the American Citizens. Four years ago I developed an App that was subsequently patented entitled Safety for Citizens. It was developed by me for those who had been and are in the position I was and still am prone to be given I am a liability in the effect of their offense against me.

It would have allowed And will not, someone who is in the position I was in to contact one from internal investigations without alerting the very authorities which are anything from harassing to attempting to full out silencing a particular individual, namely a liability. And one becomes as such when they have been acted upon illegally by governing forces. A member of the team THEN uses the unique ID NUMBER TO ensure that citizens’ safety and an investigation BEFORE A DEPARTMENT CAN BE INFORMED. What I went through made me need to think I’m such measures

Why do I TELL!? After already being made public I have NOTHING TO LOSE

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what I have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in the effect of rampant defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, is that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as opposed to redeeming the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. In my instance, I was indicted on murder, or grand theft ardently, but on Distribution of Research Chemicals, which, in 2011, following the World Trade Center Bombings ten years prior, was deemed not only a federal offense but a threat. Domestic welfare, thereby labeling me a domestic terrorist.

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I do not doubt that this book and the truth of it will far exceed any reader’s previous expectations of what they believe they may learn, especially from truths as unbelievable as they happened. What mainly does the reader have to benefit from or instead learn from reading this book is a firsthand account of the experience with the underbelly of the government and the links they will go to cover up their crimes and liability even at the cost of completely silencing whom they know is innocent but that’s nothing new.

THIS is a journey of discovery. You will learn things that you will not discover elsewhere, and likely the material will make you feel uncomfortable. This is because you will be forced to change your conditioned thinking

My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation, what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. But hadn’t they know that. Because if she were credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are humans engaged in our desires AJD wants more than what is right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility, yet after the period in which you delude yourself, don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do. Does she? 

While the establishments that govern our country are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer over any innocent civilian. No matter if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost a clear their freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone.

I’ve begun this story over a thousand times, whether it attempts to document

what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out any ability for productive thought or non reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever. 

There is the argument why repeatedly write or what has discredited yoiZ because I’ve had to

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which come in part to shape our life, or is it instead what we make of them. How we interpret what happens to us.Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self love, we learn to interpret others deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in the face of open . If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps

It is All? The will of God

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven year span, one week, month, year at a time. Do i start in the middle and then go back in order to explain the hows and whys. So many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force again without my permission. 

So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations, permanent injuries, an attempt on my life and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in effect of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human rights violations and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer i not stand b enforce a judge. I won’t be able to do this sequentially as I know I’ll roll around, things will bring up the other thing that need be mentioned. Then I’d hop up to that last thing mentioned and forget the original * . Given I spelled out the issue, I suppose I could write this sequences but I want it to sound like me. So it will be whay it will be. The best format I could think of was an interview format in which I ask every possible question a true skeptic who doesn’t believe the actuality . A mock interview in which the interviewer is asking every question that any amazingly adept prosecutor would ask, and be able to answer, with evidence , likely. So that is another way i wrote it up. 

But till then many times I’ve cut and paste and the results is less of the same bit more of what is NOT

This isnt a story about my life, it is a story of survival, the Police, both local and state the very ones who had engaged in the very rights violations and other illegalities that then, in my innocence, made me a liability.

If I detailed every bit fr beginning to end it would sound nothing short of mechanical becuase I’ve been asked or told to tell it too many times . Or felt I’ve had to, to survive. Not to be believed so I have to tell it again: and again. It’s traumatizing now to tell a story of surviving a war no one believes you fought. A so mission you return from severely injured to be told by that same government you are not. And that you were not even there. Returning from these repeated nightmarish experiences embedded my system into fight or flight. 

And I have little protection….

Americans struggle to see reality clearly, even if it happening before their eyes they may go on to choose to deny it, in a time propaganda and delusions have overtaken the people’s minds. I write this book to give those who read it a shot if reality not based on evidence but direct experience alongside having to dig deep to comprehend the events that were occurring and why. Law wasn’t what I studied but I can assure you after these fourteen years I know it better than most. No questions 

There is more than ample scientific evidence that shows jow constant use of technology changes the brain, how technology has ‘enabled’ us to isolate more yet still have the illusion they are in ‘touch’ by means of hundreds of Apps which allow contact without the effort. 

I am by nature a skeptic. I have Always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another while invariably talking into lassitude.!easy to do when every one else

 premise of this book is less so autobiographical as it is an exploration into the actuality of the American governmental system, the ‘war on drugs’, then subsequently and as ‘serious’ the war on terror. Given it was only in effect of all I survived and learned in hindsight through my attorney the attorney general DOJ & other sources, most notably the four boxes of original documents obtained directly after any insult, before they would, as they in fact were, redacted, deleted or otherwise falsified.

The inciting incident was a warrantless search and seizure , or perhaps it truly began with mu voracious curiosity, my only offense.

Any doubt I had had been in greater being evaporated the more I experienced grace that was otherworldly and beyond my own doing. I live now today with the utter conviction that I will not go before my time. Because my time had been up far more times than I am meant to be here and he Alive 

But this isn’t about what if these events are not only out of our control, but we are able to live no other choices of my own volition. My choice to work, be credible, not disabled, repeatedly harassed by the same entities meant to protect me, those who had Already injured me severely ? I’ve never been one to play victim; but when you can honestly find no fault in your own intention and conduct except for curiosity and the desire to explore it l, it is difficult to not run on resentment, permanently injuries a constant reminder to the truth of what was done to you

truth is truth

And if I could change it , I would

If I could instead assume all responsibility as oppose to simmer in an anger I’ve jeher asked for or yet in life experienced? You’d Prefer it.

Infinitely 

et me start a little closer to the beginning. For the time being at least . 

I never was an angry person. Let things roll right off me.

I became angry. An animal caged too long, poked and prodded for years repeated b tenfold. 

They say to look and see where you are responsible. I am responsible for continuing to believe a truth that had I not spoken abojt could have landed me in a hell I could not have escaped or could have allowed this to slowly unfurl in other ways they had planned. What seemed better to me. What would I do differently. Nothing. Each move I made was out of defense in effect of on of their actions, whether a third time that week again pull over, to a full on false arrrst without telling me the charges. None .to be later declared a false incarceration and the changes that day dropped. Yet slapped back on my record three weeks later  for five years . My public defender ran from any possibility of fulfilling her role and literally ran from my fiancé asking her help than failed to answer any questions regarding why a change she witnessed he deemed false was still there? To take all employment pops etc away from me. And this was after five years of their having tried everything. Well then again the next year I’d learn everything includes murder. 

I moved back here with A Masters in Counseling from Kent State, I was prepared to begin an Internship with a local therapist who was already situated in the area. We had planned to implement a drug and alcohol counseling wing to the Seacoast Mental Health Center, a local counseling center.  Three months before we were going to begin, i was in a major car accident following an amendment violating search and seizure. But first things first.

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I stayed on in OH TO take a few extra classes prior to moving back and also entered the pd academy for fun. Honestly. It was. Very easy. I figured, why not.

All for a reason. There is a God.

When the  indiscriminate illegal things began occurring, I learned ten times more law then i knew from the police academy thirteen years prior. And they as well. Fellow officers , to realize exactly what they were up to. 

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what i have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in effect of rampart defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, us that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as oppose to redeem the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed in order to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has ade a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. And does except most don’t talk about it. I made the mistake of saying yes to being on an international six series broadcast, and decided it was time for the truth to be told. Had I known the consequences that year ago I would have said no. I had no idea how threatened they would be at my telling the truth despite the fact all they had done tI and about me was lie. Repeatedly… I’m asked on the show tell it once and the DEA.l went to my DHMC Manchester medical providers and lied knowing I have severe conditions and al due for four surgeries. They were waylaid due to the fact my heart is weak and they worry about it and the effects of anesthesia.

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…

A book concerning these truths has not yet been written about though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such … my last attempt to make what happened to meet Public was met with my providers being told falsities so I was cut off of all help when I need it for surgery

I hesitate to reveal such Headey information early on given its gravity but the fact of the matter is I can ever since all of this and I will in the back of the book which will end up being hundreds of pages give and I wrote these first 200 in the last four days

I have either stated or written about what has happened to me to keep myself safe or otherwise document it so many times I cannot tell you if I were to put all of it together it would be tens of thousands of pages and that is not a not an overestimation

This isn’t a story about my life, it is a story of survival, the Police, both local and state, the very ones who had engaged in the very rights violations and other illegalities that then, in my innocence, made me a liability.

If I detailed every bit fr beginning to end it would sound nothing short of mechanical because I’ve been asked or told to tell it too many times . Or felt I’ve had to, to survive. Not to be believed so I have to tell it again: and again. It’s traumatizing now to tell a story of surviving a war no one believes you fought. A mission you return from severely injured to be told by that same government you are not. And that you were not even there. Returning from these repeated nightmarish experiences embedded my system into fight or flight.

And I have little protection….

I am by nature a skeptic. I have Always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another while invariably talking into lassitude.!easy to do when everyone else

 premise of this book is less so autobiographical as it is an exploration into the actuality of the American governmental system, the ‘war on drugs’, then subsequently and as ‘serious’ the war on terror. Given it was only in effect, I survived and learned in hindsight through my attorney, the attorney general, the DOJ & other sources, most notably the four boxes of original documents obtained directly after any insult, before they would, as they in fact were, redacted, deleted or otherwise falsified.

The inciting incident was a warrantless search and seizure, or perhaps it truly began with my voracious curiosity, my only offense.

I’ll admit 

I’m well adept at pointing out the very truths that make most uncomfortable. I wasnot know how

else to be. . I’ve written an immense amount of material mainly on what I’ve gone through these

last thirteen years. Though I wore quite abut before that as well, mainly about enlightenment and

how other cultures were able to gain it. That is where the filling point of the investigation began I

believe. The informant using my interests against me. A borderline pathology who daddy

happened to be the ex chief of PD. But the stalling has to shop; she had to leave and the least

thing she said is

I’m going to tell my daddy on you

I wasn’t concerned.

I knew I hadn’t dont qmuthing wrong nor planned to.’

I was wrong in my assumptions that unless they had a warrent or evidence or some form of proof

they couldn’t act. But they decided to. Stomped on my fourth and fourteenth and not once but for

fourteen days I was held against my will, a third transfer ordered . And where I would be taken

from a staye hospital it was clear I did not belong. I could tell you Amd you wouldn’t believe it.

So fine then; tell me where that third transfer would have taken me… tell me

I grew up as a tomboy, still am in many ways, with a woman for seven years and married to a man for ten. A narcissist just like dad. Soft soul at least he had. The latter. Not the sociopath a judge ordered an order again. DD as his friends eloquently called him. The surfer crew from Hampton. For three years we lived above the bagel shop right along the ocean strip, waking up every morning to the smell of surf suntan lotion breast bagels, coffee and given the situation harrassment a bail bondsman who knew me sat downstairs to protect me from when it was realky bad. 5am-12pm for two weeks straight. He likely saved my life . And must have heard what their plans had been the last time they had tried to arrest me when I had called them. When I tell them I posted what had been occurring then and previous they suddenly rake me back out the back door they had brought me in. No finger printing or any of what they generally would do/ neither the next year when I was falsely arrested and incarcerated. I was never officiated into the system and they planned that I disappear. My attorney even admitted this is what does happen. I’ll be sure to put the relevant emails in the back for fact of evidence .

 Today having had the carpet pulled on the chance at work family , my health down the tubes due to severe battery. I am now severely disabled now due to misconduct on the end of those I can not prosecute. I do plan to worn again AMD if I regain my health have a child via in vitro.

Today, I am a professional in research & Development , a signature away from an official private investigators license , am a freelance content, profressional, blog, and non fiction

writer.She has been working closely with B2B and B2C businesses offering content that gains

great search engine visibility and reader attention…. Average 300k a month all together 

This book will invariably surprise any reader that has not directly been through this experience

or does not work for the state, the feds or within a state or federal complex. What is ironic is I

have always hated politics to the extent that I never even picked up a newspaper or read an

article but I have learned that the less you read of the propaganda the farther away you are as

to what is actually going on . when the come to realize it is all true, The evidence in the back

disallowing any other conclusion they will most certainly be grateful for the rest them about the

actuality of our system

. If you are looking for a book where the protagonist overcomes what she should not

have have but did too after a decade find a reason to be to share it for all those whose

voice was taken and mine certainly should have been as well it is almost as though I do

not have a choice but to tell the story. And it is mine to tell. I cannot say I am not proud of

that

And when she did try to tell about the illegalities about her because she was

threatened…? ALWAYS A CONSEQUENCE. but it has been ten years . She spoke out.

The consequences were quick in coming. But at least unlike before She now has some

form of protection… people who know what is happening and did to the extent I was told

to move to a different state and not tell anyone where I am. Please let me tell you how I

got here. Let me tell you how she (I) got here And I promise you won’t be disappointed . It

is a story of one who is now living controlled by outside constructions and

circumstances she didn’t choose or want. It’s made her realize how many people feel this

way from the moment they come unto this earth

And what Of all those African Americans the prosecution deliberately withheld evidence

which would have exonerated them

I think that’s called premeditated murder. This book examines the ways in which the government systematically attempts to ensure the silence and keep the silence of those they have violated lest stories of their direct assaults be exposed as their criminality and fraudulaiance.

I’ve never been one to play victim; but when you can honestly find no fault in your own intention

and conduct except for curiosity and the desire to explore it l, it is difficult to not run on

resentment, permanently injuries a constant reminder to the truth of what was done to you

truth is truth

And if I could change it , I would

If I could instead assume all responsibility as opposed to simmer in an anger I’ve jeher asked for

or yet in life experienced? You’d Prefer it.

Infinitely

let me start a little closer to the beginning. For the time being at least .

I never was an angry person. Let things roll right off me.

I became angry. An animal caged too long, poked and prodded for years by those whom I’d

been conditioned to. Always I ended up more damaged

See

I Moved here with A Masters in Counseling from KentState, I was prepared to being an

Internship with a local therapist who was already situated in the area and interested in working

with me. We had planned to implement a drug and alcohol counseling wing to the Seacoast

Mental Health Center, a local counseling center. THree months before we were going to begin,

i was in a major car accident. But first things first.

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a

united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to

protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has ade a grievous mistake and if it will cost an

innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. In my

instance I was indicted on murder, or grand theft ardently, but on Disticution of Research

Cheimcals, which, in 2011, following the World Trade Center Bombings ten years prior, was

deemed not only a federal offense but a threat on. Domestic welfare, thereby labeling me a

domestic terrorist.

I will indulge the details of exactly why they not only suspected this, but had nothing else To

suspect. But the irony lies in the fact, that was the point. I had created a profile…..

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven year span, one

week, month, year at a time. Do i start in the middle and then go back in order to explain the

hows and whys. So many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force

again without my permission.

So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations,

permanent injuries, an attempt on my life and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in effect

of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human

rights violations and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer i not

stand b enforce a judge. The last Tim this occurred, three officers were suspended and two

were put on leave. They are aware, I have what i need even to show they were complicit in the

2015 attempt on my life, that the state falsified the report and that more than easily proven,

would enforce, they then explain why. This would ensure many, too many, officials would be

facing federal charges, such as solicitation to murder, and well, they will do anything to avoid

this. And they did. But perhaps i was just a better strategist than the entire state and local

officers over the span of five years, or perhaps, i was meant to slide out this other side and be j

voice for those who were silenced for the same reasons they attempted to silence me. To avoid

dire consequences of their intensely illegal actions.

So what is my story

Where does it start

Where does it end

I don’t think it has ended

In the interview type form I share what happened. Also there are podcasts, for example to be on

the KC Armstrong show for a six episode series. I should have known better. After the firsr they

began going to my medical providers former to that attempting to get NO trespass orders or

ANYTHING POSSIBLE even against the well wishes of the establishment. This was to

    My ex fiance went to the jail every day and pled that he never filed any domestic abuse charges on me, that I was arrested in my own home for stalking and the order he filled out was in regards to the neighbors down below. Not to mention I owned the residence I was arrested in and in which we cohabited. It is difficlt to ‘Stalk’ someone who wont let you go, is obsessive in that regards, and whom you LIVE with. How is that possible. Despite his pleas, they had finally goltten me where they needed me and as soon as I was transferred to federal tney all well knew the DOJ no longer would be involved, it would likely just be a sadistic warden. And given the insidious lengths that he had already witnessed she was spared only in accordance with some divine intervention and his will several times as well. Had it not been for my ability to surrender completely in the fact of severe amger amd amtagonism together with the will of his and my own to make right what had been so wrong. Amd all of it had been. I was after the ‘accident’, one year later afforded disablity without any application. 

The answers you seek about the actual ality of the governing forces are all here I say that with full competence knowing had I not had that experienced what I did I would not apprehend the degree of insidiousness. Or lengths the federal government will go to to cover their miconduct.

Of course half of you all already are consideribg that what I write is simply too fantastical to be trye and then there are those of you who KNOW , what I say is as true as saying the sky is blye. Those who work for the state, or the federal government, attornies, those who had several times been up close and personal with state miscondict and the reason for it. Despite the fact the officers can legally lie, and despite the fact the have the least educatiom, there is not a one of them within our prison system. NOT ONE OFFICER IS WITHIN OUR PRISONS> they are immune from any type of prosecution. And many do commit offenses. NO one will tell me they do notr. Most especiallly with what I went through

You can choose to believe what I write. Look at the evidence I provide, click on the links I will ensure is on any online platform….

This hasn’t ended and it never will. I will always be considered a liability to the federal government in so much that I hold immense amount of evidence of their ongoing maleficeance, falsifications, false incarcerations, an attempt to take my voice for good. 

I never wanted to tell this story, yet when I attempt to tell another, or right of something else, always I come back to what has occurred within the last 14 years of my life. His story is true as you will invariably doubt it. He had by the end of the book, I guarantee you will your skepticism will yield into belief. If this isn’t true for you I will amend this personally. Asking your doubt and providing specific evidence is needed. Years of obtaining every document related so the pervasive misconduct attempt on my life false incarcerations attempts on my freedom and to take away my voice. I have no doubt this will all sound as conspiratorial as it is true, but I cant way abpit let that stop me from telling the truth. 

A perspective no longer is merely a perspective when it is backed repeatedly by evidence logic and fact. Then it becomes. Even in the eyes of the law, TRUTH. The evidence I will provide at the back of the book may be what ends up fully persuading you. 

Conspiracy by definition means two or more people collaborating to achieve a certain objective in other words conspiracy so often used as a criminal term is actually a common way that people achieve things and do things productively together. We the people repeat our histories American struggle for transparency in a time of technology and systematic warfare. Ever more and increasingly we are becoming programmed to the extent we can no longer connect on a human level. I thought the science biology this would be very well known to scientists and we have to ask ourselves this is deliberate. 

    I speak of this because there are many things that are going on

This is a journey of discovery  that will lead you into the underbelly of the government. You will learn things that you will not learn elsewhere and likely of the material will make you feel uncomfortable. This is because you will be forced to change your conditioned thinking

My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. But hadn’t they know that. Because if she was credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are human engaged in our desires AJD wants more than what is right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility. Yet after the period in which you delude yourself; don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do. Does she? 

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what i have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in effect of rampart defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, us that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as opposed to redeeming the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has ade a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone.

Ive begun this story over a thousand times, whether in attempts to document

what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out any ability for productive thought or non reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever. 

There is the argument why repeatedly write or what has discredited yoiZ because I’ve had to 

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which come in part to shape our life, or is it instead what we make of them. How we interpret what happens to us.Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self love, we learn to interpret others deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in the face of open . If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps

It is All? The will of God

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven year span, one week, month, year at a time. Do i start in the middle and then go back in order to explain the hows and whys. So many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force again without my permission. 

So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations, permanent injuries, an attempt on my life and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in effect of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human rights violations and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer i not stand b enforce a judge. I won’t be able to do this sequentially as I know I’ll roll around, things will bring up the other thing that need be mentioned. Then I’d hop up to that last thing mentioned and forget the original * . Given I spelled out the issue, I suppose I could write this sequences but I want it to sound like me. So it will be whay it will be. The best format I could think of was an interview format in which I ask ebery possoble question a true skeptic who doesn’t believe the actuality . Below that is another way i wrote it up. 

The international podcast I had great hesitation to be on, but who had called and asked me to do the show was named after the second episode and told to shut me down, or they would be. Why? They did not want the information I was sharing exposed. I knew this 

but not the lengths they would again go to ensure my silence. If the American public were aware

of the techniques meant to disarm, disables, cripple, incriminate, defame, they would be as

horrified as I felt subjected to it,

PBN initially didn’t honor the request. They had asked me to do the Show then requested not to

expose the defamation while acting it out. The past, forever haunting me, is a part of

my story no matter how much I attempt to escape t. Once you are a liability because they acted

upon you as they did upon me in 2011, the horror does not end until you do. And so long as I I

amended, not I will speak. It is my obligation/ God’s grace. Or hate. I haven’t been able to

distinguish at times,. …but this isn’t what the story is about, It’s About a truth that brings out the

reality of the underbelly of the American government and the horrors that rest within it.

So MANY TIMES I HAVE TRIED TO TELL…

Ive begun this story over a thousand times, whether in attempts to document

what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out

any ability for productive thought or non reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a

whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which

come in part to shape our life, or is it instead what we make of them. How we interpret what

happens to us.Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self love, we learn to

interpret others deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in

the face of open . If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense

that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And

genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps

It is All? The will of God

Many are unaware that 1983 laws bring the potent defense of immunity to officers if it can be shown that they acted as another reasonable officer would. The second act against me was an attempt to get me on a false felony drug charge

Such a wrong gift would grant them immunity from the rights violations three weeks former in a warrantless federal investigation into what was a suspected form of terrorism.

And allow them to arrest or intend for a crime never thought of or planned to commit.

I understand why they suspected what they did but acting on information alone, even if it’s the ex-chief of police’s daughter, is not a Good idea.’ but they haven’t and won’t simply admit that. .’

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What?

Yeah yeah maybe ocd said it before. Well read it again! Or don’t!

Americans struggle to see reality clearly in a time propaganda and delusions have overtaken the people’s minds. I write this book to give those who read it a shot of reality not based on evidence but direct experience alongside having to dig deep to comprehend the events that were occurring and why. Law wasn’t what I studied but I can assure you after these fourteen years I know it better than most. No questions
There is more than ample scientific evidence that shows how the constant use of technology changes the brain, how technology has ‘enabled’ us to isolate more yet still have the illusion they are in ‘touch’ utilizing hundreds of Apps that allow contact without the effort.

I am by nature a skeptic. I have always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another while invariably talking into lassitude.!easy to do when everyone else
premise of this book is less so autobiographical as it is an exploration into the actuality of the American governmental system, the ‘war on drugs, then subsequently and as ‘serious’ the war on terror. Given it was only in effect of all I survived and learned in hindsight through my attorney the attorney general DOJ & other sources, most notably the four boxes of original documents obtained directly after any insult before they would, as they were, redacted, deleted or otherwise falsified.
The inciting incident was a warrantless search and seizure, or perhaps it truly began with my voracious curiosity, my only offense.

How does this apply to me? I would like to interfere with what directly occurred to me but not make it about what did.
I do not doubt that this book and the truth of it will far exceed any reader’s previous expectations of what they believe they may learn, especially from truths as unbelievable as they happened. What mainly does the reader have to benefit from or instead learn from reading this book is a firsthand account of the experience with the underbelly of the government and the links they will go to cover up their crimes and liability even at the cost of completely silencing whom they know is innocent but that’s nothing new.

THIS is a journey of discovery. You will learn things that you will not discover elsewhere, and likely the material will make you feel uncomfortable. This is because you will be forced to change your conditioned thinking
My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation, what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. But hadn’t they know that? Because if she were credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are humans engaged in our desires AJD wants more than what is right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility, yet after the period in which you delude yourself, don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do. Does she?

While the establishments that govern our country are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer over any innocent civilian. No matter if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost a clear their freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone.

I’ve begun this story over a thousand times, whether it attempts to document
what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out any ability for productive thought or nonreactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.

There is the argument why repeatedly write or what has discredited you because I’ve had to

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which comes in part to shape our lives, or is it instead what we make of them. How do we interpret what happens to us? Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self-love, we learn to interpret others’ deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in the face of open. If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps
It is All? The will of God

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven years, one week, month, year at a time. Do I start in the middle and then go back to explain the hows and whys. In so many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force again without my permission.
So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations, permanent injuries, an attempt on my life, and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in the effect of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human rights violation and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer I not stand b enforce a judge. I won’t be able to do this sequentially as I know I’ll roll around, things will bring up the other thing that needs to be mentioned. Then I’d hop up to that last thing mentioned and forget the original *. Given I spelled out the issue, I suppose I could write these sequences but I want it to sound like me. So it will be what it will be. The best format I could think of was an interview format in which I ask every possible question to a true skeptic who doesn’t believe the actuality. A mock interview in which the interviewer is asking every question that any amazingly adept prosecutor would ask, and be able to answer. So that is another way I wrote it up.
But till then many times I’ve cut and pasted and the results are less of the same bit more of what is NOT

This isn’t a story about my life, it is a story of survival, the Police, both local and state the very ones who had engaged in the very rights violations and other illegalities that then, in my innocence, made me a liability.
If I detailed every bit fr beginning to end it would sound nothing short of mechanical because I’ve been asked or told to tell it too many times. Or felt I’ve had to, to survive. Not to be believed so I have to tell it again: and again. It’s traumatizing now to tell a story of surviving a war no one believes you fought. A so mission you return from severely injured to be told by that same government you are not. And that you were not even there. Returning from these repeated nightmarish experiences embedded my system into fight or flight.
And I have little protection….

Americans struggle to see reality clearly, even if it happening before their eyes they may go on to choose to deny it, in a time propaganda and delusions have overtaken the people’s minds. I write this book to give those who read it a shot of reality not based on evidence but direct experience alongside having to dig deep to comprehend the events that were occurring and why. Law wasn’t what I studied but I can assure you after these fourteen years I know it better than most. No questions
There is more than ample scientific evidence that shows how constant use of technology changes the brain, how technology has ‘enabled’ us to isolate more yet still have the illusion they are in ‘touch’ utilizing hundreds of Apps that allow contact without the effort.

I am by nature a skeptic. I have always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another while invariably talking into lassitude.!easy to do when every one else
premise of this book is less so autobiographical as it is an exploration into the actuality of the American governmental system, the ‘war on drugs, then subsequently and as ‘serious’ the war on terror. Given it was only in effect of all I survived and learned in hindsight through my attorney the attorney general DOJ & other sources, most notably the four boxes of original documents obtained directly after any insult before they would, as they were, redacted, deleted or otherwise falsified.
The inciting incident was a warrantless search and seizure, or perhaps it truly began with my voracious curiosity, my only offense.

Any doubt I had been in greater being evaporated the more I experienced otherworldly grace and beyond my own doing. I live now today with the utter conviction that I will not go before my time. Because my time had been up far more times than I am meant to be here and he Alive

But this isn’t about what if these events are not only out of our control, but we can live no other choices of my own volition. My choice to work, be credible, not disabled, repeatedly harassed by the same entities meant to protect me, those who had already injured me severely? I’ve never been one to play the victim; but when you can honestly find no fault in your intention and conduct except for curiosity and the desire to explore it l, it is difficult to not run on resentment, permanently injuries a constant reminder to the truth of what was done to you
truth is truth
And if I could change it, I would
If I could instead assume all responsibility as opposed to simmering in a fit of anger I’ve either asked for or yet in life experienced? You’d Prefer it.
Infinitely
let me start a little closer to the beginning. For the time being at least.

I never was an angry person. Let things roll right off me.
I became angry. An animal caged too long, poked and prodded for years repeated b tenfold.

They say to look and see where you are responsible. I am responsible for continuing to believe a truth that had I not spoken about could have landed me in a hell I could not have escaped or could have allowed this to slowly unfurl in other ways they had planned. What seemed better to me. What would I do differently? Nothing. Each move I made was out of defense in the effect of on of their actions, whether a third time that week again pull over, to a full-on false arrest without telling me the charges. None .to be later declared false incarceration and the changes that day dropped. Yet slapped back on my record three weeks later for five years. My public defender ran from any possibility of fulfilling her role and ran from my fiancé asking her help then failed to answer any questions regarding why a change she witnessed he deemed false was still there? To take all employment pops etc away from me. And this was after five years of their having tried everything. Well, then again the next year I’d learn everything includes murder.

I moved back here with A Masters in Counseling from Kent State, I was prepared to begin an Internship with a local therapist who was already situated in the area. We had planned to implement a drug and alcohol counseling wing at the Seacoast Mental Health Center, a local counseling center. Three months before we were going to begin, I was in a major car accident following an amendment violating search and seizure. But first things first.

The DEA & Federal government acted without a warrant no judge’s signature and no evidence. So perhaps I should say instead it began with a young lady’s obsession with me, ultimately feeling rejected by me then saying she would tell her daddy about me. He was the ex-chief of PD in Newmarket ….

Though I’m willing to expose my truth and story, by no means is this a memoir or autobiography. It is what happened and what Americans need to be aware of. If they are not already. And most, are conditioned to believe nothing but utmost honor and truth from anyone with a badge
Some just don’t see the ironies of reveling in these
This is a book that has the information you won’t come across anywhere else. Because what I will disclose is rarely it is ever spoken of, even amidst those who engage in it on a criminal level to tye victims of their crimes
They are silenced and if not by harsher means than defamation, and complete reputation and physical annihilation, and you will have made out well. In other words, I’d you survive what I did and come out the other side free and alive, You’ve done what few have
And there was a reason. And I won’t say anything when too many before HAGE perhaps been scared. Even those officials involved in such horrific offenses rarely utter the reality of it. As though it makes it imaginary. But it’s all too real to the victims of it. The ones that won’t be believed when the state and federal authorities are setting the opposite about her.
People have been conditioned to hold great confidence in the authorities of this country. And as we have seen during times of crisis we are willing to do almost anything they tell us. They are learning what it’s taken for us to come to subject our children without reservation (COVID year T- 3) to vaccinations we would’ve never considered three years ago once that changed genotypes and that was 12 and younger would possible outcome could that have in the next generations to come but that’s not what this is about it’s not about conspiracies it’s about fact truth and what did happen.
Bigotry and covering for one another remains all too pervasive, the chief being the one mooning into any cknolintd, often themselves part of any misconduct.
This book is not based on research but is more telling of the state of the transparency or f our governing forces than any number of interviews. Because no one, most especially those in law enforcement are willing to give voice to the misconduct that goes on and further still, the fact that no officer will tell on another, no matter how grievous the offense. This gives cops total power and immunity, never having to worry about the law catching up with Them. Is this truly the way to keep them accountable. My experience told me that they were at best, confounded by what to do next fork by their blue code to the other and what was right to do & worst nothing better than animals, waiting for their next opportunity.
If you decide to read this book, believe its truth, and understand that such has happened before, such as with Thomas Drake, at least I know that was his Last name. Here you will gain Information you will not elsewhere, as most who have gone through what I have been falsely incarcerated or in some other way silenced.
The best part of this book is, it is not based on research but on personal experience and obtaining records which directly proved each of the elements I hope to finally in this book describe, SO many attempts made, only to flicker out, again and again, I am determined not to let that happen. I Will Face what I went through again alongside the very likelihood of even further disbelieve and stigmatization, But I am willing to sacrifice myself in this way as I will not allow the knowledge that I gained over the last decade and a half of my life, knowledge that the majority of Americans are completely unaware of but that I fell truly need to know. And it is not to sensationalize what I went through as so many have faced far worse. I can not even fathom being an African American in the 70s or even Now, having false evidence deliberately used against you, or evidence that would exonerate you withheld, so the sensitive was carried out, and you? Are innocent. The sentence is 25 years/ Perhaps life. This has happened an inordinate amount of times, mainly during the war on drugs, or what is more accurately, the war on blacks.

So why was I specifically targeted? I am not sure that is wholly relevant to the politics of this story,
I decide to qeirw
This is a rough draft but it’s a sample
This is a rough draft but it’s a sample

I’ve begun this story over a thousand times, whether it attempts to document
what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out any ability for productive thought or nonreactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.

But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which comes in part to shape our lives, or is it instead what we make of them. How do we interpret what happens to us? Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self-love, we learn to interpret others’ deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in the face of open. If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps
It is All? The will of God

Any doubt Had had been in greater being evaporated the more I experienced otherworldly grace and beyond my own doing. I live today with inner peace and the utter conviction that I will not go before my time. Because my time has been up for a while and I am still here, to times pulled through bt forces that went beyond merely me and you, Was that my perspective, No, actually by scientific weight, it Is the truth, Otherwise 99% likelihood it would have been the other way, And the words of the dead don’t write themselves. Nor the words of the damned. They don’t have the patience to uphold

But this isn’t about what if these events are not only out of our control, but we can live no other choices of my own volition. My choice to work, be credible, not disabled, repeatedly harassed by the same entities meant to protect me, those who had already injured me severely? I’ve never been one to play the victim; but when you can honestly find no fault in your intention and conduct except for curiosity and the desire to explore it l, it is difficult to not run on resentment, permanently injuries a constant reminder to the truth of what was done to you
truth is truth
And if I could change it, I would
If I could instead assume all responsibility as opposed to simmering in a fit of anger I’ve either asked for or yet in life experienced? You’d Prefer it.
Infinitely
let me start a little closer to the beginning. For the time being at least.

I never was an angry person. Let things roll right off me.
I became angry. An animal caged too long, poked and prodded for years by those whom I’d been conditioned. Always I ended up more damagedAmericans struggle to see reality clearly in a time propaganda and delusions have overtaken the people’s minds. I write this book to give those who read it a shot of reality not based on evidence but direct experience alongside having to dig deep to comprehend the events that were occurring and why. Law wasn’t what I studied but I can assure you after these fourteen years I know it better than most. No questions
There is more than ample scientific evidence that shows how the constant use of technology changes the brain, how technology has ‘enabled’ us to isolate more yet still have the illusion they are in ‘touch’ utilizing hundreds of Apps that allow contact without the effort.

I am by nature a skeptic. I have always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another and set up for chemical warfare. Oops were already there!

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They deleted my part I

The international podcast I had great hesitation to be on, but who had called and asked me to do the show was named after the second episode and told to shut me down, or they would be. Why? They did not want the information I was sharing exposed. I knew this
but not the lengths they would again go to ensure my silence. If the American public were aware
of the techniques meant to disarm, disable, cripple, incriminate, defame, they would be as
horrified as I felt subjected to it,
PBN initially didn’t honor the request. They had asked me to do the Show and then requested not to
expose the defamation while acting it out. The past, forever haunting me, is a part of
my story no matter how much I attempt to escape t. Once you are a liability because they acted
upon you as they did upon me in 2011, the horror does not end until you do. And so long as I I
amended, not I will speak. It is my obligation/to God’s grace. Or hate. I haven’t been able to
distinguish at times, …but this isn’t what the story is about; it’s About a truth that brings out the
reality of the underbelly of the American government and the horrors within it.

So MANY TIMES I HAVE TRIED TO TELL me…

I’ve begun this story over a thousand times, whether it attempts to document
what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out
any ability for productive thought or non-reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a
whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.
But isn’t that what life is. A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which
comes in part to shape our lives, or is it instead what we make of them. How do we interpret what
happens to us? Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self-love, we learn to
interpret others’ deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections are inevitable in
the face of open. If we know to self-loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense
that it is not ours to own. It is many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And
genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or maybe
It is All? The will of God

Many are unaware that 1983 laws bring the potent defense of immunity to officers if it can be shown that they acted as another reasonable officer would. The second act against me was an attempt to get me on a false felony drug charge
Such a wrong gift would grant them immunity from the rights violations three weeks former in a warrantless federal investigation into what was a suspected form of terrorism.
And allow them to arrest or intend for a crime never thought of or planned to commit.
I understand why they suspected what they did but acting on information alone, even if it’s the ex-chief of police’s daughter, is not a Good idea.’ but they haven’t and won’t simply admit that. .’

This is truly a journey of discovering what I never expected to find nor was ever seeking. Likely what will make you feel uncomfortable? What you will want to deny. I wasn’t and am still not allowed such luxury despite being the one injured and traumatized, disbelieved and former to it all happening, never having made a complaint, asked for help, or my word doubted. Perhaps then, because my truth wasn’t less believable than any lie, I could concoct, and yet
This book is FOR
I AM THE ONE TO WRITE IT BECAUSE it is solely due to the direct experience I had together with rampant research in the effect of it that you will Herein learn things that you will not discover elsewhere.
Exceptionally will be willing to write about what I will lay bare, my reasons applying in the fact I have already publicly exposed the truth on the advisement of the products have nothing to lose as I’ve already made it public for years then explicitly after being asked to him on an international podcast
And as in the other times, the consequences of so doing after made beyond apparent…but I’m getting ahead of myself. This discomfort you may feel as you reveal the reality behind certain veils is because you are forced to change your conditioned thinking
My truth brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation, what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. Br of the Howard Stern show, until they were told to shut it down. They did. But hadn’t they known that? Because if she were credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are human, engaged in our desires, AND want more than right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility, yet after the period in which you delude yourself; don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do.

Why READ this Book?

I do not doubt that this book and the truth of it will far exceed any reader’s previous expectations of what they believe they may learn, especially from truths as unbelievable as they happened. What mainly does the reader have to benefit or instead learn from reading this book is a firsthand account of the experience with the underbelly of the government and the links they will go to cover up their crimes and liability even at the cost of completely silencing whom they know is innocent but that’s nothing new .

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…
A book concerning these truths has not yet been written though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such …r

I have either stated or written about what has happened to me to keep myself safe or otherwise document it so many times I cannot tell you if I were to put all of it together it would be tens of thousands of pages and that is not a not an overestimation

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…
A book concerning these truths has not yet been written about though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such … my last attempt to make what happened to meet Public was met with my providers being told falsities so I was cut off of all help when I need it most.. I would love to post a list outlined by DHMC Of the disabilities but will save it for the appendix.

I hesitate to reveal such Headey information early on given its gravity but the fact of the matter is I can ever since all of this and I will in the back of the book which will evidence the major events or smaller ones as factually outlined.

PERSPECTIVE VERSUS TRUTH

A perspective is just that until it is back pervasive by evidence and logic, then even in the eyes of the law, it IT IS TRUTH.

A book that sells is one that fills a gap in the marker. This one does. It fills the American public in on what happens to those falsely judged in this country and the systematic way their lives are destroyed. Their person indefinitely . Defamed. Not only is the topic interesting anf riveting This is A book that has a huge market for at this time, given it’s political relevance; how it directly proves government liability and how no accountability is taken, it will be a needed shock to the American system, a true wake up call.

Perhaps we can say it is not within our government exclusively but throughout them and their constituents, the highly wealthy, the relevancy of this story politically, woven in where there once was an actual system to protect the American Citizens. Four years ago I developed an App which was subsequently patented entitled Safety for Citizens. It was developed by me for those who had been and are in the position I was and still am prone to be given I am a liability in effect of their offense against me.
It would have allowed And will not, someone who is in the position I was in for contact one from internal investigations without alerting the very authorities which are anything from harassing to attempting to full out silencing a particular individual, namely a liability. And one becomes as such when they have been acted upon illegally by governing forces. A member of the team THEN uses the unique ID NUMBER TO ensure that citizens safety and an investigation BEFORE A DEPARTMENT CAN BE INFORMED. What I went through made me need to think I’m such measures

Why do I TELL!? Afyer already being made public I have NOTHING TO LOSE

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what I have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in effect of rampant defamation or federal incarceration. THe broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, us that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as oppose to redeem the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed in order to ensure they are safeguarded,
While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. In my instance I was indicted on murder, or grand theft ardently, but on Disticution of Research Cheimcals, which, in 2011, following the World Trade Center Bombings ten years prior, was deemed not only a federal offense but a threat on. Domestic welfare, thereby labeling me a domestic terrorist.

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Interview with one no one believed

This is a rough draft, but it’s a sample

The mock interview

Was she a victim subjected to the nearly implausible and has thus far survived it, or could she have for this long Attempted to fool us, cover up her foibles with stories of misconduct and what she could blame for the losses that she suffered?

Her story brought far more ridicule than belief. In fact, with help from the state and other forms of defamation, what happened had disabled her physically and psychologically. But hadn’t they know that? Because if she were credible, if others heard her, perhaps others would also want to share their own experiences concerning misconduct at the hands of the governing forces/ and not the type reserved for the media to broadcast if only for good measure to ensure we appear transparent, honest. We are not. History will repeat itself so long as we are human, engaged in our desires, AND want more than right and just. Because does not a sense of superiority feel better than humility, yet after the period in which you delude yourself; don’t you feel drained rather than renewed? I do. Does she?

I heard her for the first time on the KC Armstrong show and didn’t believe her. She put it out there, without sensationalism, much sentiment, or passion/ it’s as though in a way she had been used up. I have been asked too many times, and it was this dichotomy between lack of need to get attention and having a story that intrigued me. Was she some master of disguise?

She had been asked to interview by Armstrong and told me that with great hesitation, she decided to Interview as a professional life coach. They had approached her initially inquiring for an interview for such an when she said she wasn’t active the woman on the other end quipped doesn’t matter.

I ask,

How did you get on international radio on one of the most popular podcasts in America? How does that happen? Did you contact PBN?

No. KC had messaged me months earlier about the call from PBN, but I never received it. I decided to message him only after the shows began to air. I had to Google him to familiarize myself with his person and was flattered to learn of his celebrity status.

I often don’t check my email message or voicemail, so it indeed was fate I picked up the phone. With the TBI and post-concussion little things so get overwhelmed by…. such as messages of any kind

It’s not for lack of want. It’s been stuck for so long trying everything and getting nowhere, so I am…stuck. That is why I wasn’t more in tune with his initial contact. He had been following my blog, and sorry though, radio is still government-owned. I didn’t realize this until afterward. That they had indeed taken a chance. And knew I had to get it out:

I didn’t get those messages until after they called. But in them, they asked about who I was and my story. When I told PBN that I wasn’t active in practice as a professional life coach at that time, the woman on the other end quipped that it didn’t matter, as quick as it took her to assure me, any money I spent was for press releases.

What made you decide to interview? What motivated you?

After a decade of not being believed because it simply doesn’t sound credible, someone was paying attention. Someone was watching me struggle to articulate week after week, month after month, and year after year what was happening.

How could someone so hurt Not get help>? When he was injured.

Because the stigmatization is too great, I was labeled an addict without a medical diagnosis, and for seven years, they refused to do an MRI until FORCED TO. When the damage was found, it was extensive and too late…

The elements of this sorry are many, but the storyline is all too pervasive within this country

And though I found what she addressed had happened to her unbelievable, if one doesn’t get Positive attention from something, they move on! If the information they are putting out is fraudulent, they are even HATED for it? They stop. She didn’t because, according to her? She COULDN’T. It wasn’t an option as it was the only safeguard she had against further unjust action against her. Should her last post point in the direction of them, they would hesitate to pursue anything drastic. Her note of this to the officers at certain times did change the course of their actions after whispering urgently with a Sargent before taking her back OUT of THE BACK door.

There were so many extraneous circumstances it seems

I haven’t even gotten to her story

Or instead, she has—so many times. In many different forums, she tells me much about Ali now. No feeling. She is detached. She has said it repeatedly in various media over the years, be it podcasts, blogs, documents, etc… Still, this offer to go international on every major news outlet.. well..that was an opportunity.

So the interview … in hindsight was an opportunity for you? Or given the context was it a risk?

What did you have to gain? And what did you have to lose?

Both. Exactly par for par she said deliciously. To make public what she had a decade earlier had had severe implications on her credibility and relationships.. instead of being heard concerning the warrantless search and seizure, the resulting misconduct, and the severe head injury untreated as a result.

Instead, she lost credibility and friends for it, was harassed, bullied by the PD, told to keep her mouth Shut

Why continue unless what I was writing was truly a Safeway for her to survive at this crucial time that had she not reported would have been consumed by like all the others. That’s right. Her attorney agreed. If no one knew, they could do… ANYTHING. They have, they DID AND THEY DO

WHAT I was most shocked by was how they simply throw away the innocent when they are aware they are wrong. How do they sleep at night?

What did they do?

In short? Subject me to absolute horror to start then ongoing Harassment misconduct, surveillance, false incarceration shock or pain to injuries they’re caused by their conduct

Instead of making reparations and moving on instead, they subject the person they’ve already traumatized with false arrest search and seize interrogation build, and a remake for a third transfer

I still do not know where that third transfer would have been having they not Been forced to release me and when I got the $30,000 bill I called them up five minutes later and told them I was not paying any way in hell I shouldn’t have been there and they automatically dropped it.

But I’m getting ahead of myself. No context. But at least we are somewhere near the beginning though that’s not always the best place to start…

. to absolute horror misconduct defamation, false incarceration shock or pain to injuries though caused by their conduct

I am taken with her not needing to be noted a certain way. Her effect belied someone struggling with demons large enough to snuff out any excitement of being heard by millions. Those are some pretty large demons to take away that joy, that hope that it meant people would listen to the truth, and she had wanted that. The defamation kills her. And in a forum in which she would be validated as nothing But credible after ten years.

But I learned later she knew everything came with a price, and she was so tired. She quickly explained the three levels of trauma and their effects on the body. There is distress, then distress, then complete dysfunction. Due to the complexity of her story, it wasn’t easy to decipher what caused what and when.

In such a statement, while feeling defenseless., her body broke down completely. She was in a state of trauma at KC dysfunction without the slightest acknowledgment that this was the problem for seven years.

Her medical issues are not what this piece is about but are the result of what happened and is heard; she would have the conditions she does. She now struggles with every cardiac, digestive, and other issue resulting from being in a state of dysfunctional shock for far too long. And Suddenly she became somewhat hyper defensive. I suppose perhaps because for so long her injuries had been ignored that the scar tissue that never should have been, turned into a deadly form of epilepsy that has now affected her heart and other systems due to the corrosive pharmaceutical medications she has to take. And the One that would harm her system. Her DHMC NEUROLOGIST says it wouldn’t be appealed until she was in acute organ failure. Her liver already heard the marks of someone who has a drinking problem. Except she hasn’t had a drink since she was 27. She is now, at the time of the telling of this story, of what happened to her, is 43. She appears about 10-15 younger: at times it’s somewhat eerie. She declares herself a type that never ages. Fast skin cell turnover. Hereditary she guesses. But she is rarely wrong and has she been heard regarding her injuries she wouldn’t be disabled. She would have been able to get up again as she always had and be strong: now all she had were words/ tell what happened/ for the sake of safety mainly due to empathizes: like Drake. She makes a quick note of…

Methodically, she brought up her medical chart to prove to me her conditions though I didn’t know asl/. She was wise to do this because to look at her; no one would believe she was serious. She knew even if, in the Moët, she thought someone would question it if someone did not prove it later. But before me, she didn’t show anyone, she told me. She had shut down nearly completely. Drawn into herself, she almost died from heart failure.

What could do this to a perfectly healthy 32-year-old who had just completed the peace academy after two master’s degrees out in OH at KSU, who had come in third place in the physical piece despite being a woman 32 to the boys in their early 20s? She was in unbelievable condition. Now she can’t get her heart rate up, has severe anemia, kidney and liver dysfunction, lesions, cysts, stones, need reconstructive surgery on her feet; the accident took out my back, and she developed severe temporal lobe epilepsy and atrophy along with brain bleeds due to lack of treatment.

Because, she said, the matter of factly, as though she had no more emotion to breathe any longer, no one believed her. Why? Because the officer had falsified the report. She later learned he did this so he could bring her to jail instead of admitting her to ICU. He stated she laughed at 18mpyh when she crashed at 48 mph. In a ditch., The chiropractor told their heart she was lucky she didn’t break her neck; the hoots show in the severity of the injury and how close she came to becoming a paraplegic,’

But she was told by a DHMC seven years later when she finally got an MRI, that she should not be alive. She should have died in that cell, And that night was just the beginning of her nightmare. She began with a brain suddenly stripped of all defense mechanisms, ability to think, recall or be as she had been and people blamed her character for symptoms she had no control over. Of course, at that point she was unaware that the damage was only getting worse, the scar tissue ensuring I ratio temporal l0eb epithets For seven years. The increasingly worsening symptoms of what was Not within her control and caused her immense pain, she was blamed.

In 2011, in the small née England town of Newmarket, NH, a young woman was subjected to a warrantless search and seizure based on informant misinformation alone.

We have heard too many stories of the inequality of incarceration rates when it comes to the race to go out of their way and commit immense resources without warrant arresting a wealthy white woman? When the liability on their end is so great, for a judge to hear the evidence which would prove the damage and incident as it occurred beyond a reasonable doubt would have the federal government charged with solicited attempted murder. There is no other explanation. ANd this isn’t her imaginative nor some rational yet unevidenced sensical happening after the fa, she was incarcerated the year before. That in and itself was merely ONE element to prove it did not happen as they had falsified. But they also had great motive, opportunity, concurrence, deliberately, the false incarceration Just the year before which was ruled AS FALSE BY A FEDERAL JUDGE HERSELF. All these elect together with the three years before of nothing But a pervasive pattern of harassment and misconduct on the police’s end> It was safe to say, She wasn’t jumping to any conclusions.

A perspective or opinion is that of a hypothetical character. But an idea or perspective backed by hard evidence>? That brings it into the legal arena TRUTH. And The Truth that happened was and is not what everyone else made it, but what indeed Did happen and WHY.

The Whys that have been missing have kept people skeptical as these events make no sense without context. And frankly, they do sound paranoid and conspicuous. To have a truth less believed than any lie you could tell? That wouldn’t be easy, But she refused t9 oi8e t9 be believed,

So systematically when I went to research this, the events that occurred to this young woman happened to coincide precisely with what happens whento those who end up ‘disappearing’. To where? I researched further and came across what is referred to as black sites. To my horror, I realized that given what she had been suspected of without any evidence they could have brought her to a location in or outside this country in which her amendment rights would have been suspended.

She would later tell me but show me the report, as she did with several when they were handy. The four boxes were there. That was a lie. …In the document she reviewed with me, I saw where it ordered a second transfer even AFTER it was proven the problem was not her mental status but the fact the DEA had acted rashly on a double transfer. Given she was already at NH State, the principal and only hospital for mental health commitments, and I was only designated to the first floor, so had Lots of room for crazy before going anywhere….Where would they have brought her had her fiancé not come every SINGLE day to ensure they knew they would be accountable. My parents had left the country after signing off on a prayer request. Many would later ask her how she could forgive her mother for this. She didn’t have an answer then and didn’t give me one. I didn’t push.

Eleven days after her mother did this the judge ordered her to mandated therapy and discharged me with an absolute. And DX f NOTHING. She has said so many times she wishes to write this all out, then attaches the documents she generously shared with me but for whatever reason, self-sabotage, or maybe deep down inside of her she realized that what was happening to her now and had too many times before, would have had she said anything then,

Because not that she had, having been asked to be on a show for six episodes the state and feds acted swiftly against her. I’m the ONLY way they could, by going to her medical providers and making false claims so they would for her or change her treatment to justify their misconduct. This last time, she said she knew enough it had already occurred several times, to realize the reason he cal; ed on her; as RX as he did was to ensure it appeared she was in a state of mind and on drugs she was not. In the lands of the supposed justice system legally, this would give EVIDENCE to mere OPINION or perspective and a judge reason to grant a warrant to look into it, rather than write it off as something of an unsound mind,

The reason I decided to do a story about a somewhat controversial topic and a woman of uncertain sanity, If I may. She spoke in what seemed a most honest manner,m neither attempting to embellish nor upset or angry. I wondered whether her rather robotic way of retelling the events was an indication of credibility and accuracy or not.

But as the episodes progressed I noted that not once, no matter the context or how it came up, did one detail she mentioned change. She told me how it was only after she learned that it was a warranties search as opposed to Unwarranted but she figured thirty fingers grew necessary,

She said she had hesitated to do the show, almost as though she knew if she did she would have to brace herself for another i\mpact, explaining any and every com[lait about major violations or resulting injuries were met with unwarranted outside police harassment, whether it be two weeks of being told my tail light was out, to being stopped and given a sobriety test without reason. There was a; was lash back and the more I spoke out? THe did they hear? The more they made her pay. I realized as she spoke, her having to take sips of water and catch her breath every so often, that she reminded me of an older adult. One who appeared about 25 despite being 43. So I understood when she said that more disabling than her seven conditions over the past seven years was that she was treated as though she wasn’t telling the truth when she was. NO matter what. She had no reason to lie.

She told me for seven years she had tried to get medical help for a severe head injury obtained three weeks after she was released from her elven day stint at NH state for the search and seizure. They’d found nothing in, nor in her apartment. Because she had no association with the activity they had associated her with. Though she understood why they may have thought w2at they did. It didn’t help that she tried to explain, however, because it was what got her committed for the interrogation. The admission of knowledge of what they were referring to.

She thought she was being So wise

This was because the pervasive pattern of abuse she suffered in the effect of what happened to her, continues. People are aware of the 70s when it was routine to withhold evidence that would have exonerated death row inmates?

The here oremeidcaitrf murder and happened all the timeS as do Narendra Still where people go to jail for life when they didn’t do The tie

Of course, this galena to African Americans at a disproportionately erroneous rate relative to Caucasians equally is the case. But pardon my objective factual disruptions. This story isn’t about key or them but I figure it may give some context. Or at the very least remind The American public that the system has been corrupt for a very long time.

But here’s the odd thingS the woman I interview is neither black ke poor: she is white, some would say wealthy, highly educated, and an internship away from an MLADC licensure. To target this woman? The DEA, state, and Feds had to be SURE of what they suspected which she alleged could have only been one thing judging from the interrogation and the fact she engaged in nothing but research writing biking, and reading …

. It wasn’t a one-stop-shop and perhaps by airing the truth of her story, others will reveal their love. Maybe they do not have the case she does regarding the DEA and state that make her the liability she is today. But she had planned to move on until this last year they made it clear, they wouldn’t allow it. And so she seeks formal closure after a decade of the false incarnations, charges, entrapments, even a solicited attempt on her life. Something I never would have believed if she hasn’t shown me the evidence which made it so I wasn’t able not to think what I like many before me; chose not to because it’s far easier to believe what we are do dbtooned to than know the world is not the safe bubble we’ve all made it out to be.

At least not to those whose truths threaten to shed a light on the myth of governmental infallibility / also it’s becoming increasingly known that court isn’t equivalent to justice. If anything it’s become an Avenue to incarcerate those we choose. Or those they choose. The laws, C the statute, the judges, and all the variability in between make it so any judge can impose any sentence for any crime these days. As easy as it is to set someone up for life in jail. Three incidents in which you touched or assaulted someone whether you did or didn’t if they want you charged

Her example was telling. She was arrested in her own home for stalking. She explained to S how they accomplished this?

And how fate intervened to save her from a fraudulent transfer to federal where she would become a number with another ‘crazy story’.

How did she have parents who said… when the jail called after a life of As good to have in class and not one issue all her life?

There is no hierarchy of humanity. There isn’t even oneself or one way to be, or even two, but many. As many as there are yous and me. As many as there are she’s. And what she went through split her in half in more ways than one. She became like a walking slogan for

‘Why stay silent after you’ve been f**** with by the government’

Literally. The before and after were shocking and permeating from every cell: she wasn’t the same person and yet she was. Constitutionally and psychologically. So should we ask to whom I will be speaking that is irrelevant? What is? Is her story and the need for those in similar situations to know others have been there and speak out.

I asked her to speak after hearing her on a five-part podcast series with KC Armstrong…

Repeated traumas crashed the identity She had become comprised of through genetics upbringing and integrated experiences and severe brain damage had been shattered she said

But it wasn’t in effect Igbo longer knowing who she was but the reflection of others in which she lost herself over a long slow period, a painful AND perhaps cce pattern of devaluation

And when that evolution is based on assumptions and lies, OneNote is still reflected as they are not, and it gets to them. It takes character to realize you aren’t who others have made you

But that took ten years of shock, realities too quickly denied in favor of believing the world was still as safe as it was

As it was before what, I asked

It wasn’t a simple question

Before she realized the government would take out its people, even learning their innocence if their liability were involved.

Has it been an instance or two? Perhaps we could call her a conspirator but it was over ten years since she began to research the systematic way the givers take liabilities out, Silencing them. Offers state employees big bucks to whitewash the likes of someone who can prove a federal case against the federal, government like solitude attempted murder, they want HER GONE. Snuffed out. For good. It’s happened before and is happening now yet few weeks are talking about it,

any attempt to tell s met with surveillance or harassment eventually the person gives up. Worn Down, Bug what they can control and didn’t predict? Was she being asked to be on a radio show that would broadcasting like it to millions; flattered she said yes to this initiative

If one physical constitution including the structure of the brain is no longer the same is that person the same

She says she struggled with this question indefinitely on some existential level until the answer stood starkly before her. She wasn’t her physical being. As Descartes would himself have had air, I’m more composed of my spirit in identification than my body as it is the ‘thing’ that has been passed on, that which has survived. And If such things are not authentic I decided whether she was or was not the same anymore didn’t matter as nothing would to her in a world without God

A co-founding statement coming from someone with a story that would only push someone no longer to believe than to believe more. But it was in the details she says, not the larger picture that was always going to be embedded within her dates that she could not escape GodV allowed her to survive what those of the state and DES, those who tried to take her life, were confounded by.

When I heard of this woman’s story I thought to interview her if only to see how I could catch her in lies or perhaps reveal a path to truth. She had been online for years attempting t9 tell what had happened to her. If she was sensat9ojao9sa9jyntuej what she was saying needed not only to be heard. She needed to know she was not alone and that someone Heard her and related to what happened, We all have a breaking point and it was clear she was close to hers.,

Where, when why, how, whom, what

Who sky

What WARRANTLESS search and seizure led to a subsequent ongoing pattern of abuse and misconducts and abuse

Where in the state of NH, mainly Portsmouth

Why; due to suspicions raised by a young woman I told to leave me alone

When in 2011 until today

In= the state of NH, in the state of NH, Sky was subjected to a WARRANTLESS search and seizure that led to a pervasive pattern of misconduct in the form of NH, due to suspicions from 2011 until today

I heard her on the KC Armstrong show 8in which she did a five-part series and briefly went over what happened to her., But She skimmed quite a bit and much of it wasn’t clear. I wanted to learn whether she was telling the truth

I didn’t even know what I liked to do until I was able to do one thing at a time;l Before then I was racing from one thing to another. When I was put on ADHD medication And could focus those interests of hers became something more easily read about,., and the more she read about what she was interested in? The more she became curious.

Granted before being able to focus she would have not lost interest but lost the ability to pursue the appeal further than her focus of the hour or day would allow her. Now?> she confessed, she was able to lean in, no matter where she dropped off. And she found herself winding into information on the internet she may not have been supposed to need privy to.

But this isn’t about her interests, This is about what happened to her. It made her realize she wasn’t as she had constructed. But that those around her determined more her composition. It was only after some time she realized she was the same person as the one who had become devalued over the last five years due to circuit stages beyond her control. But those which appeared to others as a criminal mark on her person that was unforgivable. What she had been charged within her own home with an order placed on the neighbors below, was a mark on her character, to which she would have preferred murder.

She confessed to an obsession in high school with a man who represented a father figure Ana gave her what she needed. A man she subsequently had an affair with and while he could move on after his children of her same age found out, she found it mr9oe difficult. Her only mistake. Two iPhone calls. The last thing she did was drive by or to his place. The last instinct she had when she was wound up with this one person was to stalk him. A fruitless endeavor that would get one nowhere when it came to reconciliation or getting back together in some way with a person you love. So to be charged with this and have others come to know this though she was never asked about it so she could never explain it.

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After a year at home following a failed marriage, a new town, and an ironically genuine need to get an order on the other party whom it was alleged put me in prison in 2014. She mentions an accident the following year though I’m certain he is confused Guinean she has already mentioned one in 2011. The one obtained due to a falsified police report and not being in ICU where she by law belonged had the officer put the correct speed of 45…

But why would he do this? Because he had been solicited, she said., Now I was getting skeptical > The state is getting involved. I was on board with the false charges but,.,I decided to listen. SHe seems unexcitable as though it is an unpleasant task to tell what happened. Again, That is what intrigues me I suppose. The combination of her lack of sensationalism together with what sounds like an impossible story.

But the things we do not hear of often nor hear of often do sound unreasonable or impossible just like new hypotheses formulated after we have already become set on a former one. It’s far easier to keep believing what we know, so we don’t have to change anything, so we can still stay comfortable and safe. I don’t think she had that option. She had to reconcile what was happening to her, as the facts were indisputable. After each of us incident, her then-fiancé insisted they obtain the report, Four boxes of original pieces, not reduced falsified, or omitted entirely. That is evidence most never have at the end of a decade of what she alleges she went through the

She begins, It happens. And I suppose it does.

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what I have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in the effect of rampant defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, is that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as opposed to redeeming the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone.

I’ve begun this story over a thousand times, whether it attempts to document

what happened or as it runs through my mind, in spurts and bits, pieces unwanted, crowding out any ability for productive thought or non-reactive behavior. But these pieces are there to form a whole, one I had to swallow. One that changed the course of my life forever.

But isn’t that what life is? A stream of events, over which we do or don’t have control, which comes in part to shape our lives, or is it instead what we make of them. How do we interpret what happens to us? Others reactions. How we are conditioned. If we are taught self-love, we learn to interpret others’ deficiencies as our own, allowing the unconscious projections to be inevitable in the face of openness. If we learn to self loathe, we absorb the defects of others without any sense that it is not ours to own. There are many things. Those which come to form what we call life. . And genetics •. Perhaps it is all three. Or perhaps

Is that All? The will of God

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven years, one week, month, year at a time. Do I start in the middle and then go back to explain the hows and whys. In so many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force again without my permission.

So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations, permanent injuries, an attempt on my life, and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in the effect of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human rights violation and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer I not stand b enforce a judge. I won’t be able to do this sequentially as I know I’ll roll around, things will bring up other things that need to be mentioned. Then I’d hop up to that last thing mentioned and forget the original *. Given I spelled out the issue, I suppose I could write these sequences but I want it to sound like me. So it will be what it will be. The best format I could think of was an interview format in which I ask every possible question to a true skeptic who doesn’t believe the actuality. Below is another way I wrote it up.

The last time this occurred, three officers were suspended and two were put on leave. They are aware, that I have what I need even to show they were complicit in the 2015 attempt on my life, that the state falsified the report, and that more than easily proven, would enforce, they then explain why. This would ensure many, too many, officials would be facing federal charges, such as solicitation to murder, and well, they will do anything to avoid this. And they did. But perhaps I was just a better strategist than the entire state and local officers over five years, or perhaps, I was meant to slide out this other side and be j voice for those who were silenced for the same reasons they attempted to silence me. To avoid dire consequences of their intensely illegal actions.

So what is my story

Where does it start

Where does it end

I don’t think it has ended. And I’m not sure it ever will. Just last week I found the whole bolt system removed from the rear wheel of the bike that I rider ? All the time I asked the shop manager if she was certain there was no way the bolt could have been removed or fallen out due to natural causes. Or the fact I’ve been rear-ended five times in the last year and my number just got taken off. The fact that each of these reports was falsified and I made it clear I could prove irZ the fact I wasn’t given a ticket or court date or had no insurance agent call me. Certainly, that didn’t scream GUILT. And after the officer spoke with the woman who had slammed me for a good hour he would ask for my license number no statement and take off. Always I knew to pull over because even if it isn’t your fault? It can still count as a hit and run if the other pulls off and ‘says’ you did as well. Given what was alleged in Hampton thru were sure they’d be permitted to say it was assumed I fled on purpose. I never did. Not once. Not even when After slammed I let THEM GO. No reason for them to call except for entrapments. They were all immigrants. Cops say green card. They do whatever they say.

Any doubt I had had in greater being evaporated the more I experienced the otherworldly grace and beyond my own doing. I live now today with the utter conviction that I will not go before my time. Because my time had been up far more times than I am meant to be here and he Alive

But this isn’t about what if these events are not only out of our control, but we can live with no other choices of our own volition. My choice to work, be credible, not disabled, repeatedly harassed by the same entities meant to protect me, those who had already injured me severely? I’ve never been one to play the victim; but when you can honestly find no fault in your intention and conduct except for curiosity and the desire to explore it l, it is difficult to not run on resentment, permanently injuries a constant reminder to the truth of what was done to you

truth is truth

And if I could change it, I would

If I could instead assume all responsibility as opposed to simmering in anger I’ve either asked for or yet in life experienced? You’d Prefer it.

Infinitely

Let me start a little closer to the beginning. For the time being at least.

I never was an angry person. Let things roll right off me.

I became angry. An animal caged too long, poked and prodded for years by those I didn’t know than those m whom I’d been conditioned to trust then worse the former and loved ones unable to understand I’m not my inability to be who I was. Unless you treat me like I am. I react to being abused. Treated less than I was. Stupid. When I’ve gained wisdom and knowledge no education could have given me. No matter how hard I tried I Always I ended up more damaged

They say to look and see where you are responsible. I am responsible for continuing to believe a truth that had I not spoken about could have landed me in a hell I could not have escaped or could have allowed this to slowly unfurl in other ways they had planned. What seemed better to me. What would I do differently? Nothing. Each move I made was out of defense in the effect of one of their actions, whether a third time that week again pulled over, to a full-on false arrest without telling me the charges. None later declared false incarceration and the changes that day dropped. Yet slapped back on my record three weeks later for five years. My public defender ran from any possibility of fulfilling her role and ran from my fiancé asking her help then failed to answer any questions regarding why a change she witnessed he deemed false was still there? To take all employment pops etc away from me. And this was after five years of their having tried everything. Well, then again the next year I’d learn everything includes murder.

I moved back here with A Masters in Counseling from KentState, I was prepared to begin an Internship with a local therapist who was already situated in the area. We had planned to implement a drug and alcohol counseling wing at the Seacoast Mental Health Center, a local counseling center. Three months before we were going to begin, I was in a major car accident following an amendment violating search and seizure. But first things first.

I stayed on in OH TO take a few extra classes before moving back and also entered the PD academy for fun. Honestly. It was. Very easy. I figured, why not.

All for a reason. There is a God.

When the indiscriminate illegal things began occurring, I learned ten times more laws than I knew from the police academy thirteen years prior. And they as well. Fellow officers, to realize exactly what they were up to.

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what I have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in the effect of rampant defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, is that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as opposed to redeeming the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. And most don’t talk about it. I made the mistake of saying yes to being on an international six-series broadcast and decided it was time for the truth to be told. Had I known the consequences that year ago I would have said no. I had no idea how threatened they would be at my telling the truth despite the fact all they had done about me was a lie. Repeatedly… I’m asked on the show to tell it once and the DEA.l went to my DHMC Manchester medical providers and lied knowing I have severe conditions and all due for four surgeries. They were waylaid due to the fact my heart is weak and they worry about it and the effects of anesthesia.

But that is closer to now. Maybe I should go back a bit…

I met a man who would not go away around this time who later became my fiancé. Or perhaps not that much later. Mere months he proposed and at 33, fond of this man who truly was an anomaly but one I (correctly) had surmised was also a narcissist. As long as I brought my steady steely self to the table, huge was the warm glue I hadn’t broken enough for. I allowed him to stick and spread despite the fact none of my family or friends were fond of him and I was plenty aware of the stereotypical signs Not to end up with a particular person. I ignored all the posts and went full speed ahead, as though some sense of adolescent immunity had finally caught up with me and I had no fear. I would learn a lot about fear in the coming years, far more than I had experienced in a lifetime.

learning even more law than I knew from the police academy thirteen years power, to realize exactly what they were up to.

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what I have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in the effect of rampant defamation or federal incarceration. The broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, is that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as opposed to redeeming the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone.

Far more than I ever will experience again. Unless I am placed in isolation without rhyme or reason again, never told when I will be released. or in a full spin on the highway after being hit at 95mph, I do not believe I will ever be as afraid again…But at that time, I hadn’t a notion on any conscious level my whole life would change completely, except for that little voice inside of me Knowing, Certain, that I could not get away with doing what I was doing without some sort of ramification. That I couldn’t possibly be so smart as to be the first one to have thought of such a system for obtaining free samples of what I had researched extensively. Agents that allowed one to tap into more than just that 3% of our brain. My intention was good and I was hurting no one. Not even myself, part of the plan ensuring all samples would be clean as any district out local or overseas would be certain to send pure, as I would promise to buy in bulk if we tested it as such. Had I planned to purchase large quantities, had I Done So, After my primary Arrest for being an alleged domestic terrorist, they acted without evidence, a judge’s signature, or a warrant. In a sense, these things, were they mistaken, As they Would then be guilty of severe human rights violations. Most especially the way I was handled, interrogated, and held for element days while they tore up my apartment. They found nothing. because there was nothing to find, and the head Agent, Garry Decker (who subsequently took over the property I lived on to dig up the entire yard,). Was furious. On my back from the bathroom, arms and feet cuffed themselves then tougher, I saw him throw a [plastic cup against the wall, unaware I was passing. God DAMMIT he shouted. They had nothing on me and he hadn’t expected this,, He was aware unless they FOUND something or were able within three years to charge me with a felony drug crime, He would be the one who may not walk free. NOT ME. But I didn’t know all this then.

It took years of reading original reports obtained, putting things together, officer testimony itself and, which, in 2011, following the World Trade Center Bombings ten years prior, was deemed not only a federal offense but a threat. Domestic welfare, thereby labeling me a domestic terrorist.

I will indulge the details of exactly why they not only suspected this but had nothing else To suspect. But the irony lies in the fact, that was the point. I had created a profile…..

Now the question is, should I recount what happened in sequence. The seven years, one week, month, year at a time. Do I start in the middle and then go back to explain the hows and whys. In so many ways my mind has yelled all this at me, thrown me into it full force again without my permission.

So many obscure, obscene, horrific events, one after another resulting in false incarcerations, permanent injuries, an attempt on my life, and ultimately, a near immunity from the law in the effect of the fact, armed with reports dating back from the start, easily able to prove every human rights violation and offense upon my person, most state and local officials would prefer I not stand b enforce a judge. The last time this occurred, three officers were suspended and two were put on leave. They are aware, that I have what I need even to show they were complicit in the 2015 attempt on my life, that the state falsified the report, and that more than easily proven, would enforce it, they then explain why. This would ensure many, too many, officials would be facing federal charges, such as solicitation to murder, and well, they will do anything to avoid this. And they did. But perhaps I was just a better strategist than the entire state and local officers over five years, or perhaps, I was meant to slide out this other side and be j voice for those who were silenced for the same reasons they attempted to silence me. To avoid dire consequences of their intensely illegal actions.

So what is my story

Where does it start

Where does it end

I don’t think it has ended. And I’m not sure it ever will. Just last week I found the whole bolt system removed from the rear wheel of the bike that I ride? All the time I asked the shop manager if she was certain there was no way the bolt could have been removed or fallen out due to natural causes or wear and tear

Does he say? No way

It was manually removed

So why, eight years after the unwarranted arrest of my person for what I did not do, do I still suspect that they would rather I will be incriminated. As of 2021, since I now have medical evidence of the atrophy which was experienced in the Brentwood jail cell, the arresting officer having lied on the report to ensure I wasn’t admitted for emergency treatment / and that literally nearly cost me my life and now, eight years later I have the medical evidence I could get for years. No one believed me. Not until they had to and that took a very very long time. This story will be written in spurts and pieces slowly then stitched together to shape some cohesive formation for the masses to better understand that the system isn’t what they had perhaps thought, and as opposed to a protector, is our main source of disease, enemy and conflict. Whether we see it or not, agents used in the past were mainly invisible to kill the lots, why not slowly but

Surely. Unless we have already solved the issue of why we have become so diseased. And we are far from that

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in case ppl did not formerly see this link;) here is it again

Armstrong shows

I do not doubt that this book and the truth of it will far exceed any reader’s previous expectations of what they believed they may learn. Especially from truths as unbelievable as they happened. What mainly does the reader have to benefit or rather learn from reading this book is a firsthand account about the experience with the underbelly of the government and the links they will go to cover up their crimes and liability even at the cost of completely silencing whom they know is innocent but that’s nothing new .

This is a subject matter that needs to be written due to the current political Uncertain environment…

A book concerning these truths has not yet been written about though there have been books written about false prosecutions and such … my last attempt to make what happened to meet Public was met with my providers being told falsities so I was cut off of all help when I need it for surgery

I hesitate to reveal such Headey information early on given its gravity but the fact of the matter is I can ever since all of this and I will in the back of the book which will end up being hundreds of pages give and I wrote these first 200 in the last four days

I have either stated or written about what has happened to me to keep myself safe or otherwise document it so many times I cannot tell you if I were to put all of it together it would be tens of thousands of pages and that is not a not an overestimation

A book that has a huge market for at this time, given it’s political relevance; how it directly proves government liability and how no accountability is taken, it will be a needed shock to the American system, a true wake up call.

Perhaps we can say it is not within our government exclusively but throughout them and their constituents, the highly wealthy, the relevancy of this story politically, woven in where there once was an actual system to protect the American Citizens. Four years ago I developed an App which was subsequently patented entitled Safety for Citizens. It was developed by me for those who had been and are in the position I was and still am prone to be given I am a liability in effect of their offense against me.

It would have allowed And will not, someone who is in the position I was in for contact one from internal investigations without alerting the very authorities which are anything from harassing to attempting to full out silencing a particular individual, namely a liability. And one becomes as such when they have been acted upon illegally by governing forces. A member of the team THEN uses the unique ID NUMBER TO ensure that citizens safety and an investigation BEFORE A DEPARTMENT CAN BE INFORMED. What I went through made me need to think I’m such measures

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what I have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in effect of rampant defamation or federal incarceration. THe broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, us that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as oppose to redeem the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed in order to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. In my instance I was indicted on murder, or grand theft ardently, but on Disticution of Research Cheimcals, which, in 2011, following the World Trade Center Bombings ten years prior, was deemed not only a federal offense but a threat on. Domestic welfare, thereby labeling me a domestic terrorist.

What happened to me has happened to millions, but it is rarely spoken about, largely in part because the majority of those who have lived what I have are no longer living or had their voices stolen in effect of rampant defamation or federal incarceration. THe broadest example of what I lived I, or any, can imagine, us that of an African American, falsely accused of a crime and when the state realizes they made a mistake in their prosecution, as oppose to redeem the innocent, they instead ensure that person becomes who they needed in order to ensure they are safeguarded,

While these establishments are rigorous in attempting to ensure the public only sees them as a united front in the interest Of the Public, the Actuality is they will unite and band together to protect a fellow officer, even if that officer has made a grievous mistake and if it will cost an innocent their own freedom or life. If it happened to me, it could happen to anyone. In my instance I was indicted on murder, or grand theft ardently, but on Disticution of Research Cheimcals, which, in 2011, following the World Trade Center Bombings ten years prior, was deemed not only a federal offense but a threat on. Domestic welfare, thereby labeling me a domestic terrorist.

This isn’t a story about my life, it is a story of survival, the Police, both local and state, the very ones who had engaged in the very rights violations and other illegalities that then, in my innocence, made me a liability.

If I detailed every bit fr beginning to end it would sound nothing short of mechanical because I’ve been asked or told to tell it too many times . Or felt I’ve had to, to survive. Not to be believed so I have to tell it again: and again. It’s traumatizing now to tell a story of surviving a war no one believes you fought. A mission you return from severely injured to be told by that same government you are not. And that you were not even there. Returning from these repeated nightmarish experiences embedded my system into fight or flight.

And I have little protection….

I am by nature a skeptic. I have Always and still do; question everything. Perhaps ones they could better control. Use for warfare. I know far fetched but where my mind goes…do wonder whether technology was created to increase the likelihood we would become more distant from one another while invariably talking into lassitude.!easy to do when everyone else

premise of this book is less so autobiographical as it is an exploration into the actuality of the American governmental system, the ‘war on drugs’, then subsequently and as ‘serious’ the war on terror. Given it was only in effect , I survived and learned in hindsight through my attorney, the attorney general, the DOJ & other sources, most notably the four boxes of original documents obtained directly after any insult, before they would, as they in fact were, redacted, deleted or otherwise falsified.

The inciting incident was a warrantless search and seizure , or perhaps it truly began with my voracious curiosity, my only offense.

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Evo

EVO OF CONSCIOUSNESS

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From PBN

On Fri, Apr 30, 2021 at 5:39 PM Podcast Business News Group <support@pbnpodcasts.com> wrote:

Julie,

You did a great job with your shows. You were able to help others with your story because some people aren’t brave enough to even tell their story but you are Julie. I will be in touch with you about your shows once I get the stats. 

Best Regards,

Ashley Stevens Administration Department

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On Fri, Apr 30, 2021 at 5:20 PM Julia Assmus <juliaskygame@gmail.com> wrote:

To help your show

For me

It means more danger

Less protection

All financial instability 

No problem. 

Gpa so could help ge try story out to help others to my detriment 

I’m sure any one would do that to only be undermined and shit on

I hope that’s not what I’m on here for…

— 

Special Agent Assmus

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Text to Ex

You know whether or not how I feel in regard to certain issues apply to your character or if your denials are due to compulsive defensive behavior from trauma with your dad. If so that needs to he acknowledged instead of replayed to be denied and the person who knew and would have still seen you through , still had you unable to take that next step which would make your life so much easier…I get defensive because of being disbelieved what I was NOT lying about and was costing me everything and my health and life. That is not lying about what you have done and costs everyone else everything.

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Part I again

Work in progress. All together I have over 600 pages. Craziness right now

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Try this

Try this one

Or this?

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This should help. Pushing this along

So by the end of the years I have a truly edited, COHESIVE piece with the evidence in the back so no word of mine can be denied. As much as people would prefer to. I didn’t have the luxury. And was in the middle of hell I ONLY WANTED FO DENY BUT WOULD have meant my freedom or life if I hadn’t been on my guard and acknowledging the actuality of what was going happening.!It is not as though it was what j preferred. To living my life and having my own choices? J think anyone would have chosen that.

Attempts to clarify.

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truth

Truth truth truth

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You know the drill. If link doesn’t directly lead, please cut and paste into browser. I made access public

https://docs.google.com/file/d/1rTMToTuUePxTRztlV7YqWb-VtDx0zf-q/edit?usp=docslist_api&filetype=msword

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So this is what we try next if the other didn’t work. Because I will make it happen. Now 263pages

UNRESTRICTED

UnRestricted: I won’t give up until it works by link directly but can always cut and paste below into browser

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1FnuGBetbO1QeNJMiaHY1Zf5kEet6WzVnDaCYVH-RWe4/edit

docs.google.com/file/d/1rTMToTuUePxTRztlV7YqWb-VtDx0zf-q/edit

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I haven’t been f***** with you

Just realized other link obtained wasn’t the one that the public had access to….THIS LINK?Will lead you further than you may think. The next piece, now that I know how to share my files publicly, is shorter more concise in many ways like a query. More wo than this. This is the whole deal. Repeated. Many times. Uneducated or read over completely but it’s out there in some coherent form

And if it has not opened up for you yet PLEASE CUT AND COPY THIS LINK INTO YOUR BROWSER AND IT SHOULD WORK. I think even if you don’t use the same way to document. See below for what to cut and paste

IT SHOULD WORK AS I HAGE REMOVED RESTICTIONS SO IF YOU DONT HAVE Google DRIVE account you may have to cut and paste

https://docs.google.com/file/d/1rTMToTuUePxTRztlV7YqWb-VtDx0zf-q/edit?usp=docslist_api&filetype=msword